I'm doing pretty well actually.
I happen to be in Florida right now. The outcome of the medical marijuana bill is absolute ridiculousness, but i can't think about that right now.
Anyway, I took the LSD, and wanted to let you know how it went.
So, a little history of my psychedelic use here - I've used psychedelics for about a decade now. First trips were shrooms, and then LSD. About 5-6 years ago i ran into my first "bunk" tabs, which i later discovered were most likely what i now know to be NBOMEs. A relatively short, strange, and shallow trip, with very apparent bodily sensations. Throughout the latter half of this time period i became quite familiar with NBOMEs and other phens, namely 25i which i had obtained a half sheet of. I hesitate to say that i had nearly become
accustomed to the idea that
NBOMe was the psychedelic experience. (Later in the time period, an exception may have arose..)
The whole time, however, i knew that LSD, mushrooms, and DMT were what i would refer to as, maybe the 'truly?' psychedelic experience.
Recently, i stumbled upon a couple hits of what i believe to be 'the one and only' LSD-25. I took what is said to be a 100ug tab, thinking that this dose would provide considerable results.
I popped the tab into my mouth and gave it a thorough taste test. I thought, "Interesting, no flavor except a hint of cardboardy-ness?". . . I tasted nothing but paper. A couple minutes later, i gulped it down with some water. About half an hour passed and i thought, "well, this shit is bunk"...
Now, normally with 25i, I pop it to my gums and feel a burning sensation, and the trip basically starts immediately with anxiety and anticipation of feeling somewhat uncomfortable, yet getting some cool visuals and entertainment. I must say that I
have had psychedelic experiences on 25i, but it's probably only been about 5% of the time. Shortly after taking the LSD, i tasted a sort of metallic taste in my mouth, and felt my consciousness shift a little bit. It didn't frighten me, however, rather it was a very comforting feeling. I knew it was LSD.
An hour and a half later, the world really began to take life. I feel great relief that i am in the hands of such a beautiful substnace. There are no distractions, just pure awareness and spiritual uplifting. I consider my use of kratom and other opiates, both in the past and present, and come to conclude that deep down, i know that i would really rather be without such things in my life. I realize this, attempt to remember this notion, and proceed to observe the beauty in the landscapes before me. I feel great. Anxiety free, confident, able, and ready to take on life. I am amazed, yet again, at the powers of this substance.
Overall, the trip itself has been relatively underwhelming, but I attempt to concentrate and pull as much as possible from it.
After a few hours, i consider taking another tab, but decide that it is probably too late in the game (plus i have work early in the AM). I peer into my stash of goodies, only to find crummy old 25i, some 4-ho-met that i've been saving, the LSD i just acquired, and also some methylone and marijuana.
Now i've read of combination reports with LSD and m1, and they are mostly negative, but I decided that i would try it and go with the idea that it would be a 'candyflipping alternative,' (as i am short of MDMA at the moment)... So at this time i had met with a friend and explained to him my tripping situation and all, and of course he wanted in on being high, so i offered him seme methylone. We dosed at the same time, i estimate ~180mg by what i would consider to be an intricate eyeballing technique. The effects hit us both pretty quickly.
Soon the methylone takes over, and the LSD sort of takes the background. We fool around , walk around, smoke a joint or whatever. Did a little booster dose, maybe two. I probably did about 300mg. We depart.
Later on the methylone "roll" wears away, and thins into a mild stimulation that i feel to be quite nice. This, combined with the remnants of LSD still guiding my perception, provided an absolutely sleepless yet therapeutic night. I just lay there and shift between thinking about - how much I love the idea of love and psychedelics and how i despise opiates, and also about how shitty my work day is going to be in the morning!
Much to my surprise, the methylone and LSD appeared to fully dispatch before my shift started. To my surprise, i found my day to go quite coherently. Physically and cognitively i suppose i was ever-so-slightly impaired, but I'd attribute this to tiredness. I was able to fully participate in the rudimentary 'horseplay' of the workplace and kept a very good attitude. In fact, my day went by very enjoyably.
I sit here now, pondering this trip. I have always considered a trip to last until the next sleep period. I feel happy to be alive. I am happy not to be under the influence of kratom or (other) opiates. I feel great empathy for all things. I plan to get more LSD, and i hope to stay awake forever.
She sent me a book in the mail along with a handwritten letter... that was really nice. She told me she misses me and can't wait to get back. Just in time for winter... it's so much nicer when you have someone to snuggle up with.
