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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

Xorkoth said:
In Illinois grocery stores and many gas stations sell hard liquor. Northern Wisconsin, liquor is literally everywhere.

I had an epic night last night... so much fun. MXE can be really, really fun. I had exactly enough left of my original gram I got quite a while ago to provide the perfect experience for myself and two friends. :)
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Oh yeah. It's nice in Illinois and Wisconsin. You can go get whiskey within a few steps of the Nerf dart guns at Target, or get some 40s along with OTC speed/Benzedrex, Halloween vampire teeth and sex lube at 10 a.m. at the corner Walgreens (I recommend buying such combinations of products just for fun, but especially endorse such patterns of consumption if you've found some urgent reason to buy these things together). If only cannabis was the same; this country would be truly great.
 
I tried DXM lately, but didn't trip and fell asleep, and have been sleeping crazy amounts when I'm not even tired. I don't know much about or have narcolepsy, but this is what it feels like. I just fall asleep out of nowhere. Pregabalin makes me drowsy but I can fight through that on normal days. I took it during the DXM trip, could that have knocked me out?

I know this is a social thread, but I slept from about noon to 7 pm, and I'm going to be awake all night... Should I rip the robot another night in a row? :)
 
Shit! I've done 1g of Pregabalin with LSD before and had a fucking incredible time, not to mention I felt like I was floating on liquid. So it's just not the same with DXM?
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah they're real people to me, I actually think about them a lot. They're super inspiring to me.

The Wheel of Time is awesome too. The characters are not anywhere near as realistic as Goodkind's characters nor are the themes as deep, at all. But certain aspects are phenomenal. He does an amazing job of conceptualizing a rich, diverse world, and describing and detailing the various cultures and their interactions. Also the "magic" equivalent is so cool and a really interesting idea. Actually if you read them you'll see a variety of close parallels in the concepts of some things to the Sword of Truth. The Wheel of Time is a lot less graphic and gruesome, but also less glorious. I used to like them better when I was younger but I no longer feel that way.

Also, Robert Jordan (their author) died before writing the last 3 books (there are 14 of them), and Brandon Sanderson took over and did a phenomenal job finishing them, I think he's actually a better writer. The last 3 are the best ones. I think Robert Jordan had some emotional/women/love issues and it comes out in his writing, often humorously, and sometimes annoyingly. When Brandon Sanderson took over, the writing became much more emotionally intense and the people seemed more real, and less characterized. Anyway, it's still my second favorite fantasy series, it's really great and awesome and well worth reading. Even longer than Sword of Truth though, most of the individual books as well as the total number of books.

I'm going to have to check out this other series you mentioned, Belgariad it is?

It's kinda depressing at my house today, alone, in the middle of 2-3 days of steady, gloomy rain, hiking plans ruined, and my roof is now leaking in 3 places... fucking fun. I've got no means by which to fix the issue, and it'll only get worse until I do. Hard to believe at the moment that a week ago I was having fun in the sun with my family, as happy as I've ever been.

Oh well, I'm just having a moment... it's all good. :)
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I'm definitely gonna have to give the Wheel of Time another go. I kind of got scared off it because I was given one of the books as a gift. I think it was the ninth? I don't really remember, but I had started reading it and was just so confused as to what was going on.

Yeah, the Belgariad is great! Seriously couldn't stop reading them once I started. It's by David Edgings. I highly recommend it!
 
So, I've decided to embark on a prolonged period of celibacy. This includes no sex or jerking off. I've decided to investigate the potentially mood-stabilising effects of this, and (possibly) increase motivation. Not sure if this program is having that sort of effect, but I'm definitely fanatasizing about sex with a lot more regularity. Just talking to girls at my work and imagining spanking them gently more vividly then before :D My mind and reactions to socialising, which are normally somewhat confused and uncertain, have lifted; answers and comebacks feel more rapid and with more relevant content, more present or something....Its worth a shot, gonna pursues it for another week or two, see what this does.

My girlfriend has been reassured that she can still get off ;)
 
I tried not having sex/masturbating once when I stumbled across the nofap subreddit. There is an entire community of people that do this and motivate each other while counting how many days it's been since they last busted a nut. They do report a lot of benefits. More confidence and motivation, sharper thinking, as you mentioned. I think I lasted about a week, everything was making me horny, I couldn't look at a girl without fantasizing. I think I'll try it again sometime to test my will power. Quiting masturbating is harder than quiting cigarettes IMO.
 
Everybody, I did find myself, sorry about that. I went on this long fucking robot walk and got lost, and still thought i was lost when I got home.

willow11 said:
So, I've decided to embark on a prolonged period of celibacy. This includes no sex or jerking off. I've decided to investigate the potentially mood-stabilising effects of this, and (possibly) increase motivation. Not sure if this program is having that sort of effect, but I'm definitely fanatasizing about sex with a lot more regularity. Just talking to girls at my work and imagining spanking them gently more vividly then before :D My mind and reactions to socialising, which are normally somewhat confused and uncertain, have lifted; answers and comebacks feel more rapid and with more relevant content, more present or something....Its worth a shot, gonna pursues it for another week or two, see what this does.

My girlfriend has been reassured that she can still get off ;)
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This MAY be TMI, but I have sacral agenesis and am paralyzed from the waist down. Couldn't put it in a girl if I wanted to, nor would I be able to reach any form of ejaculation or orgasm no matter how hard I jerked off. Trust me, it's only done bad things to my mood, and decrease my motivation. GLHF and lemme know how it goes :)
 
Tralen said:
I'm definitely gonna have to give the Wheel of Time another go. I kind of got scared off it because I was given one of the books as a gift. I think it was the ninth? I don't really remember, but I had started reading it and was just so confused as to what was going on.

Yeah, the Belgariad is great! Seriously couldn't stop reading them once I started. It's by David Edgings. I highly recommend it!
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Yeah for any epic fantasy series you absolutely have to start at the beginning. I'd never recommend anyone read them except in order.

psood0nym said:
Oh yeah. It's nice in Illinois and Wisconsin. You can go get whiskey within a few steps of the Nerf dart guns at Target, or get some 40s along with OTC speed/Benzedrex, Halloween vampire teeth and sex lube at 10 a.m. at the corner Walgreens (I recommend buying such combinations of products just for fun, but especially endorse such patterns of consumption if you've found some urgent reason to buy these things together). If only cannabis was the same; this country would be truly great.
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Yeah, pick up some carrots, green peppers, and a few choice nugs. It's all produce!

willow11 said:
So, I've decided to embark on a prolonged period of celibacy. This includes no sex or jerking off. I've decided to investigate the potentially mood-stabilising effects of this, and (possibly) increase motivation. Not sure if this program is having that sort of effect, but I'm definitely fanatasizing about sex with a lot more regularity. Just talking to girls at my work and imagining spanking them gently more vividly then before :D My mind and reactions to socialising, which are normally somewhat confused and uncertain, have lifted; answers and comebacks feel more rapid and with more relevant content, more present or something....Its worth a shot, gonna pursues it for another week or two, see what this does.

My girlfriend has been reassured that she can still get off ;)
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Wow man, good luck. I haven't had sex in like 14 months (2 days, 12 hours, 36 minutes... no just kidding on that part :D). It's driving me nuts man. All I do when I see women is imagine and then it's even worse. And this is coming from a 12 year relationship where even in the bad times we were having sex at least once a week... towards the end it was actually quite a bit more, I guess as an attempt to reconnect. Of course I haven't been celibate, just no sex. But all getting off is not created equally, and sex is what I want. Mostly because the addition of another person makes it 100 times better for many reasons. Grr... I want to go out and meet random people and have random hook ups, just to experience that, but in reality I can'y wait til I find someone else I care about, because I am positive that it's the best that way, especially because for me the emotional connection is like half the point. I'm pretty sure I'm ready to go out and be casual but I think it would behoove me to wait a while yet on the relationship front.

Delsyd said:
I tried not having sex/masturbating once when I stumbled across the nofap subreddit. There is an entire community of people that do this and motivate each other while counting how many days it's been since they last busted a nut. They do report a lot of benefits. More confidence and motivation, sharper thinking, as you mentioned. I think I lasted about a week, everything was making me horny, I couldn't look at a girl without fantasizing. I think I'll try it again sometime to test my will power. Quiting masturbating is harder than quiting cigarettes IMO.
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I've never tried that, I don't really want to. I mean I feel confident, motivated and sharp already. No need to torture myself. =D
 
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Xorkoth said:
Wow man, good luck. I haven't had sex in like 14 months (2 days, 12 hours, 36 minutes... no just kidding on that part :D). It's driving me nuts man. All I do when I see women is imagine and then it's even worse. And this is coming from a 12 year relationship where even in the bad times we were having sex at least once a week... towards the end it was actually quite a bit more, I guess as an attempt to reconnect. Of course I haven't been celibate, just no sex. But all getting off is not created equally, and sex is what I want. Mostly because the addition of another person makes it 100 times better for many reasons. Grr... I want to go out and meet random people and have random hook ups, just to experience that, but in reality I can'y wait til I find someone else I care about, because I am positive that it's the best that way, especially because for me the emotional connection is like half the point. I'm pretty sure I'm ready to go out and be casual but I think it would behoove me to wait a while yet on the relationship front.
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I can totally relate to this. I've been single for a far shorter time than you... But in my opinion there's really not much of anything more fulfilling than being in the comforting presence of someone who you feel you can share anything with. Of course I like sex, but honestly the cuddling and the emotional intimacy were far more important to me.

After a really intense powerful relationship, it's almost hard to stomach the thought of going out into the world and looking for casual sex. But at the same time, it's even harder to imagine that I can recreate that closeness at the drop of a hat with someone else.

But of course it won't happen unless you make it happen. I think it's best to just keep meeting new people, and not be afraid to let your guard down to someone else.
 
Yeah I pretty much feel the same way, especially regarding the cuddling and emotional intimacy. I miss that SO MUCH. The thought of being with someone else in any way is weird to me, especially because I have only ever been with this one person I am no longer with (got together at 18, 31 now). But I am starting to feel ready to try. However I don't want to get into anything serious for a while, I feel sure that it's important for me to be single for a while. But the lack of sex is driving me nuts. Hence, I hope I can find someone I can connect with and feel close to, but who is okay with being friends. Or, you know, I'm open to casual sex if it comes along, but the idea seems weird to me.

It's strange, my entire conception of being with and loving someone is entirely tied up with my ex. I had a high school girlfriend for 2 years too, but that's not the same thing at all. For the majority of the last 12 years I thought it was so special and awesome that I've only been with her... I still do in a way, but it's left me with no conception of anyone else. When I think of being with someone, she's the only thing I can think of or imagine.

Fortunately, emotional connection with people is easy for me.
 
Just to say, I really do live and appreciate you all so much already. I was so glad to find and be part of this community, even if it is online. And AMT and 5-MEO-DALT are my two little psychedelic angels at the moment. Not using every day, no way, but once or twice a week. Surprised they aren't more popular, but perhaps they take a certain mindset and strength of mind that not all have. I don't know, I alwAys seek to remain humble. But both have treated me very well. Befriend me properly more of you, then I can start to feel like I really am part of a community! ;-)
 
Nah but really people will fabricate the meaning of jizzing to a fucking obscene level.
 
That they will. My best friend is obsessed with that. He often sends this text whenever he is trying to say he's excited (about anything):

8========D~~~~~~

...Usually along with "SKEET SKEET!!!!!" And he always makes sure to use plenty of equal signs just to reinforce that, yes everyone, it's huge...
 
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