☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Engage the digital super banana

[coelophysis]

dogs

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

cats
i might write a blog entry about the woman of my dreams (literally, i dream about her)
i might do that later.

 

[yepyepwoah]

I miss tripping with my cat. She has saved my ass a few times. Came in the house crazy as fuck after taking the bus home and walking a few miles drunk and on 7g shrooms after not tripping in years. I was going nuts, not sure how I made it home at all, crawled in bed, and she just laid on top of me and didn't move until it was over. Like this calming presence bringing me back when I was losing it.

Another time I was on mxe and dpt and it was the wildest shit. Like she just looked at me and commanded me to look right her eyes and took me into space/hyperspace. So nuts.

Another time to basically do the same thing and I wasted the opportunity. Got some stupid idea to take mxe/4 aco dmt and then drive to the movies before it kicked in to see Cloud Atlas. Made it out the apartment gate and then turned around praying I didn't run over any kids. So stupid. Go inside and I'm kinda off w/ a lot of anxiety because of how stupid I felt. Sat down in first chair I saw, cat hopped up on my lap. Had taken some etiz b/c I wanted to kill the trip. Cat is purring and just so happy... and just... took on this weird look she always did when I was tripping. Like this alien inteligence is revealed that just masquerades as cats and is like "hey now you're on our level lets really hang out." My mind is racing and shit and I start talking to her and say " i love you" and she just looks right in my eyes and almost grins... starts purring like she is going to explode and I feel us merge and we kinda start to blast off to wherever... except the fucking etiz is kicking in. She is still locked on me, not looking away, and I feel her keep trying. and after a few minutes is like "oh well sorry"....

Used to have three other cats about 10 years ago. First few times I tripped on mushrooms, remember talking to them and interacting with them. They sure did act like they understood every word I said and were interacting with the colors and shit I saw don the walls and floors. Pawing at them and shit

kitties

 

[Xorkoth]

I was wanting tO try this combo on new years but am a little skeptical. There arn't many reports and most of the ones that do exist say that this combo is more than likely very neurotoxic.

I was planning on candyflipping and on the comedown from the MDMA, take small 15mg bumps of mxe at the hotel to end the evening soooooo excited! Lol but I'd love to hear how it was for you xorth.
Have a lovely evening everyone

For what it's worth, the combos feels 100% zafe to me, I have tried MXE + MDMA (always go up on the MXE first and then hit up under 50% of your normal MDMA dose) quite a number of times and every time it feels completely bening, as well as wonderful and beautiful. One of my favorite combos, it synergized so well you can barely believe it. Be careful, but after trying these combos myself, my conclusion is that such intense caution is not needed. Though I myse,f did write a report cautioning 4-FA + MXE, I took a large amount of 4-FA and MDMA is not the same as 4-FA.

A tablecloth is an indoor picnic blanket.

Indeed it is. And an indoor picnic blanket is a repurposed kitchen table substitute.

Why does he gotta be brown!?!

I think it's genetics dawg. You know, that Kenyan blood that proves he was ineligible to be the President in the first place? I need to see a birth certificate!!!

8)

they need to make rick ross pills.
but dudes
since i've been clean, my love for a certain lady has returned with a vengence. Like last night i tried to sleep but i couldnt stop thinking about her.
I love her so much, even though she left me, and i so desperately want to win her back. I went and saw her like 2 weeks ago and when i saw her all i felt was
she's so pretty and unique and i love her so much. I cant bear to be without her. I really feel like she's the only person (other than my best friend, and obviously thats different) who really cares about me and isn't obligated to by society, ya know? Like i just want to cuddle her so hard and whisper in her ear about how i feel about her, she's the only good thing that ever happened to me since I was 18. Like she's so special to me, i'd take her over any other girl in the world. Like even the hottest model, i'd reject for her. She's really attractive to me as well, like when I saw her like 2 weeks ago, it was the first time we had been face to face for a yer, and when i saw her my jaw dropped. She was always hot imo but now she's even sexier and I just want her to know that, cause I know in the past I didn't make her feel attractive or appreciated, or special. But that can't be further from the truth in terms of how I feel. She's so amazing, she's got a great sense of humor and personality, and a great body to boot. I know I was a bad boyfriend, but that chapter of my life is over. I know I'm a little bit crazy, but I'm also crazy in love with her. I want to be the shoulder she can cry on when she needs to (but I dont want to make her cry, you know, but when things are going wrong for her, I want to be there to hold her and stroke her hair and tell her everything will be ok). I want to make her feel loved again, make her laugh when she's sad...I want to spend the rest of my life with her, she's the only girl I've ever had any kind of relationship with, and I want to grow old with her and be able to say you're my one and only, and that in my entire life, I was hers and she was mine.
Bay, if you read this, I love you, i will always love you no matter what, and without you I just feel hollow and alone. You complete me, you make me feel something that no one else can make me feel, and I need you in my life again. You're the most perfect girl a man could get, and I recognize what I threw away with my using, and I wont make that mistake again. I just want you to be my woman again, and I'll be your man. And we'll have a daughter together, name her something French, and i'll be a good daddy. Make sure she doesn't turn out like me.
I just cant take you off my mind, you're like a drug and i'm addicted.
I love you more than I can put into words bay
love you

I feel you man, this post made me feel inexplicably sad. Love is such a funny thing. I would consider telling whoever this is in real life. The worst case scenario is that she refuses you, and that would suck donkey balls but at least then you could move on. And she may return the feelings. But if you do nothing, them most likely nothing will happen.

My advice: get a handle on your poly-drug addict tendencies so you seem to be a better man-selection. It'll help you regardless of the outcome of this. No one wants a junkie, that's the sad, but honest, truth.

dogs

Cats

Dogs

Pets are awesome. Just met an awesome young dog tonight, and I miss my cats.

 

[psy997]

How's everyone doing tonight? I've been relatively boring to an outsider's perspective, but have gotten sooo much done tonight with my music collection. I've been sitting on the couch in front of my speakers with my laptop since I woke up 7 hours ago just tagging music and adding to iTunes. Classic house, deep house, tech house, nu-disco, but mostly the almighty techno. Did around 8mg 3-meo-pcp maybe four hours ago? Probably gonna do a little more along with a tad bit of 4-aco-met. Not planning on doing much tonight besides tagging, seeing as I have a metric fuckton of music to go, 82.8gb worth, so that should make it a bit more interesting.

It's funny how un-christmas-y everything feels to me. Maybe it's the more frequent going far out on mind-expanding chemicals? Dunno.

EDIT: Techno sure doesn't help in coalescing a christmas vibe now that I think about it... Unless santa's a monged out house head making his way around earth only due to excessive uses of stimulants and empathogens.

 

[pharmakos]

haven't listened to this yet but it might be interesting:

 

[coelophysis]

It's funny how un-christmas-y everything feels to me. Maybe it's the more frequent going far out on mind-expanding chemicals? Dunno.

For me it's living on my own with my gf and just being able to make ends meet each month makes it Christmas all the time to be perfectly honest.
But it could be the chemicals too.

Just can't get into christmas this year. I think this is the second year we havent gotten a tree. Though we did consider getting an artificial tree.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

For what it's worth, the combos feels 100% zafe to me, I have tried MXE + MDMA (always go up on the MXE first and then hit up under 50% of your normal MDMA dose) quite a number of times and every time it feels completely bening, as well as wonderful and beautiful. One of my favorite combos, it synergized so well you can barely believe it. Be careful, but after trying these combos myself, my conclusion is that such intense caution is not needed. Though I myse,f did write a report cautioning 4-FA + MXE, I took a large amount of 4-FA and MDMA is not the same as 4-FA.



Indeed it is. And an indoor picnic blanket is a repurposed kitchen table substitute.



I think it's genetics dawg. You know, that Kenyan blood that proves he was ineligible to be the President in the first place? I need to see a birth certificate!!!

8)



I feel you man, this post made me feel inexplicably sad. Love is such a funny thing. I would consider telling whoever this is in real life. The worst case scenario is that she refuses you, and that would suck donkey balls but at least then you could move on. And she may return the feelings. But if you do nothing, them most likely nothing will happen.

My advice: get a handle on your poly-drug addict tendencies so you seem to be a better man-selection. It'll help you regardless of the outcome of this. No one wants a junkie, that's the sad, but honest, truth.



Cats

Dogs

Pets are awesome. Just met an awesome young dog tonight, and I miss my cats.

Massive quote but I assure you, she read it. I just got off the phone with her...
she knows. She's a bler
I wouldn't say I have poly drug addict tendencies though anymore
Just feel like I gotta make that known ya know

 

[vortech]

I miss tripping with my cat. She has saved my ass a few times. Came in the house crazy as fuck after taking the bus home and walking a few miles drunk and on 7g shrooms after not tripping in years. I was going nuts, not sure how I made it home at all, crawled in bed, and she just laid on top of me and didn't move until it was over. Like this calming presence bringing me back when I was losing it.

Another time I was on mxe and dpt and it was the wildest shit. Like she just looked at me and commanded me to look right her eyes and took me into space/hyperspace. So nuts.

Another time to basically do the same thing and I wasted the opportunity. Got some stupid idea to take mxe/4 aco dmt and then drive to the movies before it kicked in to see Cloud Atlas. Made it out the apartment gate and then turned around praying I didn't run over any kids. So stupid. Go inside and I'm kinda off w/ a lot of anxiety because of how stupid I felt. Sat down in first chair I saw, cat hopped up on my lap. Had taken some etiz b/c I wanted to kill the trip. Cat is purring and just so happy... and just... took on this weird look she always did when I was tripping. Like this alien inteligence is revealed that just masquerades as cats and is like "hey now you're on our level lets really hang out." My mind is racing and shit and I start talking to her and say " i love you" and she just looks right in my eyes and almost grins... starts purring like she is going to explode and I feel us merge and we kinda start to blast off to wherever... except the fucking etiz is kicking in. She is still locked on me, not looking away, and I feel her keep trying. and after a few minutes is like "oh well sorry"....

Used to have three other cats about 10 years ago. First few times I tripped on mushrooms, remember talking to them and interacting with them. They sure did act like they understood every word I said and were interacting with the colors and shit I saw don the walls and floors. Pawing at them and shit

kitties

Yes! Kitties and tripping are a magical combo. Funny you mentioned about mxe and dpt because I had a very similar experience with that combo. My cat sensed the trippiness acutely and there were a couple times when the wave got really intense he tried to get out of the room and meowed kinda distressed but after a few seconds the intensity waned. That night I don't think my cat had ever looked at me so intensely, not like he was confused, but like he could see and understood it was some seriously sacred stuff occurring. At one point he got on my bed and sat down on my face with his tail wrapping around my neck. I forget exactly what happened then but it felt like he was either protecting me or he was tuning into the spirits by doing that. I didnt let him stay there for long, but his tail remained connected to me, and it transformed into an entirely different thing that was harvesting the energy from my respiration...or something...our energy fused and his tail and my neck became one. He became God-like with wisdom, and I saw his true energy. Whatever happened, he has never tried to sit on my face like that before (not that I would have let him in any other state of mind anyway) so there was something different about him, 'contact high' maybe.

 

[Erikmen]

Why does he gotta be brown!?!

Good question!

 

[Crashing]

I guess they were going for obscure elements of realism down at the press.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

MO BIRD THAN ATLANTA ZOO
anyway
what is PD doing this week
this week i think i'mma hit up these crackas i was in jail with and see about an eighth of shroomz

 

[Crashing]

Hopefully going headphoning in mexico.

 

[coelophysis]

^ Dis one know

 

[JackiePeyton]

Husband is confiscating my AMT- something about my mental condition

 

[pharmakos]

are you on antidepressants?

AMT + antidepressants is a no-no

 

[JackiePeyton]

Yes I was instructed to stop the awful things ahead- thanks TNW.

 

[pharmakos]

tbh i think that if you were free of other substances then AMT would probably good for you

it can be a bit of a mentally addictive chemical to some people, but not everyone gets that

 

[JackiePeyton]

Really? Can u elaborate plz? All I hear is mixed

 

[psy997]

I guess they were going for obscure elements of realism down at the press.

HAHAHAH love it.

Guys, I've had the most amazing experience the past 15 hours Truly out of this world. More than just my life, my energy and soul in this life, this reality. It sounds insane, but I finally reached an impasse where I was forced to let another energy into this vessel that I had presumably been fighting allowing for whoever knows how long. My higher self would not let me eat, watch the movie I was planning on watching, nothing, until I got it resolved. It even told me I had to turn back on the music I'd had playing earlier to get my into a state that would allow such a transformation and bonding to occur, which happened to be Maceo Plex and a couple other records off his label Ellum. "Reconcile the brothers, reconcile the brothers....have you done it yet? No? You cannot eat then. No, you cannot start the movie" Ahhh god I need to type it into a report, I must talk to Asante about this one.