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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

snorted 50mg's of E-FLEA its active alright

gotta take it on its own amd write a report , been on 4-fa all morning and afternoon. then the 3MOMC
a small dose of MDPPP and IM in the process of plugging a-php and took some kratom and sublingual etizolam

feels good

*just wish my friends on facebook werent asleep, i wanna talk and talk
 
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Omg 8o I'm still having an extatic spiritual experience from that 5-MeO-DMT bombardment, I feel radiant and there have been huge vibrations. And had the craziest dreams ever, I remember encountering someone from the back, but it was me? (sorry Euclid), there was a sort of struggle and then I merged with myself. I found myself? :D Also many entire mindblowing worlds with game-like physics and beings I cannot even begin to express.

I must have gone through near 150 mg I.M. , maybe there was some N,N before that but I can't even remember it. Oh yeah I started off with a high dose of zopiclone which apparently made the effects ideal without giving me the feeling that it was dulled. I did not hallucinate from the zopiclone alone. But boy I've had top shelf visuals from the 5-MeO-DMT. Part of the time I listened to music lying on bed enraptured, but I also watched some South Park and it was absolutely incredible - the morphing, and super comical effects.
This probably ranked higher than my first time rolling and everything.

I'm supposed to go to my dad today, and visit / stay there for a while (I was already planning on quitting some stuff while there, but this experience should help a lot and it changes a lot for me). It's not really practical though that I am going through this, he might have to pick me up. 8(

Sounds like quite the time you're having Charlie.
 
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^I had a prolonged session with zopiclone and DPT, some IM but lost the ability to sensibly inject myself, so just insufflated it several years ago which was really beautiful. One of the visions was a view similar to this piece of art:

dalicrucifixion.jpg


...except it was me on the cross and I seemed to be looking both down at it and up at me observing simultaneously. I can only assume the experience was quite rapid but it seemed to last for ages...The cross wasn't quite a crucifix and had no christian overtones really, but the perspective I had (well, one of them) was similar.

The way you are quite evidently glowing is inspiring me to hit up a bit of 5-MeO-DMT :); I have, however, learnt the hard way to resist such impulses. Perhaps this weekend, maybe with a bit of GHB and ketamine...? Have you ever mixed those Soli? :)
 
You explained it pretty well, at least I can imagine something similar and profound even though I am not sure if it was anything like that. Deeply spiritual and psychedelic states are typically ineffable and hard to (re)imagine anyway, but if you do succeed I guess you virtually re-live it.

Yeah I think I can count myself very lucky that I had this result after over-indulging with the material. It was such a magical discovery the first time I intuitively took the first 5-MeO-DMT shot that I hoped to prolong and replicate it, although with variations in stimuli. It was fortunate that most of the trip-session I succeeded in expanding on that mystical ecstasy, although at one point shit momentarily seemed to take a turn for the worse.
I don't exactly remember what was so bad about it, but like you I had some IM shots that failed weirdly, and at another point my trance was broken by my phone playing music on my headphones accidentally skipped to other songs. That was all pretty confusing and I came tumbling down. The failed IM shots were strange, for one I seemed to have shot one dose in like a lymphnode or duct, idk. It didn't really come up and I felt a sort of lump. At least two other shots triggered spasms apparently from affected nerves. I guess the slightly acidic nature of my solution didn't help there, but I still don't understand cause from what I can tell I did most things right (apart from pulling back the plunger perhaps), only more awkwardly. (My injection sites seem to be alright now)
In the middle of the session I ran out of 5-MeO solution and managed to make new one from micron filtered freebase and citric acid. :D

I have mixed GHB and ketamine, but I didn't feel very safe on it and I got a sense of violent vomiting potential lurking, which I guess could be pretty bad when you are that incapacitated. I have had excellent results with mixing ketamine and 5-MeO-DMT and snorting both. Came up with shocking intensity but still somehow comfortably. Very lava lamp like experience, the ketamine dissociation offers a lot of safety. I'm positive the snorted 5-MeO-DMT was relatively ineffective though.

Anyway a point I forgot to make is that I feel like 5-MeO-DMT is an uber direct ticket to mystical unity and profound peace, or absolute terror. I played with fire and I am not sure if I could bear such terror right now. I am inexpressibly grateful for what I was given, and although the enlightening nature was transient it may be enough to fuel the transformation I can really use right now.

I <3 you
 
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I've had dreams that are many times more vivid and intense almost every single night since I did the ibogaine, it's really cool. They're regular dreams though, and not nearly as vivid as that, but for many years before this I hardly EVER remembered my dreams. I still need to start keeping a dream journal next to my bed so I can write them down right when I wake up, because I don't really remember them beyond 15-20 minutes.
 
Yeah sorry still not finished reading your report ;)
My attention span is not very good...

And yeah a dream journal really helped me, not only did I remember my dreams and wrote them down for a while but soon enough I had lucid dreams with full control. I only stopped because I was fucking with the dream architecture a la The Matrix and the disruption caused me to wake up. And I can't have my sleep time / quality getting fucked with for frivolous things cause I am having problems with it as is.

I should still have the journal somewhere, there were really funny things in there.
 
I have been having a lot of dreams about my ex, makes sense since I'm trying to finish letting go. Either that or about up north on the lakes.
 
Sup guys, I managed to try LSD for the first time on my birthday yesterday. Definitely not what I expected! Ended up taking 3 hits total throughout the trip and had some remarkable revelations about myself, my various personalities, and the relationships I have with my friends/family. Really eye-opening stuff, and I've had extensive experience with mushrooms, 2C-x, and DOx (though not in at least 6 months). I have to say that I learned a lot more on this one trip than any of those other trips. It honestly just made me want to be a better person, which is one thing my best friend who gifted me the acid noted to me. Wasn't entirely sure what to expect going in, but I can say I'm satisfied with the results of the trip and myself. LSD really is a wonderful drug.

Also managed to take a large hit of DMT about 4 or 5 hours into the trip. I haven't felt such a natural ecstasy in so long, probably since before I abused MDA over a year and a half ago. That feeling of everything being content with you and the universe is irreplaceable. And the visuals were absolutely phenomenal. I was experiencing myself and my "surroundings" in multiple dimensions at one time, accompanied by that feeling of "brushing against the universe." I literally came out of the trip with tears of joy in my eyes. :) Such an enriching, lifechanging experience. Complete rebirth.

All in all, it was a fabulous birthday and a great first LSD trip. Not entirely sure why I felt so compelled to post this in PD Social; I guess it just one of those nights that you wanna tell everyone about. :D
 
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I've had dreams that are many times more vivid and intense almost every single night since I did the ibogaine, it's really cool. They're regular dreams though, and not nearly as vivid as that, but for many years before this I hardly EVER remembered my dreams. I still need to start keeping a dream journal next to my bed so I can write them down right when I wake up, because I don't really remember them beyond 15-20 minutes.
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I noticed the same thing after kicking opiates, even though I never did ibo
I hardly ever remember dreaming while being strung out

Feels good again man, and they are more vivid and memorable than ever before
 
Yo dogs. Comin at you from the kookoo hut.
I got my phone back so im sittin here listenin to da junglez.
i went back on herons again a few weeks ago, ended up in a bs christian program, walked off, went to a bar, then went here to the kookoo hut.
I still need to get everyday junglist tattooed on my arm..
 
It sucked being back on anyway cause except for the shit called observation my one boy had all the dope was TRASH. Like need 3 to nod even though i had been off for more than a month.
Flaco had fire though
 
I kinda wanna start drinking since i can now but i know its not a good idea.
i went to a bar for the first time before i arranged to get in the kookoo hut and i enjoyed myself thoroughly.
even though i only had 3 jack and cokes
 
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You explained it pretty well, at least I can imagine something similar and profound even though I am not sure if it was anything like that. Deeply spiritual and psychedelic states are typically ineffable and hard to (re)imagine anyway, but if you do succeed I guess you virtually re-live it.
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Also, zopiclone gives me incredible amnesia, so all experiences beneath its shadows remain elusive...

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I have mixed GHB and ketamine, but I didn't feel very safe on it and I got a sense of violent vomiting potential lurking, which I guess could be pretty bad when you are that incapacitated. I have had excellent results with mixing ketamine and 5-MeO-DMT and snorting both. Came up with shocking intensity but still somehow comfortably. Very lava lamp like experience, the ketamine dissociation offers a lot of safety. I'm positive the snorted 5-MeO-DMT was relatively ineffective though.
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Hmm, yeah, vomitishness is never welcome for me. 8o:D

Anyway, I don't think I'll be doing any 5-MeO-DMT soon. I have obtained a small amount of MiPT, so will perhaps partake of that. Ive never had it and can't find much info so feel somewhat apprehensive about it. I'm also a bit sceptical as to whether this is MiPT, but I can say that it smells really strong, very indolent. I have a bit under 100mg, was thinking I'd start with a ten milligram dose, probably orally and then see if I get much from it. I think I'll try also smoking some of it... Also got given a bag of psilocybe subaeruginosa which I may consume this weeking...

Since re-entering the bluelight ranks, I feel that my usage of psychedelics and 'exotic' drugs is increasing again, and I'm unsure if I want that to occur or not. :\ But I feel like they are doing me good and confirming the reality behind some doubts I've been experiencing. I feel a bit disappointed that I took that 4-FA as I don't think stimulants are the right way for me to go, so maybe chalk that up as a learning expeirnce.

Also, love the phrase "lava lamp like experience". I think I understand too :)


Anyway a point I forgot to make is that I feel like 5-MeO-DMT is an uber direct ticket to mystical unity and profound peace, or absolute terror. I played with fire and I am not sure if I could bear such terror right now. I am inexpressibly grateful for what I was given, and although the enlightening nature was transient it may be enough to fuel the transformation I can really use right now.
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See, that's great to hear :) Using psychedelics as a means to an end, not the end itself, is what I think of as calculated recreational drug use, and something to be encouraged in those so inclined.


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I <3 you
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<3 <3

Does anyone ever find sex to be completely disabling, post-coitus? Me and Miss Willow had a lovely, gentle experience earlier (though it ended with some passionate and noisy doggy style) but I have been shakey and sleepy ever since, and this was about 90 minutes ago. Almost feel ill.... Good illness though, don't cure this please doc....
 
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