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I definitely usually don't want to move much after... depends on the situation though, sometimes I've felt pretty energized, in a similar way as working out. :)
 
^Yeah, I do sometimes get a sort of dopaminergic, optimistic energy boost after sex which is definitely akin to endorphin-ish post-exercise bliss.

I guess the sex-and-immediate-sleep stereotype is mediated by oxytocin or something.

I had an annoying climax before though (I don't think I've ever called an orgasm 'annoying' before); just at the peak of cumming, after several explosions with my beautiful Willowette, I slipped out and basically squirted my last few squirts on her labia and just inside her- I felt like the entire focus of evolution, to procreate via semen injection, had been thwarted a bit. I was so frantic to get it back in her but I also felt that I needed to manually finish the job more. I wonder if that brief dissatisfaction had some neurochemical effect, like an open gate that hadn't shut properly, causing me to feel physically zapped...?

Who knows I guess. :)

How are you Xorky?
 
I'm good, but now I can't wait to meet someone to have sex with... it's been on my mind quite a bit I have to say. It's not as bad as I thought it would be, not having sex for a year, but it still sucks, I was with someone since I was 18 so this is by far the longest I have ever gone since I ever had it in the first place. I miss it a lot.

But yeah I'm good, going camping with Delsyd this weekend, Friday afternoon through Sunday, it'll be awesome and I'm going to take some mescaline at some point. :)
 
Hey llama going good brother. Yourself?
Xorkoth- camping plus mescaline sounds sublime :). <3 so jealous of your American summer. Winters fucked...

Hooray. The weed mans here... :)
 
Im doin alright. Im outta the kookoo hut today so i hope probation stays true to their word and i dont go to jail.
im gonna have to go to rehab again but thats cool. 30 days aint shit.
 
When i was in jail for 3 days i was already doing drugs in jail. Getting klonopins off this old black guy in exchange for getting him phone calls.
 
You should consider being less self destructive. The decisions you're making now will have an effect on the rest of your life. I know because I'm living with the consequences of decisions I made. If I could go back and so things different as far as drugs go than I would. I wish you well Lama.
 
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I have obtained a small amount of MiPT, so will perhaps partake of that. Ive never had it and can't find much info so feel somewhat apprehensive about it. I'm also a bit sceptical as to whether this is MiPT, but I can say that it smells really strong, very indolent. I have a bit under 100mg, was thinking I'd start with a ten milligram dose, probably orally and then see if I get much from it. I think I'll try also smoking some of it... Also got given a bag of psilocybe subaeruginosa which I may consume this weeking...
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Yeah the indoleish AMT like smell sounds about right, my MiPT had that smell as well. If you look around you might find a report from the only time I tried it, it was freaky and interesting but I didn't necessarily had a good time most of the trip. Other people do though apparently so YMMV, I think your odds are good.

Nice that you have subs, I'm a sucker for exotics and that includes exotic shrooms (I have not been very successful yet at growing them, but I've tried). Actually I am extracting 50 dry grams of Cubensis right now, I ground them into shroom dust manually, which was a chore! ;) Now I have to make my methanol anhydrous, which sucks because there seems to be a LOT of water in there, and I can't find my distillation gear which should be around. :\ For now a few rounds of desiccant just might do the trick. Although I have to say this methanol-containing product is a bit of an asshole and I am not even entirely done checking if there is any residu upon evaporation.

Since re-entering the bluelight ranks, I feel that my usage of psychedelics and 'exotic' drugs is increasing again, and I'm unsure if I want that to occur or not. :\ But I feel like they are doing me good and confirming the reality behind some doubts I've been experiencing. I feel a bit disappointed that I took that 4-FA as I don't think stimulants are the right way for me to go, so maybe chalk that up as a learning expeirnce.
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What psychedelics and exotics are not a good development for you so to speak? Are there unexpected reactions or some other kind of negative impact on your life? For me personally use of opiates, benzos, and probably also dissociatives is detrimental but I don't feel like exotic psychedelics are the ones hurting me.
Actually I trip maybe once a month these days. I do know that having a habit of tripping frequently removes a lot of the 'fear' / pre-trip anxiety that you can get if you are not that used to tripping (anymore).

Also, love the phrase "lava lamp like experience". I think I understand too :)

See, that's great to hear :) Using psychedelics as a means to an end, not the end itself, is what I think of as calculated recreational drug use, and something to be encouraged in those so inclined.
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Hmyeah, well like I implied earlier I am not sure if the 5-MeO-DMT session was all that responsible even if it worked out really well, but on the other hand I think getting a little older and more experienced goes a long way and there is no addiction confusing things, at worst obsession with crazy psychedelics can make you a bit loopy but addictive narcotics don't necessarily get easier to use responsibly. Instead, the neurological correlates of addiction get a foothold in your brain over time and this influences the strong subconscious currents, blurring judgement and fueling desire and craving.

For me self-medication is a big issue, that's why it's good that I am now detoxing before I switch to actual prescribed medication(s), hopefully this way I can avoid having to kick benzos (and the rest) again in a clinic. I'd rather not go through that hell again, and I hope I am in time with my detox now cause I have not been using much / long this time.
 
I hate to rain on the parade but I just got news that our fellow PD brother amanitadine passed away on May 12th. I'm really sad, he seemed like one of the most level headed and awesome guys I've come across on BL. I don't know the details apart from the date.

RIP man. You lived a life I feel like many of us would envy, it saddens me that it would be cut short for whatever the reason may be :(
 
Laika said:
I hate to rain on the parade but I just got news that our fellow PD brother amanitadine passed away on May 12th. I'm really sad, he seemed like one of the most level headed and awesome guys I've come across on BL. I don't know the details apart from the date.

RIP man. You lived a life I feel like many of us would envy, it saddens me that it would be cut short for whatever the reason may be :(
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Oh no... :( :( I was just thinking about him yesterday and I was going to ask if anyone had heard from him. We talked a lot in PMs because of the ibogaine, he told me about how his partner left him due to drug stuff, they'd been together like 6 or 7 years I think. He was really torn up about it and said he wouldn't be on for a while. He seemed in a pretty alright place but when I hadn't seen him in a while I started wondering how he was doing because he was mourning the relationship.

Fuck. I think this is the closest any Bluelight death has been for me. I'm in shock right now.
 
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When i was in jail for 3 days i was already doing drugs in jail. Getting klonopins off this old black guy in exchange for getting him phone calls.
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Hey Llamaz you remember me? Been a while. I hope you stay out of jail too but I agree with Delsyd, you gotta turn shit around man. Hope to chat sometime. <3
 
I was grilling a burger I made and an ear of corn... I dedicated it to amanitadine and it was about the best burger and corn I've ever had. <3 And now I'm going to smoke a bowl in the same manner.
 
Laika said:
I hate to rain on the parade but I just got news that our fellow PD brother amanitadine passed away on May 12th. I'm really sad, he seemed like one of the most level headed and awesome guys I've come across on BL. I don't know the details apart from the date.

RIP man. You lived a life I feel like many of us would envy, it saddens me that it would be cut short for whatever the reason may be :(
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Oh, fuck no...I didn't know him well but enjoyed his posts- he seemed like he was making a positive transition too. Such sad news :(

RIP brother <3
 
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