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Re: JWH-018 from a couple pages ago.....about 5 years ago, when I was zealously exploring all the new chemicals that had come out while I was "away" (locked in a cage for my crimes against humanity, ha) I had been vaping MDPV from an oil burner for a few days straight (*shudders just remembering*) and finished my baggy and went and grabbed "another"...mind you, by that point I was already deep in the land of shadow people, uber paranoid, and totally peeveed out....I was taking 50-100 mgs in the bulb at a time, sucking as much as I could....

So I loaded about 100 mg and inhaled deeply....I was so PV'd out I didn't notice the indole taste, and the JWH's were still new to me anyhow.....anyway, I instantly found myself in the most intense freakout hellhole I've EVER experienced.....I started shaking and then blacked out....I was alone so who knows what transpired....it turns out the bag I grabbed was JWH-018. that experience scared me stiff enough that I couldn't really ever enjoy the stuff again. 250 and 122 I liked for how gentle, comparatively, they were....

(ugh just thinking about that swirling heart attack vortex gives me chills!)
 
ya, I gotta say that might be the scariest freakout combo i've ever heard of. I'm surprised you tried it again after that. Did it not have much of a hangover or aftereffects?
 
I felt like hell, but I was also coming down off a PV binge so.....

By far the most unpleasant and scary drug experience of my life!
 
worst drug experience of my life was taking 20mg of adderall XR the morning after doing 2.2grams of DXM

pretty sure i stopped breathing for a bit

idk why that combination would make a person stop breathing, but i remember laying there for a few minutes and suddenly gasping for air like "WTF i wasn't even breathing"

crazy muscle tension

mentally i couldn't focus on anything

it was awful
 
finishing off the last of my 3-meo-pcp this weekend. going to probably get a job working in a plastics factory soon, my dad is going to hook me up. i'm probably going to hate my life for a few years doing it, but i need money.
 
^Care to elaborate? I currently work for a large PVC pipe manufacturer. They use extrusion machines to make the pipes & in the neighbouring plant, they use extrustion to make the long, coloured, coiled pipes. I've been there a little more than a year & it's all right. The work is incredibly simple & my co-workers are idiots, but I work nights, so the big (asshole) bosses are only there for two hours or so before we leave. Fortunately I became buddies with one of the guise who works on my side. His history is a lot like mine; hell, we even went to the same 12 month rehab just a few years apart. So most of the night I just stick with him & talk shit about everyone else we work with. It really makes that job completely bearable aha.

That's really great you're getting a job, tnw. I think & hope it will do a lot to help with the funk you seem to be in :).

On the subject of freak outs, last week I did a goofball (meth & smack) with my roommate about 6p. I go into work at 9, wait until my break at 5 & finish the stuff. It was a small shot & I didn't feel much, but it kept me up til 2p. I knew I had to work that night, so I did another shot of just crystal then. It wasn't huge, but I felt it. I get to work again at 9 & feel normal. After 30-40 minutes of working, which is very physical--lots of walking, light lifting, etc & I started feeling off. My heart began racing & I felt weak, like I was going to pass out. I slowly walked to the bathroom, plopped down on a toilet & chilled out for 10 min. I thought I was OK, but I barely had the strength to tell my supervisor I was sick. I snail-walk across the plant to the break room, sitting until my roommate can pick me up. I can barely walk at this point without feeling extremely faint. I make it to his car & manage to get myself into bed. I lie almost completely still from 10:30p - around 4a, at some points seriously debating going to hospital. Fortunately I made it just fine, but I haven't ever been that worried about my health before.
 
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Yikes Bob..your goofball is my spaceball...different names for same thing..used to be a penchant of mine...pretty hard to beat that rush*cough*nod....tis a toxic combo, that's why it is so lovely! Haven't been down those hallowed halls inna few years....some nostalgia, some wistful pissing, but that's that! Take care of yrself!

An overshot of meth can be a very scary thing....throw in some physical labor and ouch, the heart shutters....these organs so laboriously working for us, they take a lot of shit!

Me, a gentle 30mg MXE IM shot, fireplace raging, 14 deg outside, Sigur Ros serenade.....maybe time fora DMT blast. That might recalibrate all the muckiness upstairs that needs addressing...gotta remember that throbbing humming phractal phuckery!
 
^Yeah, that combo is gnarrrrr :). To top it off, when I did too much mephedrone & heroin in a shot when I was 18, I had a TIA (mini-stroke). Eventually I went to a neurologist & he figured out that poor circulation is hererditary from my mom's side. He said if I'd been in that state, with my brain getting so little oxygen, for just a few seconds more, then I'd be pretty much vegetative :\. He also recommended that I never do any drugs again because who knows what could happen, tho I obviously didn't listen to him.

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lol holy methpoast bab
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lol I had to condense it! Since I sniffed this stuff, I feel much more happily buzzed & sociable rather than all geeked out & weird. I have just a pinch left, so I'm either going to try to buy some of my roommate's half or hmmmm, who nose.
 
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edit: I like the jams MGS, the twangyness of the telecaster strings make a great rhythm guitar sound.
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Thanks man. I have your EP on now, song 2. What am I hearing? I hear a guitar, snare strings rattling, and a synth. Was this all live? I hear at least two musicians. Get me the wav files and I'll give it a proper mastering on the house.
 
So, my uncle was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer last weekend after a long period of mental illness (depression/anxiety) and physical trouble (weakness, nausea, dizziness etc). They had given him six months.

Unfortunately, its travelled to his brain and the prognosis is indicating around one month left. So sad! :( He has been a great person in my life, very fatherly to me and is a unique guy- very much holding onto aspects of the 60's counterculture in thought and dress- but a heavy cigarette smoker and pothead too. A sane and loving guy, a total contrast to his younger brother (who was my father).

I'm going to see him today for what could be one of the last times.... Wish me and him luck. <3
 
Something I practice is a 'prayer alter' of sorts, I learned this from practicing Christian friends. It is really just a piece of paper that I write down people's names that I want to send positive vibes and affirmations to (prayer)...so I don't forget. I say my prayers every night before I retire each evening like a good Jewboy should and I have you down there. I'm a big believer in the power of prayer even if I don't have a messiah I am praying to.

My best to you and your family.

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So, my uncle was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer last weekend after a long period of mental illness (depression/anxiety) and physical trouble (weakness, nausea, dizziness etc). They had given him six months.

Unfortunately, its travelled to his brain and the prognosis is indicating around one month left. So sad! :( He has been a great person in my life, very fatherly to me and is a unique guy- very much holding onto aspects of the 60's counterculture in thought and dress- but a heavy cigarette smoker and pothead too. A sane and loving guy, a total contrast to his younger brother (who was my father).

I'm going to see him today for what could be one of the last times.... Wish me and him luck. <3
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Finished off my 3-meo-pcp tonight... my intention was to do half of my remainder tonight, then save a bit for later.... but now my vial is empty... I don't really remember taking the rest but I must have.... I'm glad I'm rid of the stuff to be honest... never ordering again.
 
How much did you take? I was debating giving it a go @ 2.5mg like the first time but it's rather late now so I will live vicariously though you instead.
 
i knowingly took 30mg, along with a small handfull of mucinex (about 200mg dxm i'd guess, i don't recall exactly how many tablets i had left...) there was another 40mg or so left in my vial, though, and its gone.... now that i've come down a bit more i have vague memories of finishing it off and licking out my vial..... i feel like utter shit at the moment. very hungoverish feeling.

i don't think the 3-meo-pcp itself is toxic, but i think it messes with membrane permeability allowing other toxins to enter your cns.... i feel like all the lungbutter from my synthetic cannabinoid usage has entered my metabolic pathways.... the hangoverish feeling i have is definitely emanating from my lungs somehow... very odd feeling (i've felt it before after 3meo but have never written about it on here)

honestly i think the stuff is very bad for your health. i am very glad to be rid of it.
 
I feel so awful right now. Not just the 3meo hangover but a lot of other emotional baggage has piled up I feel. I'm glad I don't have a gun, I think if I did I would put a bullet in my head tonight.
 
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