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So she'll be back in 2 weeks or less... I'm excited! :) She sent me a book in the mail along with a handwritten letter... that was really nice. She told me she misses me and can't wait to get back. Just in time for winter... it's so much nicer when you have someone to snuggle up with.

Also I just smoked a tiny amount of weed (like 5 of the tiniest little cola pieces I could find) and it was perfect... most of the time if I smoke while working I wish I hadn't just because it makes it a little harder to multitask, things take longer, and I get a little nervous talking to people. But this is actually the perfect boost, just a nice motivation lift. I actually feel pretty good about the large amount of work I have to do today (at least I do for now).
 
Yah - I was a bummer that they shut Freaknight down, but the bigger bummer is that people are dying from not using HR when they buy "legitz molliez" from sketchballs at raves.

When we found out the rave was cancled, we ended up getting a table at Foundation and spent Saturday night about 10 feet from the DJ booth when EDX was playing. It was a bit more expensive but we all had a MUCH better time than we would have with 20,000 18 year old rave rats shoving each other.

I ended up rolling two days in a row (whoops). The MDMA we picked up was really good. I feel a bit wonky today but I'll live.

My girl and my other buddy ended up doing a Al-Lad flip on Sat night and had an absolute blast. The took around 150mg mdma plus 75ug of al lad.

Folley - Moxy is pretty fun. I wish I didn't get a nasty body high or else I would take it a lot more.

Xorkoth - glad to hear things are going well.

Solistus - Law school sucks. I had my fun but it is a bummer to do all of that work and not get paid. Once you finish the bar(s) (I was dumb and decided to get licensed in both CA and WA), it will get a lot better.
 
coming up slowly on 11mg plugged 2ce! this is the only way to take 2ce, miles smoother than oral or nasal
 
^Hope you enjoyed it. :)

I always found 2C-E to be a bit intimidating, though my limited experiences were always positive (though very intense). I have about 300mg, plus 2 baggies coated in the shit, but I can't see myself taking it any time soon... It is truly powerful and so varied in effects; I recall a night where myself and three friends all took 20mg, with 5mg booster; I had only mild visuals but extreme mental psychedelia (though I was also on dexamphetamine), one friend felt 'nothing' though acted a bit stimulated and odd, another friend was similar to me but with extreme nausea, and my last friend was in another world, completely overwhelming visuals and thought loops/time dilation, catatonic lapses and generally very erratic. I've never been able to figure out how we could have all had such varied effects from essentially the same does...
 
Last night I initiated someone who has never before done MXE or any psychedelic or dissociative for that matter- It was such a great experience! I love to see someones mind being blown for the first time. I must say I can do a damn good job of introducing the world of MXE to those who are ready for it. It is a two-way street though. I can do everything in my power to prepare someone, but it won't mean anything if their eyes aren't open to it.
 
Anyway besides that I had a very interesting weekend. Tripped on MXE at a Halloween party with mostly good music and a very extreme sound system. I danced the night away with that funny MXE dance that some of us surely have experience with.

Sunday night I had my strongest trip yet courtesy of DPT and MXE. I posted a bit about it on the DPT B&D thread. It is a good feeling to get some feedback about it- reassuring to know that I'm not alone in what I experienced.
 
I love introducing people too... one of my really good friends in town just started on psychedelics in earnest (he had tripped a couple of times years before but never really got a full experience) this summer and me/others introduced him... it's been great, and now he's fairly seasoned because we tripped a lot this summer. It's been cool to watch the change and it was a big injection of new energy into my trips.
 
That feel when you have a crush on a girl who's already in relationship. I fucking hate this. It's been a long time since I've felt these feelings and now there's nothing I can do about it. She was at my house the other day and we talked for hours (I know her from university, she's my tutor) and she's way more interesting I thought she would be. It's been a while since I've met girls and have real conversations with them like that. We could talk just about anything.. She showed me that there can be smart, enthusiastic, beautiful and funny women out there..

I feel sad but at the same time I enjoy these feelings flowing over me, its been a long time. Got my heart broken a few years ago and haven't been the same since, really haven't been able to fall for someone or anything. Its very welcomed feeling, but as you know its so conflicting feeling - feels amazing and awful at the same time.

I'd just like to do some mxe or something and block these thoughts but it's time to face those things and FEEL
 
^It's gonna take decades I feel... We just saw legalized pot in three places, but also a Republican majority in almost all voting aspects... For all we know, this will mark a reign of tyranny, where the Republicans send military-equipped agents to raid and murder pot growers in all 5 legal places. You can't trust those fuckers, some of the shit they're willing to say on tv... and truly believe in... We might just all be fucked.
 
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Hell yeah! 3 more down... it's only going to increase in speed now. I love how the capital city of the country and the seat of the government has legalized it. =D

xammy: Yeah that sucks... but it's still beautiful to feel the feelings. Sounds like you have the right idea, letting yourself feel them. :)
 
I was hoping Florida would get some big change; oh well same old crap. I persoanly don't care for Charlie Christ but he was still better than Rick Scott.
 
Florida is a moron. I don't understand how a 58%, a majority of the people, voting for medical is considered a loss. But that's Florida for you.
And republicans aren't necessarily against weed legalization. There is lots of money in the weed industry and there's nothing republicans love more than $$$. Also it would help them get more votes from the younger folk. There are plenty of republicans these days that at least support medical marijuana.
 
How's everyone doing tonight? I'm doing well. The girl I've been seeing is coming back home in less than 2 weeks, which is sooner than I expected. I'm excited about it. :)
 
I'm feeling good tonight. I was planning on doing some mxe and dmt tonight but think I'll put it off till Friday. Rather wait until I have caught up on my sleep since I haven't tripped in 3 months and have been sleeping pretty bad lately
 
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I'm doing pretty well actually.

I happen to be in Florida right now. The outcome of the medical marijuana bill is absolute ridiculousness, but i can't think about that right now.

Anyway, I took the LSD, and wanted to let you know how it went.

So, a little history of my psychedelic use here - I've used psychedelics for about a decade now. First trips were shrooms, and then LSD. About 5-6 years ago i ran into my first "bunk" tabs, which i later discovered were most likely what i now know to be NBOMEs. A relatively short, strange, and shallow trip, with very apparent bodily sensations. Throughout the latter half of this time period i became quite familiar with NBOMEs and other phens, namely 25i which i had obtained a half sheet of. I hesitate to say that i had nearly become accustomed to the idea that NBOMe was the psychedelic experience. (Later in the time period, an exception may have arose..)

The whole time, however, i knew that LSD, mushrooms, and DMT were what i would refer to as, maybe the 'truly?' psychedelic experience.

Recently, i stumbled upon a couple hits of what i believe to be 'the one and only' LSD-25. I took what is said to be a 100ug tab, thinking that this dose would provide considerable results.

I popped the tab into my mouth and gave it a thorough taste test. I thought, "Interesting, no flavor except a hint of cardboardy-ness?". . . I tasted nothing but paper. A couple minutes later, i gulped it down with some water. About half an hour passed and i thought, "well, this shit is bunk"...

Now, normally with 25i, I pop it to my gums and feel a burning sensation, and the trip basically starts immediately with anxiety and anticipation of feeling somewhat uncomfortable, yet getting some cool visuals and entertainment. I must say that I have had psychedelic experiences on 25i, but it's probably only been about 5% of the time. Shortly after taking the LSD, i tasted a sort of metallic taste in my mouth, and felt my consciousness shift a little bit. It didn't frighten me, however, rather it was a very comforting feeling. I knew it was LSD.

An hour and a half later, the world really began to take life. I feel great relief that i am in the hands of such a beautiful substnace. There are no distractions, just pure awareness and spiritual uplifting. I consider my use of kratom and other opiates, both in the past and present, and come to conclude that deep down, i know that i would really rather be without such things in my life. I realize this, attempt to remember this notion, and proceed to observe the beauty in the landscapes before me. I feel great. Anxiety free, confident, able, and ready to take on life. I am amazed, yet again, at the powers of this substance.

Overall, the trip itself has been relatively underwhelming, but I attempt to concentrate and pull as much as possible from it.

After a few hours, i consider taking another tab, but decide that it is probably too late in the game (plus i have work early in the AM). I peer into my stash of goodies, only to find crummy old 25i, some 4-ho-met that i've been saving, the LSD i just acquired, and also some methylone and marijuana.

Now i've read of combination reports with LSD and m1, and they are mostly negative, but I decided that i would try it and go with the idea that it would be a 'candyflipping alternative,' (as i am short of MDMA at the moment)... So at this time i had met with a friend and explained to him my tripping situation and all, and of course he wanted in on being high, so i offered him seme methylone. We dosed at the same time, i estimate ~180mg by what i would consider to be an intricate eyeballing technique. The effects hit us both pretty quickly.

Soon the methylone takes over, and the LSD sort of takes the background. We fool around , walk around, smoke a joint or whatever. Did a little booster dose, maybe two. I probably did about 300mg. We depart.

Later on the methylone "roll" wears away, and thins into a mild stimulation that i feel to be quite nice. This, combined with the remnants of LSD still guiding my perception, provided an absolutely sleepless yet therapeutic night. I just lay there and shift between thinking about - how much I love the idea of love and psychedelics and how i despise opiates, and also about how shitty my work day is going to be in the morning!

Much to my surprise, the methylone and LSD appeared to fully dispatch before my shift started. To my surprise, i found my day to go quite coherently. Physically and cognitively i suppose i was ever-so-slightly impaired, but I'd attribute this to tiredness. I was able to fully participate in the rudimentary 'horseplay' of the workplace and kept a very good attitude. In fact, my day went by very enjoyably.

I sit here now, pondering this trip. I have always considered a trip to last until the next sleep period. I feel happy to be alive. I am happy not to be under the influence of kratom or (other) opiates. I feel great empathy for all things. I plan to get more LSD, and i hope to stay awake forever. <3
 
^ I am starting to think that the "Acid" that has been given to me (thrice in this lifetime) has not been the real thing (LSD). My experiences with it have all been tense. Although to be fair, I took small doses/half tabs each time, so that might have put me in that awful half-tripping state.

By the way, I have a question for you guys, one that probably doesn't warrant its own thread... Do you find that your trips are any different when you are in a relationship than when you aren't in one? In what way?
 
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