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Xorkoth said:
I'm that way too with DMT, and also with 4-AcO-DMT... 4-AcO is basically like a slowed down smoked DMT that reaches much lower of a peak, and DMT itself is just... not like the usual reports. I've never broken through for example. It's super intense and interesting but very atypical.
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I get that with 4-AcO-DMT for sure, that's exactly how it was for me. Practically indistinguishable from smoked DMT but slower and not as intense (though I'm betting it could be at higher doses). How exactly do your DMT experiences go? I've never been fully immersed in another world by it. Basically what I've found is that at low to moderate doses I get visuals that basically seem like my imagination potentiated to hallucinogenic levels.... Like what I've noticed is that if I'm expecting to see the kinds of DMT visuals I always pictured from seeing art and videos trying to depict it, I'll literally see like exactly those visuals as I had pictured them, but then I realized that I could just think about something else and it would display that instead. Once when I was in a particularly lustful mood I basically just saw female entities wearing cute outfits reaching out to me all over the place in every direction, but again, it's more like I'm watching it on a screen behind closed eyes, it's similar to LSD but more visually intense and without any significant head warp.... At higher doses it starts to feel more like salvia or a big balloon of nitrous, it's basically just a death trip but the difference with those is that there's a massive amount of sensory data being shoved into this one huge constantly changing image. All of my DMT visuals are very mundane in design.... There's absolutely nothing alien about them. They're crazy vivid and intense, but they're all just concepts from my normal everyday life all happening simultaneously. Scenery is just regular types of places I'm familiar with it, and entities are all human and often people I actually know. But it's hard to derive any plot from it because there's so much going on at once that there's not really anything going on at all. Even at this point the trip still has an in-body aspect, but I suspect that if I could fully let go into it like I have with salvia then that would probably change.... I get a lot of synesthesia at those doses where my visuals are representations of the way I'm feeling and thinking and then those visuals start to overwrite my perception of my body as well. So basically it just feels like my mind is exploding outward in every direction. I definitely want to still experiment with it further!
 
I have three basic types of DMT experiences, plus a really weird immensely anxious one that's the most terrified I've ever felt (on 7mg, but it was when I was still sort of on ibogaine, I wrote about it towards the end of my ibogaine report).

The first type happens only on low, 10-15mg doses, when outside, and consists of everything rapidly becoming jewelled and beautiful and being filled with a wonderful buzzing euphoria, and all the sounds seem to converge together into an immensely organic rhythm, like the heartbeat of the world, and it zooms further and further out so that I am always experiencing just one "beat", but that beat continues to be revealed as more and more complex.

The second type is happens at higher dosages where everything swirls together and my mind is filled with extremely rapid strange syllables, reminding me of Terence McKenna's monologues a bit. If I close my eyes I can "see" myself approaching a "wall" which makes me think I am going to finally break through, but as I get next to it, I realize that the wall is made of these syllables and they become overwhelmingly loud and it blocks me from breaking through the wall, like the voices scatter my brain and push me back out.

The third type happens half the time I do larger doses, but also occasionally with small doses, even as low as 15mg. It consists of me being pulled into a loop, a loop of syllables and geometric patterns, which gets smaller and smaller as I fall down it, until I approach a singularity. But when I approach it my mind reflexively thinks some thought and then an branch of compulsive thoughts shoots off from that original thought and I fly back up the loop and start it over. This trip is characterized by an incredibly intense feeling that is a bit difficult to handle because of the buzzing. One time I managed to get to what seemed to be the bottom of the loop, and my entire closed-eye vision was just a still green background with a blue triangle in the middle, and I felt as if I had ceased to exist, but then the reflexive thought happened again and I shot out of it, and then it began to fade. Really strange, it feels the most profound (or potentially profound) of every type of DMT trip I've had, but I'm not sure what to do with it. It happens SO FAST, it's like I don't have any time to explore it, it's just happening and it's super hectic and any attempt to think or acknowledge my experience makes it reset.

There is actually a fourth type too, when I try to take it higher than 50mg I just black out. I've also never had a DMT trip seem to last longer than it really did.

I am not a big fan of 4-AcO-DMT because I never feel like I get much of anything from it. If it take it above like 30mg I black out, just like DMT. It feels good but also scattered and cloudy, and it's over really fast, under 2 hours usually until I feel pretty much normal. It's absolutely nothing whatsoever like 4-HO-DMT, which I love dearly and is so much clearer and more psychedelic.

I wish very bad that I could have the types of experiences on both of those substances that others report, especially DMT. It does not seem transporting to me at all. It's a very weird trip. And yet some of my low-dose experiences are indescribably wonderful, like a rapid, crystallized mushroom trip.
 
Damn, I was all set to go to the market today (I haven't been much recently due to a variety of reasons), and then it started raining so hard I couldn't even see outside, and there are scattered thunderstorms the rest of the night. :p In fact there are scattered thunderstorms for the next 10 days on the forecast, although that happens a lot here and many times it's just a few rumblings at some point in the day, or it storms once for a half hour and is sunny the rest of the day. Hard to say in the mountains. I hope I can go to the market tomorrow and Saturday evenings, I really need to make some extra money and keep the ball rolling with my art.
 
So during a stoned reverie last eve and in bed lying, full formed into my mind emerged a series of sci-fi novels spanning one thousand years from the end of our civilisation unto the rise of the next....If only I could write....:)
 
Can't wait for my next DMT trip..... my first time was 50mg of lab synthesized DMT, so needless to say I broke through so hard it was uncomfortable.


Really hoping the next time treats me well, if nothing else I want to come away feeling like I've gained something. I feel like last time I was way too distracted with the outside world.
 
Do it! I wrote a short story once that came to me in a dream. The only thing missing was the ending and I think I screwed that up. LOL
 
Delsyd said:
It was never more than drizzle on my side of town.
The beauty of living in the mountains
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Lucky, my roof started leaking in that spot again, it was raining intensely hard here, huge drops and so many and so fast that I couldn't see a single tree from any of my windows, just a few feet of the deck.

Who knows, downtown could have been untouched, but it's so much work for me to lug all my stuff to the car, go there, lug it all out, set up across 4 or 5 tables, then take it back down, lug it back into my car, and come home. If it's likely going to rain I just can't really do it. If it starts raining suddenly while I'm set up and it rains hard or is windy, it gets all over my paintings and they start to fade and get a weird texture if the water sits on them for any length of time, it's happened to a couple over the past 2 years. With 4 or 5 tables I can't really keep it off. I should buy some heavy waterproof tarps to put over them if it rains. I tried plastic sheeting I got from the hardware store but it blows off too easily.
 
willow11 said:
So during a stoned reverie last eve and in bed lying, full formed into my mind emerged a series of sci-fi novels spanning one thousand years from the end of our civilisation unto the rise of the next....If only I could write....:)
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you can write just fine bro, go for it :)
 
willow11 said:
So during a stoned reverie last eve and in bed lying, full formed into my mind emerged a series of sci-fi novels spanning one thousand years from the end of our civilisation unto the rise of the next....If only I could write....:)
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You can write man, don't be modest. :) You have a unique style, I think I could pick your writing out blind. That's one of the most important parts of being a stand-out writer.

I just remembered the ending of my dreams last night. I also remember a bunch of moments from earlier, but the best part, and the last part, were when I was in my favorite lake with my family, having finally arrived up north for the summer, and from waist-deep in the water I flapped my arms and lifted off slightly, then touched back down, shocked. I tried a few more times, harder and harder, and I flew up higher each time. My family noticed and were like, oh wow, that's cool (I wondered why they weren't freaking out because I was!). I flapped multiple times and went much higher, maybe 15 feet, then started falling and right before I hit the water and flapped lightly and gently set down. Then I flapped a bunch of times and went so high that my family looked very little, and started falling, faster and faster. My stomach dropped out and I was half panicked, half exhilarated. As I fell near to the ground, nearing terminal velocity, I started flapping furiously and slowed myself down pretty quickly, and one final flap set me gently, again, into the water. Filled with a very real sense of wonder and excitement, I started flapped and angling myself, flying slowly out over the lake.

...And then I woke up and had to pee. And like I suspected, I didn't go back to that dream. :( It was so real, I was present in it, making decisions, which is more than I usually am in dreams. It felt as real or even more real than my ibogaine dreams. Such an amazing feeling. <3
 
Folley said:
^ Wrap them in saran wrap?


I've seen a lot of people doing that with laptops at clubs in case some drunk chick spills her drink on the gear
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Only problem is I have like 60 paintings and a bunch of small items too, spread over like 40-50 square feet.
 
yo FUCK the judge
went to pretrial conference today on all 3 of my cases, i cop a plea, $1000 fine+costs on all my cases (only 1 $1000 fine), a year of probation (running concurrent, a year for each case), and DUI classes+CRN evaluation, and 3 days in county because i declined getting a bracelet on and doing 10 days house arrest right
the ASSHOLE judge went against the DA's sentencing reccomendation and i ended up with 1 year probation for 2 cases (running concurrent) and 11.5 months probation for the 3rd case, running consecutively
fucking ASSHOLE.
 
Help?!?! said:
Good to see you too, how are you doing PJ?
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Been soso just dealing with the usual stress from school, chronic pain, and insomnia but I'm doing allot better today than I have been in the past few weeks. Been staying away from everything but my prescribed meds for pain lately and it has been helping my concentration and making me feel less foggy. I'm going to start smoking again next week since that's when my pain doc appointment is but going to wait until I get summer semester over with to do any psychedelics and dissociatives. Really looking forward to another al-lad trip.
 
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Xorkoth said:
Sup Blobby? Haven't seen you post here in a bit. We should get together soon.
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Definitely!

Yeah, I usually just check a custom New Posts link & TL, so I forget about this place sometimes.

I had to do community service at Lake Julian park & they have a bunch of picnic shelters (w the option to purchase an alcohol permit %)). I think we could get everyone together one of these days & have a great time.
 
Yeah for sure, I've been spending a lot more time outside recently, I always prefer that. Also sometime we should go to my house, I have an awesome deck and we pretty much chill out there and grill stuff the whole time. :)
 
I see so many first timer threads on BL

in your guys' opinion, is it better to have an underwhelming psychedelic experience first to test the waters? or is it better to have your first trip be everything you asked for and more?

my first trip was on a whole 8th of mushrooms at the age of 14/15 so I tripped FACE and will always remember it as one of the most life changing trips of my life.

by the end it was a bit overwhelming but luckily I had my little brother to help me.

it seems like everyone on BL wants to take acid for their first time and they're all unsure how much to take, which sucks because blotters *typically* have a wider range in potential potency than mushrooms. My buddy who had an underwhelming trip his first two times decided he would take 4 hits as his third trip which resulted in him naked, basically in a psychotic state, masturbating his flaccid penis all throughout the party, repeating the same few phrases over and over again in a loop.

TL-DR is it better to have a satisfying first trip so you aren't left wanting to trip way harder afterwards?
 
I'm down for almost anything & I have every other weekend off--like this one :D



^My first trip was 2C-B & I couldn't have asked for a better introduction
 
My first trip was mushrooms, I only ate a half eighth and it changed my life forever, I woke up from the dream, and I remembered what I had always known but had forgotten so far in this life. I am still surprised by how effective the half eighth was, I wasn't overwhelmed at any point though, it was like it was meant to happen, the perfect introduction. Of course I am a seeker of things, some people are just looking for recreation. You just can't understand how profound an experience a full-on trip on something like LSD or mushrooms is until you actually do it.
 
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