• Psychedelic Drugs Welcome Guest
    View threads about
    Posting RulesBluelight Rules
    PD's Best Threads Index
    Social ThreadSupport Bluelight
    Psychedelic Beginner's FAQ
  • PD Moderators: Esperighanto | JackARoe | Cheshire_Kat

☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Trans-dimensional Hyperspace Cocktail Bar - Fractals Apply Within

Status
Not open for further replies.
Heya guys, you been good? ;)

Laika, it's still a bit raw which of course you knew - but we all gotta start somewhere. I'd say you got the right idea on a number of fronts so keep it up. I don't really know a whole lot about how to produce post-rock so not sure how far one can go with a DAW...

I posted a new track myself: https://soundcloud.com/solipsis/ambit-herons-for-llama
Might be so laid-back that it lullabies you to sleep but IMO it goes out in a pleasant draw of breath: https://soundcloud.com/solipsis/ambit-herons-for-llama
Just those last couple of beats don't make any sense, I should have deleted those but I am ridiculously lazy right now :P

This weekend I was planning on tasting something from the palet of my collection, but my dad may come to visit me which may rule out ones that have multiple day spanning effects.

Ones I am considering are: DOC, LSZ, 4-AcO-DPT, 2C-T-2, Proscaline, 2C-P
But there may be other options if I actually run through the dope rolodex.

I'd appreciate any insight :)
Even if it's about an unmentioned compound you really wish to try.
 
Last edited:
no "what should i take?" questions! =p

seriously tho, of the ones you listed the 4-aco-dpt might be the best if you're having family over at some point... its shorter acting and likely has the least hangover.
 
Haha fair enough, just thought I'd sneak that one past you since I've been at it for years and probably know what the f*@# I'm doing even without the extra insight. :p

But good point, right now I am not even sure whether I am having my dad over on saturday or sunday or even at all - if I can trip on sunday then monday won't be a big problem since I only got an engagement with a friend to train and learn new moves.
So yeah, if instead I only have this saturday I will definitely make sure that whatever I trip on it isn't something that may royally fuck me.
 
Well Solipsis, have you tried DOC before? If not then that's my vote. I think you'll really enjoy it, and it lasts a solid full day, but not longer. Even if you have tried it I'd probably still suggest it. But all of the ones you listed are good I think. I am going to try LSZ soon, well, my 3 hits haven't arrived yet, they were sent in a separate envelope from a different country than the rest of my order, but the rest of my order arrived 2 weeks ago, and I am starting to become concerned about the LSZ. I really want to try it so I hope it comes!

Laika said:
Cool thanks. I was kinda hoping it would be like adderall with a bit of a sparkle to it. I want to do a full dose on it, but I've also been needing to get some things done and have been totally out of functional stims. If I could pull of a drawing or a song on a low dose that would be awesome. Going to have to try it one of these days and get started really early.
Click to expand...

It sometimes reminds me of Adderall. It's great for doing art, whether it's painting, playing music, or whatever. It will definitely have a bit of sparkle to it even at a really low dose, DOC is very strong stuff, I think Shulgin used the words "died in the wool" psychedelic, and I think that's an apt description. It's a strongly psychedelic substance, so even a small bit of it will infuse your mind with warm psychedelic goodness. :)
 
Me and that cute Ok Cupid girl were talking about cooking and I said I will have to make her some Indian food sometime. And she said that she'd love for me to make her Indian food sometime, and if I cooked she'd bake something. So then I asked her if she wanted to go out for coffee or something first, and I'm awaiting a response. :)

EDIT: Ah ha, she wants to do that. Making plans... here comes my 2nd date! I feel pretty hopeful about this one, plus I am attracted to her, her pictures are not ambiguous at all :D
 
Last edited:
Solipsis said:
I posted a new track myself: https://soundcloud.com/solipsis/ambit-herons-for-llama
Might be so laid-back that it lullabies you to sleep but IMO it goes out in a pleasant draw of breath: https://soundcloud.com/solipsis/ambit-herons-for-llama
Click to expand...

downloaded :) I really like the use of synths under the heavenly piano sound, very tasteful.

also, just gonna put it out there that DOC can produce some of the most exquisite body sensations of any drug. MDMA can't even compare tbph, I still haven't tried MDA though (hankerin to find some good sass)
 
morninggloryseed said:
I wish I had a way of typing something without having other quote it, I'd love to be able to quickly tell what is going on and take it down but that is not a feature Bluelight offers. well, I am still alive that much is clear I don't have the guts to change that. Right now I am just in a waiting game for the ibogaine to come, I really pray my outlook changes when I come down because this is no way to live. It sucks to be such an unhappy person, I have had nothing but the most positive outlook for myself and the world until recently. I don't know what point I am trying to make, I think just the act of typing out my misery is somewhat therapeutic. As silly as it seems to say "I love you all" I really do. The good folks who post in PD so more love and concern for me than my own family does. And so I really do love each and every one of you. Thank you for listening and to those of you who I've corresponded with personally, thank you for your patience with me. It has been a hard battle and it's still uphill for the time being but being as I am too chicken shit to take a fatal OD, all I can do is battle on, wounded.

My best

MGS
Click to expand...

Hey man, we love you too. I'm sorry things are so difficult for you right now. I think (I hope) that deep down you know things will swing back up again. Sometimes things really suck, especially when we work against our own best interests with drugs. Abusing drugs can really do a number on your ability to be happy. I'm struggling with that too, I'm currently on a "2-day swing plan" where I take poppy tea and feel good for about a day and a half, and then for a half day/the 3rd morning I feel down, shitty, uncomfortable, and don't like myself very much. Then I repeat it all over again because I can't stand feeling that way. But you and I will both get past this and there will be many years ahead of happy life. There will probably be more difficult patches but that's just part of what it is to be human I think. <3

If you need to talk you know where to find me.
 
Oh no :(
Someone living in university dorms in my city jumped out the window from the 8th floor and killed himself while tripping on acid...

So sad!

(He was not alone... apparently he was depressed at the very least. Doesn't seem like a case of the "I believe I can fly"s,... His friends must be shocked - Oh no wait reading a news message right now, apparently he did jump through the window. There was also alcohol involved - probably lots of it - who knows what else. Some kind of freak accident.)
 
Last edited:
All the best to you morninggloryseed, I cant believe how nice person you are at the same time when battling with your own demons. Stay strong brother, theres only one direction from the bottom
 
Oh shit man, that's a bad place to be in, I'm sorry. :( I got that way with kratom eventually, dosing it 5 or more times per day for years... it didn't even get me high anymore, I just always felt shitty. At least poppy tea makes me feel great when I do it.

I've been trying to find an addiction medicine doctor, I left a message with the recommended one but he hasn't called back yet. I am considering switching back to kratom for a bit because the withdrawal is so short, and then obtaining some suboxone and using a very low dose whenever needed for the 5-6 days kratom withdrawal lasts, and then done. I'm a little nervous though because I hear suboxone has its own pretty terrible and long-lasting withdrawal and I would hate if I switched my addiction to that in the process. I have found that when I do kratom even once or twice, it's like the addiction I am experiencing switches to kratom from poppy tea, and vice versa. But it doesn't do that with, say, hydrocodone, which I have never abused. So maybe it wouldn't happen with sub either because I have never even used sub once.

I am also thinking about seeking addiction therapy, someone to talk to about it. I am afraid of my own brain, I mean I have quit several times, once for an entire year, and after a few months I actually felt good and healthy again and got past all the PAWS stuff. And then one day I decided I could handle doing kratom once, and the cycle repeated (and is still repeating). Makes me feel like an idiot for sure. I could have saved myself so much pain and expense. Then again, perhaps I never would have gotten to the point of realizing that my relationship wasn't right anymore and I would have still been stuck in that. Who knows why anything happens, we can only understand with hindsight.
 
Xorkoth said:
I am considering switching back to kratom for a bit because the withdrawal is so short, and then obtaining some suboxone and using a very low dose whenever needed for the 5-6 days kratom withdrawal lasts, and then done. I'm a little nervous though because I hear suboxone has its own pretty terrible and long-lasting withdrawal and I would hate if I switched my addiction to that in the process.
Click to expand...

Hey man you DONT want to get on subs for kratom. Subs is WAY harder to quit compared to kratom. Trust me here, I know kratom addiction and I know subs addiction. The subs WD is mild but pervasive and never ending. The only advantage to subs is getting it for cheap if you have insurance. Do not go down the suboxone road. I really recommend ibogaine. The $200 it costs for a dose is what you are going to spend on therapy that doesn't really work anyway. Please for the love of God just get some ibogaine.
 
Duly noted. :) I keep thinking I should just fucking stop, but once I get into the thick of the withdrawal it's just SO PAINFUL, I can never get myself to keep to it. Actually the time I quit for a year I went cold turkey, it was pretty terrible but I did it.

And with the subs I DID mean to take like 8mg total, maybe 1mg a day until it's gone. Are you concerned that that little will cause physical dependence? Or are you concerned I would end up staying on it and then having to get off eventually?
 
To any of you struggling with opiate abuse and addictions etc: was it ever worth it? getting high in the beginning etc
 
I'd be surprised...

MGS, I'm with ya man. I'm sorry you made a mistake but nobody deserves to suffer like that. Never mind any of our reputations right now, many if not all of us can both pale and shine.

Be safe <3
 
xammy said:
To any of you struggling with opiate abuse and addictions etc: was it ever worth it? getting high in the beginning etc
Click to expand...

Absolutely not. An opiate high is a transitory thing, it brings pleasure but that fades and you're left with nothing. Unless you take it too far, then you'e left with a life-crippling addiction that puts you through absolute hell. I always advise people strongly not to ever try opiates.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top