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Yeah the problem is they have a nest behind a metal edging strip that I need to patch something at. Right on the spot. Didn't realize til they came out of there.

I've never been stung either (by a wasp anyway) but messing with their nest is a good way to change that. I just don't really have a choice, my roof has been leaking for a while and the damage will accumulate the longer I let it go.
 
far enough dude. I am a sure you are not one to risk being inebriated on the roof, being, from my experience a sensible and rational person when it comes to your drug use, although it doesn't mean that wasn't potentially very dangerous and i am glad you are ok. There are a few others folks on this site that concern me, but your honesty, good advice and experience gives me faith in online communities such as this and the people that put their time into them. I realise we are treading dangerous territory here (potentially although Shulgin is an example of someone who took many novel chemical and died of old age related illness) but there are some of us that are really trying to be responsible and encourage and support others to be the same.

I really hope you manage to sort out the leak, damage and wasp infestation. Although we have our interests, ordinary life certainly carries on and we have to deal with it. Take care bro
 
p.s. struggling to sleep after an ephylphenidate binge fucking hate the stuff but do it anyway with my tolerance it takes way to many benzos to even get me too relax. We do it to ourselves! my heart is still racing and I have taken more etizolam than I should plus a few flubromazepams. Waiting for them to kick in properly, I know they take time. Sure to quite the benzos
 
Thanks man. :) Not inebriated, I smoked some weed a couple of hours ago but it's faded to background/is gone. I got as far as I could (I went back up), I went around the nest and got as close as I could and sudden;y they came out. One went for my hand but I moved it and it had to wrestle its stinger out of the plastic. I'm putting plastic sheeting over the top half of the roof because I can't find where the main leak is. This way it will stop the water from ever hitting the top of the roof until I can get someone to fix it. I went under the plastic sheeting and hid there til they chilled out and then start on the other side and went all the rest of the way, I only had to hide one more time.

My ex went nutty before she moved out, and threw away/broke a bunch of our stuff (she has since told me she has no idea what that was about and sorry). I came home one day and she was breaking stuff, calmly but weirdly. She kept purposely dropping her laptop, and pretending it was an accident. I guess she also threw away both the bug zapper and the wasp nest killer. :p So I have to get more wasp nest killer at least before I can finish the job. Oh well.
 
sounds like both a hassle with the roof and a traumatic and weirdly aggressive breakup but sounds like you are coping well. By the sounds of it, she is better of out of your life is she behaves like that, even with her laptop - sounds obvious it was deliberate, sounds likes she has issues if you don't mind me saying - apologies for being blunt. Go for it with the girl we discussed, gently (if you can) but with confidence and without the fear that it may not go exactly the way you want - it rarely does. sounds like you really do like her, I am happy for you. and sort that roof out, and the wasps. good luck :-)
 
Yeah it was a weird and traumatic break-up but the last year or so of the relationship was a lot more traumatic. She does have issues, she went a little psychotic at the end honestly, she was (and still isn't) functioning in life. Sadly she's a person who feels scorn about medication and therapy... so she won't get help. Her sister says she's getting happy again and is starting to talk about getting a job and starting her life over. She really is a wonderful person but she has some serious emotional/anger issues that she seems to choose to deny rather than deal with, that caused me a lot of trauma over the years.

Mmmm, just took the first bite out of my burger I just finished grilling... I made 2 of them. I have a special recipe I've been perfecting over the course of the summer, they're so good. :)
 
Sorry to hear that. My partner is pretty mad sometimes, and has been abusive in the past. but i have stuck buy him Partly because his good side is so good, but mayeb because I really am a sucker for punishment. But he has changed. But he self-medicates with booze now - bad bad bad. But he acknowledges his problems, and has sought help in the past. We will see, to be honest, I am not perfect but I am trying to become a better person. Glad i found this sight, think it will help me take more responsibility for my drug use and avoid a lot of the chaos. Looking forward to my ayahuasca ceremony soon, I know that will help. Enjoy the burger and take good care of yourself. If it isn't a secret, please share your special recipe, I love a good burger!
 
Yeah my ex was emotionally abusive... she also would get enraged and hit/claw/throw things, but I'm significantly larger than her (though she's not small and she's strong). Honestly it had a really dramatic effect on me over the years, really hurt my self-esteem and caused a lot of resentment. I don't think there's ever any excuse for that. I never once did it to her no matter how mad I was. Some people have that issue and I won't be with someone again who does.

Enjoy your ayahuasca ceremony, I hope it's a really good thing for you. <3

The recipe is: put ground beef in a mixing bowl. Cut up 3 whole slices of onion for each pound, dice it small. Add it to the beef along with a generous amount of Worchestershire sauce, like 2-3 tbsp of soft butter, and plenty of salt and pepper (the salt is the hardest part to get right, don't want too much or too little). Remember the Worchestershire sauce has salt too. Sometimes I also add a little garlic parmesan oil-based dressing or something, just a little. Sometimes I mix a little shredded cheese in but not usually. Smush it all together really well with your hands until it's like a paste (the butter makes it pasty if it's soft) and form into patties (I usually make 2 patties out of a pound so they're really big). Then just grill them, or you could do it on the stove too if you wanted. But grilling adds the smoke and flame taste. Sometimes I grill them in foil packets so they simmer in their juices. The butter makes them super tender and soft. Amazing flavor. I usually toast the buns on the grill and melt sharp cheddar cheese on them at the end too.
 
My burger recipe (I always used venison burger tho):

1 lb ground venison
Quarter cup of olive oil
Two tablespoons of garlic powder
One teaspoon of low sodium Lawry's seasoning salt
One teaspoon of iodized sea salt
One teaspoon of Marmite (hard to find stateside but amazing as a small addition to meals)
Generous amount of Chipotle flavored Tabasco sauce (chipotle peppers are smoked jalapeños. A lot of the spiciness gets cooked off and it gets this amazing smoky flavor)
And finally a quarter cup of Kraft Parmesan + Romano grated cheese

Mix it all up in a large mixing bowl and form it into 4 to 8 evenly sized patties.



If you do it with beef instead of venison skip the olive oil.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah my ex was emotionally abusive... she also would get enraged and hit/claw/throw things, but I'm significantly larger than her (though she's not small and she's strong). Honestly it had a really dramatic effect on me over the years, really hurt my self-esteem and caused a lot of resentment. I don't think there's ever any excuse for that. I never once did it to her no matter how mad I was. Some people have that issue and I won't be with someone again who does.

Enjoy your ayahuasca ceremony, I hope it's a really good thing for you. <3

The recipe is: put ground beef in a mixing bowl. Cut up 3 whole slices of onion for each pound, dice it small. Add it to the beef along with a generous amount of Worchestershire sauce, like 2-3 tbsp of soft butter, and plenty of salt and pepper (the salt is the hardest part to get right, don't want too much or too little). Remember the Worchestershire sauce has salt too. Sometimes I also add a little garlic parmesan oil-based dressing or something, just a little. Sometimes I mix a little shredded cheese in but not usually. Smush it all together really well with your hands until it's like a paste (the butter makes it pasty if it's soft) and form into patties (I usually make 2 patties out of a pound so they're really big). Then just grill them, or you could do it on the stove too if you wanted. But grilling adds the smoke and flame taste. Sometimes I grill them in foil packets so they simmer in their juices. The butter makes them super tender and soft. Amazing flavor. I usually toast the buns on the grill and melt sharp cheddar cheese on them at the end too.
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Well then, you've forced me to grill out tomorrow. That sounds delicious.
 
confussed. :S is it ok if i spam.


fuck being in a relationship if someone is abusive. i do not like ppl like that. i am high right now. mxp oral is quite nice. mixes well with me, i don't feel bad or sick in anway.

things are opening up in my mind, deep stuff.

no idea how much i have done, but fee greeat. something is putting me on edge though.
 
I have to say MXP sounds intriguing. Not sure I'll ever try it but I might if offered. Lots of reports of profound experiences lately.

And yeah, abuse in a relationship is such a bad thing, it's so toxic and damaging.

Just got back from working out, feeling good today. :) Plus it's Friday, always a great thing. My plans for this weekend: hopefully get together with this girl, and exploring waterfalls (hopefully with her, or someone else, but I've been going by myself most of the time), and taking DOC and hopefully combining with MXE at night when I'm hanging out with friends, and I'm sure I'll share some MXE as well. Should be another fun weekend. :)
 
Solipsis said:
Dex-amp is IMO a really superior stim functionally but to really go crazy 'speeding' there are other things, however I don't want to do that anymore cause it is so unhealthy and hard to do with moderation... with dex I can take it easy and put it to good use.
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it's the most functional stim available until you reach the upper levels 60-70mg+ then things start to get a bit catatonic and frankly manic, i managed to keep it in moderation for a good two years but after rehab just broke the levels and was quite literally tweaking as if i was on meth. in fact the differences were virtually indifferent. i think its dangerous at the upper levels because the side effects to positive effect ratio really blows up dosage wise.
 
Xorkoth said:
I have to say MXP sounds intriguing. Not sure I'll ever try it but I might if offered. Lots of reports of profound experiences lately.

And yeah, abuse in a relationship is such a bad thing, it's so toxic and damaging.

Just got back from working out, feeling good today. :) Plus it's Friday, always a great thing. My plans for this weekend: hopefully get together with this girl, and exploring waterfalls (hopefully with her, or someone else, but I've been going by myself most of the time), and taking DOC and hopefully combining with MXE at night when I'm hanging out with friends, and I'm sure I'll share some MXE as well. Should be another fun weekend. :)
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sorry for double post! MXP is a fascinating beast - however the first hole i experienced was the most incredible, spiritual and enlightening hole. a full ++++ on the scale weirdly - communicated with extra terrestrials, OBE's, experienced death and rebirth.... but it was truly terrifying at points and possibly could linger on the dangerous side.

using it days on rows makes the hole a lot different, last night i holed once more and apparently my mother came up to my bedroom to just hear me chanting and saying "what happened" over and over. i was very confused, didn't know what was going on..... nearly was sent to the psych unit was very close because she'd thought id lost my mind but i couldn't process the information she was trying to portray to me. be careful with it, and i suggest you have a sitter who is a friend that can put up with it too. (thats if you want to hole) at lower doses it just makes you feel heavy, lots of euphoria and warmth. vegetable like - colour fades away and mixes beautifully with the movie nebraska lying on the couch with a blanket over you. really liked it. i think it hits the opiod receptors, the structure is very related to MT-45.

also a question - whats the noted difference between the 5-meo-mipt and the 4-ho-mipt if anyone has experience with them both? just about to place an order for them both.
 
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synthetix said:
sorry for double post! MXP is a fascinating beast - however the first hole i experienced was the most incredible, spiritual and enlightening hole. a full ++++ on the scale weirdly - communicated with extra terrestrials, OBE's, experienced death and rebirth.... but it was truly terrifying at points and possibly could linger on the dangerous side.

using it days on rows makes the hole a lot different, last night i holed once more and apparently my mother came up to my bedroom to just hear me chanting and saying "what happened" over and over. i was very confused, didn't know what was going on..... nearly was sent to the psych unit was very close because she'd thought id lost my mind but i couldn't process the information she was trying to portray to me. be careful with it, and i suggest you have a sitter who is a friend that can put up with it too. (thats if you want to hole) at lower doses it just makes you feel heavy, lots of euphoria and warmth. vegetable like - colour fades away and mixes beautifully with the movie nebraska lying on the couch with a blanket over you. really liked it. i think it hits the opiod receptors, the structure is very related to MT-45.

also a question - whats the noted difference between the 5-meo-mipt and the 4-ho-mipt if anyone has experience with them both? just about to place an order for them both.
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4-ho-mipt is a super deep and super visual mushroom-like trip. I got super complex, fairly indescribable, seemingly more than 3dimensional, "Persian carpet" style textures and patterns in objects. I felt really mentally slow on it as well.

5-meo-mipt gives a super intense body high, massive touch-enhancement, massive short term memory/focus issues, and after a few hours resolves into an incredibly beautiful but mild visual display--everything looks shiny and colorful, almost crystalline. But despite this seeming dramatic change, the visual effect isn't actually that intense.

I only got to try 4-ho-mipt twice before losing the bag. I was upset about that, but I haven't bothered to order more--between 4-aco-met and 4-aco-dmt, I feel like I don't urgently need to keep another shroom-like drug around.

On the other hand, I'm running rather low on 5-meo-mipt, finally, and fully intend to purchase more when it's gone.

This isn't to say that 4-ho-mipt isn't unique, though. Actually it seems the most qualitatively different from shrooms of the analogues I've tried in terms of the visual effects.

Also worth mentioning: both chemicals are extremely euphoric.
 
thanks fact - have given them both an order and will be trying them in a week too.

am going to give 4-ho-met another go at lower doses, see what happens. looking forward to it <3
 
4-HO-MET at lower doses is like a chill, feel-good body trip with good emotional awareness. Not really much at all like your high-dose trip you described. I really like it.
 
yeah i pushed it a bit far at 100mg with the redosing, felt ALOT like shrooms, almost indisinguisable. things got very strange at points and is actually the first trip i had to abort with a lot of benzos because my mind was just shattered by the end of it. got in touch with a lot of negative emotions but was laughing A LOT at points, had great times but it seemed to really go up and down in terms of my mood. very very visual. CWE's were the most incredible i've ever seen too, made me appreciate and aware of the true beauty of them.
 
synthetix, brother, you worry me. i've only talked to you via posts, but your writing style reminds me of two of my friends who went way overboard with psychedelics / dissociatives. one of whom spent a few months in the psych ward last year, and the other killed himself earlier this year (i believe he was on a heroic dose of DOC + methamphetamine at the time). please be careful, man.
 
no i know i went through a very rough ride for the past few weeks but i'm coming to a halt now. thank you for the concern though, i appreciate it. last night made me realise its not worth it. really really rough, strange and truly reached the peak of weird experiences I've ever encountered.
 
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