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Guys i'm afraid what will happen when my job contract ends in 2 weeks. It has been so good for me to be working for the last 6 months.

Im afraid that I will get depressed with all that free time.. if I dont get another job or something

Maybe I should buy this membership for gym. The most important thing is to not use drugs for killing boredom
 
xammy said:
Guys i'm afraid what will happen when my job contract ends in 2 weeks. It has been so good for me to be working for the last 6 months.

Im afraid that I will get depressed with all that free time.. if I dont get another job or something

Maybe I should buy this membership for gym. The most important thing is to not use drugs for killing boredom
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Yeah keeping occupied with something satisfying is a very important thing in life. Can you get another job?

I have been thinking of getting a gym membership myself, I need to get back in shape.

And you're right about drugs for killing boredom. Best to avoid that as a pattern.
 
Xorkoth said:
Can you get another job?
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That might be hard, the employment situation isnt very good. There is also the thing that working some low paying shitty job would suck ass, and I can get the same amount of money from welfare. No real motivation to work, lol. The system should do something about that here. I work in a library at the moment and I enjoy it, its super chill. I can start to study for university entrance exam in the beginning of April, thats a good thing. They release the study materials then.
 
lol i totally spaced on paying my electric bill and woke up to a house with no electricity. oh happy dayz

Dondante said:
What do BL'ers think about buprenorphine? If your insurance covers it, seems like it'd be easier/cheaper to use it to slowly taper rather than having to deal with poppy tea.
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i agree, buprenorphine would be a good option. but honestly, i would not want that in my medical records if i could possibly avoid it.
 
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Bob Loblaw said:
I feel like I'm 17 again XD.

IDK, I'm probably just going to get some heroin & coke, speedball the night away :\. Either that or I'm not going to do anything; turning 22 kind of makes me want to vomit as it fills me with anxiety over growing old. How about yourself?


And yes, we have the same birthdate--do you know what time you were born? I was ~4p EST. Let's see who's older :D
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I'm pretty sure I was born around 11pm so you are about 6 hours older. I wish I could buy ticket to Ashville so we could celebrate together! My tax returns are coming in soon, maybe if I get them in time I could book a flight to Ashville and chill with you and have a double 22nd birthday bash later this month?
 
xammy said:
Guys i'm afraid what will happen when my job contract ends in 2 weeks. It has been so good for me to be working for the last 6 months.

Im afraid that I will get depressed with all that free time.. if I dont get another job or something

Maybe I should buy this membership for gym. The most important thing is to not use drugs for killing boredom
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Definitely get a membership for the gym! Or whatever physical activity makes you happy. We humans are not designed to be so inactive as we are, especially when we're young. Our bodies crave to be used, and they make us happy for it.

I think you should accept the welfare with gratitude and use the time to study, be fit and happy. When you are older you will be in a good position to paying taxes and repay the system for the support that it gave you at this time in your life. Don't take the shitty job that will make you unhappy.

My 2 bits.
 
Lol, there is a live show on one of the biggest domestic TV channels about Cannabis. There are people like our interior minister, police commander, some home growers, social workers and people like that. Theyre bombing the interior minister with some intense questions haha. This is good shit. Its the best watching time atm so many people will see this program. Maybe it will give some real info to people about cannabis. Maybe in one day it will be decriminalized :)
 
seems like the tides are really changing WRT cannabis

my mom, who was one of the most vehemently anti-drug people i've ever known while i was growing up, told me the other day that she might try weed if she were in colorado or washington where its legal

really caught me off guard. like if she is cool with it now, that's really a harbinger of change lol
 
That's how I feel too. Although my mom, who did try it numerous times in college (but it scared her), still says she won't do it. And she still says she wishes I wouldn't. My dad however has a terminal illness and he jokes about medical marijuana all the time, I'm pretty sure he wants it, but my mom is opposed.

That was a bit of a personal derailment, but yes, the tides are changing rapidly. The amount of change in its general social acceptance since I was young is tremendous, more than I could have hoped for.
 
Do your parents know about your drug use? My mother only knows that I have tried weed but she doesnt know how often I smoke it in reality. About psychedelics and other drugs she has no idea, that would freak her out.
 
My parents by this time know about my psychedelic use (not how often I have done them in the past) and they know about my opiate addiction. They know most stuff but when I was your age they only knew about the weed and they also knew I had tried MDMA before. As you get older hiding stuff from your parents doesn't matter as much anymore and for me, the idea of lying becomes less appealing for ethical reasons as well. My mom in particular knows that mushrooms helped me to get in touch with my spirituality and changed my life. I'm not sure what she actually thinks about it but she gave me the respect of listening and validating my experiences and she certainly noticed that I made a substantial ideological change from atheistic/nihilistic views (which scared her) to what I have now (which she respects and admires).
 
I would love to share it, would be so relieving. But I think it would very hard for her to understand it, since everything she knows about these things is mostly propaganda and lies. Eventually she would accept it though I guess. She is somewhat broken person, a lot of psychological traumas. I'm so sure that one MDMA-assisted psychotherapy session would change her forever.
 
Well you never know what the future holds. Your relationship with your parents changes SO MUCH in your twenties, by the end of them.
 
Xorkoth said:
Well you never know what the future holds. Your relationship with your parents changes SO MUCH in your twenties, by the end of them.
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Yeah it has already changed so much in last ~5 years.






How does Finnish music sound to you? This guy was in that live cannabis show I mentioned earlier, he admitted growing weed and he got busted already. Got like 30 plants or something haha.
 
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