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Ugh, I hate this feeling. I messed up my back a couple of days ago and now my doctor has me on muscle relaxants. They're helping but they make me pretty groggy. I'm really not looking forward to going back to work like this tomorrow.

In other news though, I procured some psilocybin mushrooms for my girlfriend. She and her best friend will be splitting an eighth this weekend for their first ever mushroom trip.
 
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By the way, I have a question for you guys, one that probably doesn't warrant its own thread... Do you find that your trips are any different when you are in a relationship than when you aren't in one? In what way?
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I've never tripped when single hahah... but it certainly engenders feelings of worry over my S.O. every time I trip, in the come-up only. It can be rather pronounced and overwhelming, how much inexplicable anxiety it gives me.

I'm doing well tonight myself. I do a radio show every Wed. on my college's station, here's a song that I played on it tonight:
 
I've recently noticed that each halloween since I was 15 has consisted of me getting immensely intoxicated in various different ways. I've been writing a memory bank of sorts, whether its just phrases that will incur an episodic memory or specific details that are really vivid.

I'm trying to get whatever I can remember at any given point into written form because I go through different phases (kind of) of what memories I can remember within the cupboards of my mind.
 
Hai2u guiz! Last night here in Phuket...had an absolute blast here, aside from a complete disaster tour out to Phi Phi island -_-; but super keen to head over to Cambodia for another week tomorrow :D Happy Pizzaaaaaaa :D :D :D

Hope everyone is doing well here though :) can't wait to get back behind a PC and catch up on everything I've missed haha
 
Awesome dude, I'm jealous. :)

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^ I am starting to think that the "Acid" that has been given to me (thrice in this lifetime) has not been the real thing (LSD). My experiences with it have all been tense. Although to be fair, I took small doses/half tabs each time, so that might have put me in that awful half-tripping state.

By the way, I have a question for you guys, one that probably doesn't warrant its own thread... Do you find that your trips are any different when you are in a relationship than when you aren't in one? In what way?
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My trips were a lot different when I was in a relationship, but it was because I was hiding it from her. It introduced an element of anxiety and feeling bad about myself into things, and also due to the relationship itself I felt increasingly bad about myself regardless of psychedelics. Once we split, my trips became much lighter and more grounded, because that's how I became.

I've never really gotten into tripping with my partner because I never had one that was into tripping. The girl I'm seeing now who I am really into trips occasionally, so I hope we can do that together sometime.
 
My girlfriend enjoys tripping, but she's mainly only tripped with me. I have been explaining to her that i believe there is greater benefit in a solo trip, and i think we may trade places being trip sitter in the near future. Sometimes my solo trips are altered when i begin to think about all the things that i could be doing better for her, and some trips may take some dark turns. Most of our joint-trips have been very pleasant and in total have increased our attachment. It was tripping together, after all, that really glued us together.

It can definitely go both ways though, you just never know what a trip might bring. It is somewhat discomforting to know that the possibility of detachment is there, due to the powerful nature of psychedelics and their unpredictable qualities. So, tread lightly.
 
I wish my significant other would trip with me. The most she has ever done was ketamine and MDxx. She is very judgemental of my psychedelic use yet she sees no problem with her smoking weed every night. There was a time when I was tripping weekly during which I could see her point but even one trip a month is considered "abuse"8). She is terrified that she would lose her shit. One day I am going to talk her into taking some of my mescaline since she enjoyed mdma and prefers natural substances.
 
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You okay Thorns?

Shit guys, the best place to get the chems we all like has stopped doing business with US customers. What a bummer... :\
 
^Dear God, I saw that last night and I literally felt my heart sink... I never got to try 2C-E, 2C-P, DOC, AL-LAD, 4-Aco-DMT, Etizolam.... and I'm sure more I would have liked. Now I've got nothin, no hook ups. I'll have to resort to mushie growing if I wana trip any more. I only managed to stock up on 2C-C and MXE before this happened, I hope they last me a while... I just wanted to try all those 2C's so bad!!! :(

Even worse, it's my birthday. I was just about to have the funding to get those 2C's and try em out... Why must the government condemn and actively oppose my hobbies!!!???
 
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Oh man, bad timing. :( Yeah I'm bummed about it too. I'm sure there are other places that are good but I don't know of any right now. I'm also really bummed I didn't get at least 250mg more of DOC... I was going to eventually get a gram from them so I'd have basically a lifetime supply. The reason being their DOC is the best I have ever come across for sure, and I LOVE DOC. I still have at least 100mg left, maybe even 150, but it will run out eventually especially since a good friend recently finally tried it and loved it also. And another friend wants to try it and I suspect he will love it. It's one thing if I just use my own DOC and no one else does... then it lasts a long time. If I share it with multiple people... well, that's the reason my 3 grams of MXE is also nearly gone. Speaking of which, I love MXE too, wish I had a lifetime supply of that. :\

On a happier note, the mail just came, hoping my last package from them arrived today, about to check. If it did, I will have a sample of 6-APDB and some bk-2C-B... I've got plans to hang out with friends tonight, and if I got it, I'll be sampling the 6-APDB tonight... and surely some MXE will also be had (either way).

EDIT: Woohoo, it arrived!
 
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Yeah, I've got around 5g's of MXE now, which should last a couple years if I never share. I was kinda resigned to that being the last of it though, because of the EU ban... but now I'll never try 2C-E, that's the big one for me. I've read so much about it, and it sounded like just the drug I needed in my life. I'm ready for a heavy trip soon, but MXE and 2C-C just can't take me there... I've been saving up much of my money from work so I could get a vial of acid at Christmas on my vacation. Now that, that would be a lifetime supply. Dear God I hope that deal comes through. If it doesn't, I don't think growing mushies will console me hah... They've never packed the punch that L has for me.

Also, I was just getting the hang of 2C-D, I had found a good dose around 10mg which worked great for me at Halloween. I wanted to reup on that, but now I'll only get a couple more doses out of it. Only two or three metocin trips... only a few more methylone doses, albeit I always forget I even have any hahah.

edit: congrats Xork! hahah. Now I hope a Xmas Miracle comes through and my 3g's of 2C-C show up... It's such an expensive chem, it would really blow not to get it! The one 2C-x I might be able to have for a few years!
 
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2C-E is wonderful, unfortunately I lost my 250mg I got from them without ever using any, at the festival this summer. Just lost it somehow along with 7 hits of LSD. Well, it was because I did so many drugs that by the end I had no idea what was going on, that's how I lost them. But yeah, big bummer. But, I'm sure one can get 2C-E elsewhere. I'm most concerned about the DOC because every other time I've gotten DOC it hasn't been crystally and hasn't been as good.
 
Wish I had known about this formerly awesome vendor. I just checked the only three legit vendors who ship to the US that I've ever dealt with, all three are still good. Of course none of them carry DOC or any 2C-X compounds.
 
It's hard to say whether or not the powdery DOC and the crystally DOC I've tried had differences in effects. All I know is that attempting to eyeball my crystal dose for flying lotus ended up with me being on what felt like ~5-7mg DOC, taking the edge off with ~2mg of Etizolam, and then doing probably over 100mg of MXE like a crazy asshole and having to get carried out of the show by my friends. Luckily I felt amazing the entire next day in stead of feeling wiped out or anything like that. I definitely fumbled my words a bit but I was glowing %)

DOC is probably the most sexual psychedelic I've taken, not sure if anyone else feels the same way lol 8(

I've only had sex on LSD and Mushrooms though. I hope to have sex on DOC one day! lol

First time I took DOC I remember saying something along the lines of "if I were somehow like back in the dark ages and I felt like this I would probably just be running through town naked"

and after sitting up from the initial peak and deciding to smoke a bowl, "I feel like I just came-- for like, an hour" lol

edit: I'm prayin for ya thorns!
 
I haven't gotten any mail but two spam letters for a week, and it's starting to concern me... the paranoids are starting to settle in around me, aghhhhhh!!!!

I remember one time I was tripping on L and I had some revelation that you can't "transcend sexuality", and it was utterly miserable to realize. No matter what, we can't push past our biological imperatives. I think about sex all damn day long, all I want is to stop thinking about sex.... I thought psychs could help me potentially push past that, but... so far, no luck. In fact, the last time I did L it made my sex drive seem stronger and even more primal... God help me. How can one stop thinking about procreation all the time when they're surrounded by gorgeous women on a daily basis??! You can't escape them, they're everywhere!
 
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Ah, hello Cambodia :)

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^Looking good Troz :)

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edit: I'm prayin for ya thorns!
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Aye, me too. I've PMed him but haven't heard back... I really hope he is okay. <3 IMO, someone to be valued, dearly...:)

Tonight, I have the house to my myself, so broke out the MXE, gone for some solemn dissociative loneliness. Inability to understand syntax or grammar, comma goes where.?

Hmm...
 
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