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^Take a breather son. I follow your line of thought and have had nearly an identical one myself over the last year or so but have recently come to realize that there are a very few beautiful down to earth/empathetic women left out there. Also, I apologize if I worded that last sentence poorly it's just due to my bitch of a tolerance I have consumed enough of a certain amount of a drug to put all of PD social in a hole for a week:|
 
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I woke up this morning and my pipes were frozen again... I forgot it was going to get really fucking cold overnight and I didn't put my heater out there to avoid it. :\ It's out there now, hopefully soon it will warm them up enough to get water flowing again, and there won't be any pipe cracks. Makes me nervous. I have to wash dishes, clean laundry, and take a shower before I have company later.

240sxLover said:
I woke up on my friend's couch this morning without the slightest idea how I'd got there, with a strange wound on my chest that I don't remember receiving, and my wallet missing. Luckily, it somehow ended up in my friend's pocket, and he brought it back to me. I Have no clue why he had my wallet hahah... alcohol is a hardcore drug man. I took to chugging straight out of a bottle of 100 proof rum to try and drown my sorrow, and instead I just ended up blacking out for most of the night.

Sometimes I wonder whether it's truly possible to reach happiness and contentment in life. I've never known it.
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Alcohol is a hell of a drug...

Just wanted to say though, that there are attractive women who are cool people. Sorry you have been having such trouble though. Women troubles are some of the worst kind a guy can encounter.

trozzle said:
So my first attempt of mixing MDMA and MXE last night was exceptionally underwhelming hahaha...

T+0 20mg MXE
T+0:45 150mg MDMA
T+ 1:45 20mg MXE
T+ 2:15 90mg MDMA

Barely felt off baseline for the most part. Just very awake yet slightly off. If anything it felt like the drugs were working against each other somehow, rather than synergistically :(
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Man, bummer. :( Maybe not everyone responds the way that I do?
 
So my guitar player has been missing for 2 days. The drummer/his best friend/roommate called me to say he's worried because he hasn't seen or heard from him since Friday and his phone is off. We were supposed to record all weekend. Last time I saw him was Thursday night and he was at the beginning of an MDMA binge and getting him to focus was impossible. He also went back on klonopins because they help him stay stable, but he's been taking 4 or 5 a day instead of 1. Dude's just a mess right now. :( I wish he'd chill the fuck out, if we find him I think we're going to maybe do some sort of intervention. The band is never going to get anywhere if he doesn't calm down and focus. We have to have a press kit and demo CD with 4 songs ready in less than a week if we want to be able to play at a festival we have already been promised a spot at (because the drummer knows the organizers and helped them organize a festival in the past). We only have 1 song recorded so far. The rest of us have been willing to do whatever it takes, and spend very long hours almost every day to get it done. It's frustrating. :\

I'm hoping he didn't get arrested since he still has a bench warrant out. I'm worried about him. He has SO MUCH potential... anyone who can sit down and listen to Stevie Ray Vaughan licks for a minute or so and then flawlessly execute them first try at tempo with no mistakes has to be one of the best players in the world. And I love the guy, he's such a good and nice person who just wants to bring love to the world. But he's fucking himself over so bad right now. I really want him to succeed, all he has is music. It would be such a shame for drugs to ruin that for him.
 
Yeah, sorry for my misogynistic hate speech guys. I was really drunk again last night when I posted that.

It has been a hard four days for me as I've been denying myself pot, and pot's the one drug in life I've truly had any concerning 'addiction' to. I really didn't want to put it down. And of course, when I finally quit, my friend gets in the best looking bud he has EVER had. Now I get to sit here and hear everyone talking about how dank this bud is while I'm struggling to get myself to stop consuming such an expensive drug on the daily.
 
I need a role model in my life
I am going to live like dis
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240s I'm having a pretty tough time quitting the pot. It sucks, definitely more stressed out..
 
As always, rather than just blame the drug itself I'd like to think it had a bit to do with set/setting in that perhaps I was expecting a little more haha....though given the dosages, even the MDMA itself without the added MXE should've had more effect alone :( not a worry, was still a fantastic night :) now I know to save the MXE for the comedown haha
 
Lol are you serious dude? I'm all for a nice stiff drink but please, hold the sugar. Ever since they stopped putting caffeine in those I've had no use for them. In fact I thought they went extinct. What's so gross about slamming back a steel reserve tall boy?
 
Xorkoth said:
So my guitar player has been missing for 2 days. The drummer/his best friend/roommate called me to say he's worried because he hasn't seen or heard from him since Friday and his phone is off. We were supposed to record all weekend. Last time I saw him was Thursday night and he was at the beginning of an MDMA binge and getting him to focus was impossible. He also went back on klonopins because they help him stay stable, but he's been taking 4 or 5 a day instead of 1. Dude's just a mess right now. :( I wish he'd chill the fuck out, if we find him I think we're going to maybe do some sort of intervention. The band is never going to get anywhere if he doesn't calm down and focus. We have to have a press kit and demo CD with 4 songs ready in less than a week if we want to be able to play at a festival we have already been promised a spot at (because the drummer knows the organizers and helped them organize a festival in the past). We only have 1 song recorded so far. The rest of us have been willing to do whatever it takes, and spend very long hours almost every day to get it done. It's frustrating. :\

I'm hoping he didn't get arrested since he still has a bench warrant out. I'm worried about him. He has SO MUCH potential... anyone who can sit down and listen to Stevie Ray Vaughan licks for a minute or so and then flawlessly execute them first try at tempo with no mistakes has to be one of the best players in the world. And I love the guy, he's such a good and nice person who just wants to bring love to the world. But he's fucking himself over so bad right now. I really want him to succeed, all he has is music. It would be such a shame for drugs to ruin that for him.
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Well, he's in jail. He got arrested for: DUI, resisting arrest, larceny (theft) and open container. :\ The drummer (his best friend/roommate) isn't sure if he wants to bail him out, or at least not yet... it would only be $300 to bond him out but we're thinking maybe he needs to sit in there a while... if he gets out now we're afraid he'll just do something else dumb. He's probably going to do some real time, since in addition to these new charges he violated his probation and has a separate shoplifting charge from the past he never dealt with (not what the probation was for).

God I hope he gets his shit together... so much promise but he's fucking crazy right now. I guess the band is on hold until he figures his shit out/gets past this. :( Which sucks ass because we had a couple of gigs in the books including a festival.

On the plus side I got my girl over now and we're having a great time, and I just found out some amazing news about some friends. :)
 
Man, that does suck :(

reading that really does emphasise just how dead set keen the US is on incarcerating anyone at any opportunity huh...
 
That's such a bummer Xorkoth... Who knows though, maybe this was exactly what he needed? I know that every time I've gotten in big trouble, whether it be with the law, parents back in high school, etc. it's always left me a better person and been exactly what I needed to get me back on the right path.

On a more positive note, I did MDMA at a dose larger than 100mg for the first time last night at Prydz...oh.my.god. I took somewhere between 130-150mg of really, really good stuff, and then 50mg of methylone two hours later... <3 It felt like my body had been plugged into a universal electrical outlet, as experienced a few times before, but this time with the full current and voltage really let through. I could not believe how amazing it was, and how different the drug was at a higher dosage. Prydz was honestly a massive letdown which was disappointing, but at the same time not, since it caused one of my best friends (who also took the same amount of MDMA and methylone) and I to go to the balcony and have the most engaging, sincere, loving, and exciting conversation for at least an hour and a half. My best friend in the world ended up taking the same amount of MDMA as us maybe an hour and a half, two hours, after we'd dropped after being drunk as shit. In the club he was still looking pretty heavy, leaning against the wall with his girl, which my balcony buddy and I thought was just the MDMA making him feel amazing but the alcohol making him sluggish. I suggested we get some free water, which we did, and then we ended up leaving almost right after. In the car on the way back (friend's friend picked us all up) all of the sudden his body language changes, he looks at me with the widest eyes, and says "it just hit me". Somehow it hadn't absorbed or something with him not being well hydrated and only having alcohol in his stomach? Needless to say, immediately all the effects of the alcohol left him and then there were three of us on the literal top of the world. We ended up just sitting around on the couch listening to music and having possibly one of the greatest conversations we've had in years for hours and hours. It was truly magical and everything I wanted and needed :)
 
trozzle said:
As always, rather than just blame the drug itself I'd like to think it had a bit to do with set/setting in that perhaps I was expecting a little more haha....though given the dosages, even the MDMA itself without the added MXE should've had more effect alone :( not a worry, was still a fantastic night :) now I know to save the MXE for the comedown haha
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Don't worry, guys. Trozzle is just mentally broken, so to speak. And yes, it's okay I said that, I'm his girlfriend. Haha. So I'm new to this scene, so forgive me if I word any of this wrong etc. :D
While out, he accidently have me a cap of the MXE instead of my redose of MDMA.
While in the club, i stopped feeling like I wanted to dance, and started to feel more like sitting down and having giant D'n'm's (deep and meaningful convos) with everyone. I quite literally went from feeling hypo as hell, to mentally feeling alot more calmer, just with some of the physical effects i get from mdma(jaw clenching/shaking etc).

And while Standing in the club on the damcefloor, in front of the speakers, like my skin felt energised. With every line of the bass from the speakers where we were standing felt like it was resonating inside of me. I felt so alost connected to the music. The hairs on my arms were standing up and everything. Like it was such a weird feeling..

Then While walking to the convenience store for my friend to buy smokes, the fairy lights and lights along the way looked cool, like the same but they looked like tiny fireworks with the colours etc. Yes, i know I sound mental cause I'm not sure what effects to expect while mixing these two. Haha.
But while sober and taking the MXE, i didn't like the effects, i felt slow and sluggish and just super drunk. Not my thing I guess. Haha.

Then when we got home, smoked a cone, and all the lights were off, the magic begun for me! Laying on the bed for a bit, it didn't quite feel like I was laying on a bed. It felt like I was kinda floating above it a bit, if that makes sense. Like not quite touching it, but I knew it was there.
And attempting to find the bathroom door was sooooo hard to do hah.
So that was such a struggle, then finding my way back to bed was a mission and a half! Hahaha.

It's kinda hard to describe how I was feeling, because I don't have much to compare it too. But the easiest way I could describe it, is i felt alive. For like the first time in my life I was aware of myself. If that makes sense. Hahaha. I was oddly energised, but at the same time very relaxed. I felt very sponge-like. Like I was taking in all that was around me. :)

But overall, i loved the feeling the MXE gave me this time. :)
 
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Damn cracka thats like a speed length post
i just feel ballin when i put on rick rawss
i wanna smoke a cone mane
not fair that i can do all manner of drugs
 
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Colour.me.happy said:
Yes, i know I sound mental cause I'm not sure what effects to expect while mixing these two
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That didn't sound even near mental! I know exactly what you're talking about with the skin energization too, I felt that extremely intensely while rolling last night also. No MXE to add in unfortunately, only some methylone on top.

Good to hear from you!
 
Trozz
go to a kesha concert
take mdma
do it
or see dj hype
if you havent seen hype you havent lived
Or at least original sin
i expect to be able to use ya house trozz/ladyfriend when the LMZ Australian tour goes down
id be on d-amp at least
and i wanna see if i cant catch one of the kangaroos in ya yard. I can run fast on amphetamines.
i wouldnt hurt him, id just wanna pet him
and give him a few pills.
i reckon about 40mg of dextroamphetamine is a good dose for a kangaroo. 40 to start with at least. Id venture to say hed enjoy himselves. He can chill with me and hop around. Ill show him goldie and shit.
and we can let him have a heineken or two with us
show a kangaroo a real good time.
amirite? Im being dead serious as well.
 
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psy997 said:
That didn't sound even near mental! I know exactly what you're talking about with the skin energization too, I felt that extremely intensely while rolling last night also. No MXE to add in unfortunately, only some methylone on top.

Good to hear from you!
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Ahh, goodie! I'm glad it's not just me! Hahaha. ?
 
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