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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

i went ahead and did that MXE + DPT combo for my bithday and all i can say is

we did it






no rly tho holy fuck that was amazing. touched existence at its base level for a bit, reminded myself of why we're alive. good stuff. happy birthday to me.

Happy birthday dude. :) Sounds like an amazing experience. That's the kind of birthday present I like to give myself too.
 
that feel after the greatest weekend, I feel so empty and sad atm. Hope it goes away fast.. could be the drugs or just the natural balance after having a superb time.. its fucked
 
Yeah that happens to me sometimes, I felt pretty down yesterday, I think I was just drained after an epic, phenomenal weekend of tripping and Phish and waterfalls. You'll be good man, it's always a bit of a letdown after an awesome time, plus, didn't you say you didn't sleep a lot?
 
Man you guys, life is really an awesome thing. Just grilled a half pound burger, 2 brats and an ear of corn, and ate them all up. Now I'm full and content, reminiscing about my weekend and summer. I wish I had a little weed but oh well, I don't and I don't really care. I think I'm going to start writing a trip report on my Phish/DOC trip this weekend.
 
^Very nice, TAC.

The bit about language made me think of this quotation from Huxley's Doors of Perception:

"We talk," [Goeth] wrote in middle life, "far too much. We should talk less and draw more. I personally should like to renounce speech altogether and, like organic Nature, communicate everything I have to say in sketches. That fig tree, this little snake, the cocoon on my window sill quietly awaiting its future-all these are momentous signatures. A person able to decipher their meaning properly would soon be able to dispense with the written or the spoken word altogether. The more I think of it, there is something futile, mediocre, even (I am tempted to say) foppish about speech. By contrast, how the gravity of Nature and her silence startle you, when you stand face to face with her, undistracted, before a barren ridge or in the desolation of the ancient hills." We can never dispense with language and the other symbol systems; for it is by means of them, and only by their means, that we have raised ourselves above the brutes, to the level of human beings. But we can easily become the victims as well as the beneficiaries of these systems. We must learn how to handle words effectively; but at the same time we must preserve and, if necessary, intensify our ability to look at the world directly and not through that half opaque medium of concepts, which distorts every given fact into the all too familiar likeness of some generic label or explanatory abstraction.
 
^ Thanks. Yeah, the meaning of that quote is pretty much identical to what I was saying in the video. Hmm... I should read that book.
 
WOW... so, I got 2 tickets while my car was parked on June 8th, for expired registration and expired inspection. The cop didn't write in the due date/court date however. It said on the back of the tickets that they would send something in the mail if nothing was written in. So I waited for weeks for that and never got anything, and then I went out of town for a while and forgot about it.

This morning, by chance, I decided to go take care of those things finally, as I have saved some money this month finally. Got it all up to date, got an inspection, etc. Just now I remembered to call and check when my court date is, to get them dismissed (I almost forgot because work is busy, almost decided to check tomorrow). They told me it's TOMORROW at 9am. Like, what kind of timing is that?? I feel so lucky I decided to get them updated this morning and that I remembered to check. I would have been forced to pay and probably had a bench warrant too if either of those things hadn't been done today. Whew...
 
Haha, I wouldn't say he sounded like he was going total meltdown like the article says, unless he was and the texts didn't convey that. Sounds like he was just uncomfortable. He did a good job texting legibly.

I'm hoping some friend(s) want to go frisbee golfing this evening, but I haven't heard back from them yet.

EDIT: Pulled/dug some more kudzu out of my yard/the edge of the neighbor's yard... that shit is such a motherfucker. I have a HUGE pile in my driveway and that's probably 1/5 of the total kudzu, I pulled a roughly equivalent amount out the other day. I have a rash on my arms now but it's going down. Then I cleaned my kitchen and now I'm making food, accompanied by a little moonshine. I'm making rice in my rice cooker and a nice Indian-inspired stir-fry sauce so I can make stir-fry for the next couple of days. It's been a nice evening. :)

Once the food is done I'm going to take a shower to wash the kudzu off and settle in and watch "The Wolf of Wall Street"... I heard it's good.
 
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Keep close to Nature's heart... and break clear away, once in awhile, and climb a mountain or spend a week in the woods. Wash your spirit clean.

-John Muir

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Off to Ansel Adams wilderness for the weekend. Hope you PDers are doing well.
 
Oh man, beautiful. :) I'm doing great, I've been spending a lot of time in nature, mostly at rivers and waterfalls recently. I'm going camping again within the next couple of weeks too. You doing well?
 
This girl messaged me randomly today on Ok Cupid... we got to talking and she's really cool! She's into me, we've talked about that even, I'm into her too... plus she's both hot and cute. And she lives in town. We have all sorts of similar interests. Also we're both still married with ~6 months to go until our divorces are final. She's got a 4 year old daughter. I'm honestly excited about it, we've been talking on texts but I think I'm gonna call her later this evening (she told me I should). Also we have nearly the same name which is funny. And she's 28 which is pretty close to my age, which I prefer.
 
Nice, hope it works out! I'm also active on OK cupid, recently went on date with fellow pianist but just friendship potential as far as I'm concerned. And soon another date with a woman who's rather picky (and usually keeps it at 1 date), but I might be into her, at least way more than the pianist girl... who is greek by the way. :)

Also here are some pics from my mother Salvia D. plant... I have one cutting on the side and two more are rooting right now. For some reason I am really fixated on them, caring for them.
And got a venus fly trap plant, fed it a spider and caught + froze two flies and a grasshopper. :) A bug per week....

Other than that, made some melatonin blotter (first time I ever made any actual blotter other than a ghetto form of it), makes the melatonin suuuper cheap and I got enough for 30 years that way.
And today a 'blend' by putting AB-FUBINACA on mint.

Now the pics, bottom one has a lighter for size reference on the far bottom, and other plants are lemon, silene capensis and rue - also notice that both have selfies as window reflections =D :

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Damn dude, did you get ambien / phenazepam like amnesia episodes and stuff like that?
 
Oh man, benzo blackouts are rough. This one time I ordered 100mg of phenazepam and 3 grams of methylone... I started taking methylone one day, and then added bits of phenazepam, I remember doing it three times over that day; the next 3 days were a blur I barely remember and I came to with the phenazepam bag missing with no idea how much I took because I must have lost the bag at some point, and the methylone was all gone... and my ex was like what the fuck was wrong with you for the last 3 days. :\

Beautiful plants Solipsis! It's awesome caring for plants, I had a beautiful young brugmansia tree one spring/summer/fall, it died over the winter though. I also had 2 san pedro cacti, a peruvian torch, and a bridgesii var monstrose that I had for 4 years, then one day I brought them outside for the Spring and it got down to like 25 degrees overnight and the next morning they were goop from being frozen. :( I was super sad and felt really bad for quite a while, those guys were my friends.

So I went ahead and asked her if she wants to do something Sunday... she said she'll see if she can get a sitter. Ideally she'll want to go exploring nature with me and I can show her my favorite waterfall. But in reality I'm down for anything, even something more normal. Took a lot of nerve to ask even though I already know she's into it. I get so nervous about that stuff!

I took a normal dose of phenibut today, sometimes that dose barely even gives me effects, but for some reason today it hit me way too hard. I've got that weird too much phenibut thing... body weirdness, soreness, and the overwhelming urge to just pass out... I sure do dislike that feeling. I need to power through it and get some house cleaning done, I have a feeling I will need to have my house properly presentable soon.
 
So I used to play Magic: The Gathering a whole lot (still do from time to time). My collection is now probably worth at least $25,000... I just sold a single card on eBay for $120. Helping to fund my Lock'n Festival ticket. :)

In other news, alcohol has helped my phenibut issue more than I thought it would. That's a good thing... moonshine is nice.
 
dude i have hundreds of those things (mtg cards) from when i was a kid. do you know of any good resources for looking up their value?
 
So I used to play Magic: The Gathering a whole lot (still do from time to time). My collection is now probably worth at least $25,000... I just sold a single card on eBay for $120. Helping to fund my Lock'n Festival ticket. :)

what card was it?

i've got like 1200 MTG cards but i think my most valuable one is just a Rathi Dragon from Tempest.... so only worth less than $10.
 
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