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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

Yeah isn't DOC great? On the third day (Saturday) I woke up feeling so zombie-like, after methylone/MXE, then candyflip/MXE/nitrous/etizolam (too much etizolam). I decided to take 3.5mg of DOC at around 11am, and then we found a beautiful, amazing cool shady forest grove and spent the day there. After about 2 hours the DOC was in full gear and I felt so clear and beautiful... the whole day was excellent, I was on top of my game. That's the effect DOC has on me (one of them anyway)... it makes me feel so capable and confident, yet psychedelic and euphoric.

And yeah alcohol goes perfectly with it, for me though only after the peak effects wear off (8-10 hours in). Then it's great, before that it makes me groggy and cloudy.
 
xammy -- you might even lose the magic doing it every weekend. not that i am one to talk, i've tripped on MXE every weekend since the end of july.
 
yeah I love the energy it gives, at the Forest Festival I felt so tired after one of the hottest days of summer and a long trip to the area but I took the same amount then (half 1.7mg blotter) and it gave me just what I needed. The best thing is I don't get any nausea really (well higher doses I feel like laying down when peaking ofc) even when my friends got some nausea just from the same dose. I remember feeling how walking felt so light :D

Yeah I like to drink like ~5 hours in too. Last week we were at this club later and I even dared to dance which I usually dont do =)

tnw: yep every weekend could be too often.. but its better than every other day or every night :P a couple of months ago I did it a few weekends in a row and had no problems but in the long run could be different story

Did you start school too now tnw? I remember you saying something about that. Its my second week going and first real classes start tomorrow, its been just a lot of info so far. I love the atmosphere in school, the sense of community and so on.. Feeling proud to be in university! :) its a real achievement at least for me
 
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Yeah when I take DOC at live music, it makes me want to dance so hard! I'll almost for sure take DOC on Halloween when I go see Shpongle... or maybe LSD. But I like feeling confident and capable in public, not nervous and out of sorts. We'll see, I did get to experience the first half of a full-on acid trip at the festival but I changed it with MDMA after that. It was a very novel headspace, it's the first time I've gotten above threshold. It was like I was sober but anything could set me off into a head trip, and I was seeing crazy trails, tracers, and morphing (light morphing). And leaving the group and going into the crowds was very daunting. I needed to pee and no one else did. I'd look around and take stock, mark landmarks, plan my route to the bathroom, etc. Then as soon as I'd get to a certain point I would get super confused, everything would look alien, and I'd run back to my friends. I almost couldn't find them and it made me feel a bit of panic, until I managed to find them again. I think on the 4th time out I finally made it there and back. On DOC these things are not an issue because I'm good at everything.
 
I would prefer doc over lsd at a festival or public place any day! no fear, no loops etc. I've taken LSD only once though and it was fairly strong trip but the perfect first time LSD, the headspace oh wow.. so much magic in the air.
 
I've had both loops and fear on DOC before, but you have to get the dose quite high. I sometimes experience anxiety on the come-up too but once it's fully established that goes away.
 
wish i could find some DOI. i like it a lot more than DOC. its about twice as potent, too, which some may consider to be a bonus.

my gram of DOC at home has been mostly untouched. at my current rate of consumption i won't finish it until i'm about 70 years old.
 
DOI is pretty good, seems like more people prefer DOC though so it's more available. Something about DOC just fits perfectly in my brain, honestly. It's like a really nice key for me. It does something for me that the other DOXs I've tried do not do.
 
to me DOC feels "fuzzy" whereas DOI feels "sharp." DOI adds a clarity to the world, but DOC adds a bit of a haze. different chems for different brains i suppose. :)
 
Yes indeed. :) I do get how DOC is fuzzy, but it's clear for me too.

So I had a really good therapy session today. I took some AMT earlier, I was going to do it on the last day of the festival (Sunday) but we ended up leaving early so people could get home to work and stuff. So I didn't. I felt like it might help me integrate the whole experience. It's definitely made me feel a lot better, but then I remembered I had to go to therapy. So I just went... had really intense, deep conversations with my therapist, probably my most useful session yet. I was super frank and honest and told her a lot more about myself. It was honestly really good, it's left me glowing. :) Lots of material. I was all over the place though, I was definitely tripping a bit. :) Don't know if she knew or if she wrote it off to being tired from the festival. Either way I don't much care, I am what I am.

And she's started to read my ibogaine story, she thinks by next time (in 2 weeks) she'll have finished and digested it. I'm excited to talk to her about it. I really like this therapist, she gets me on a lot of levels and I feel like I get her.

How are you guys all doing? :)
 
I'm doing just chipper

I decided to reactivate my okcupid acct and surprisingly enough some girl is already trying to jump my bones, also she likes psychedelics and kubrick movies... how much more could I ask for??

anyone watch the new season of Trailer Park Boys? I loved it despite the stylistic changes. I'm a die hard fan lol

one day I will do the amount of AMT that I think is too much, until then every mention of it makes me wish I could get some more haha I definitely got some impure brown sand-esque AMT and while it was awesome I really wanna try the pure stuff.

I also miss DOC too, but I could take that whenever. I kinda wanna take it before my 6 hour block of painting classes :D I think that's definitely going to happen at some point this semester then I'll get out of class and paint all through the night, I already can't wait and I just thought of the idea like 45 seconds ago.

now that I don't have my girlfriend telling me what I can and can't do, im gonna have some wonderful trips that are long overdue at this point.
 
I'm waiting until I'm mega fucked to watch it. Some IM MXE and 2c-P, maybe a bit of DOC, a 1.5l of 151 rum(take a drink every time someone says "Fuck!" Or something, haha!;)), and of course tons of MJ/noids! Maybe even some DOC if I'm extremely lucky. Go on a god damn TPB bender like the old days! Plus Sons of Anarchy and a million other good shows are starting back up. Do some walking or something like that as well as getting down with those tunes! I surely need it.

Gotta ring the doc as well and get back on pregabalin and gabapentin, hopefully something for the muscle cramping as well. I seriously need that as well, it's been months since my insurance change/new doctor and I've been in some pretty high level pain since late May. I fucking cannot wait to....well stand without excruitating pain, but just to sit there without pain as well. Motivate my ass to get working out and walking a couple miles daily again, it's to overwhelming to do with the never ending nerve pain. Gaining more strength and being fit is the best but when it only serves to increase my already high level constant pain it's just a bit to much for me. I wish pregabalin wasn't SIV so I could just order my own, though!

Good shit Sonn, when a person attempts to boss you around or change you in any relationship, IMO it's always time to pull the rip cord and jump ship. People should accept and love you for what you are, besides the fact people never truly change for anything but themselves really.

I'll be awaiting the YouTube vid entitled "Man freaks out during art course!" with high levels of anticipation! ;)
 
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Somewhat fine as wine!
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Had a bottle of muscato, currently working on a pinot grigio. Drinking a gallon of liquor over the last 4 or 5 days, I remember why I stopped buying it. Back to beer and wine. I also went back to only drinking at night, I sorta looked in the mirror during DXM times, and realized just how terrible it looks to go around half-drunk during the day to go shopping. I"m also trying to make my mental image of myself be my physical self (it varies between fictional characters/actors, but over the past year my mental self-image is Romona Flowers as portrayed by Mary Elizabeth Winstead, more often than not).


So, there's this really pretty girl who works at the dollar store, I've seen her twice to my knowledge and I've never had someone so studiously avoid eye contact with me. Does she think I'm creepy (note: I'm very pervy while manic, but I don't think that I've leered at the woman) or is she into me or something?
 
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Thorns Have Roses said:
So, there's this really pretty girl who works at the dollar store, I've seen her twice to my knowledge and I've never had someone so studiously avoid eye contact with me. Does she think I'm creepy (note: I'm very pervy while manic, but I don't think that I've leered at the woman) or is she into me or something?
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Could be either one honestly, just from your description.
 
ya man I never know with that shit, eye contact is a strange situation sometimes. But I always find the ideal thing to do is very casually and confidently start conversation and be yourself, and if she digs you it should be pretty obvious from there =D

edit: I just did 45mg of possibly the best mxe i've done and I feel like a hypnotized robot on a rollercoaster
 
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SONN said:
hypnotized robot on a rollercoaster
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I like this phrasing.

be yourself
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Now now, y'all know how I feel about that guy. I was just a bit curious is all. On an unrelated note, the therapist tells me that the thing I am most afraid of is success. Which sounds pretty lame.

These are photographs I took many years ago, attempting to be artsy:
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Xorkoth said:
Could be either one honestly, just from your description.
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Agreed. Easy way to find out - next time you see her, give her your best attempt at a non-creepy, non-leering smile, say hello, and introduce yourself. If she engages you in conversation, it's a fair bet that she doesn't think you're creepy.

That concludes this night's episode of "Soli gives really obvious advice that is easier said than done and that he consistently fails to follow himself in similar situations." I really suck at naming... Things. (See? I can't even think of a good name for the set of things I can't think of good names for!)
 
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