Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Ah, bummer, yeah it's been wonderful here, it is supposed to possibly snow a little on Saturday though, I'm bummed about that. But Thursday is 74 degrees and right after Saturday it goes back up to the low 60s.
I haven't solo tripped in a long while. I used to love it but I'm afraid I'd get bored or lonely tripping by myself these days. I suppose i could trip around my friends while they're not tripping but it would make me feel awkward and like I have to socialize which I'm not good at while tripping. I like to trip with 2-3 friends who are also tripping in a comfortable spot where I can lay down and listen to music.
Spring is definitely upon us here in Asheville. I found myself tripping twice in 1 week last week which a lot more than my usual
Once every 2-3 months. I finally got to try 4 ho met which was quite lovely but a little on the weak side as far as psychedelia. I did take some etizolam a couple hours before dosing so that could be why it was lacking in that area. I took a little over 20mg and now I'm wondering if next time I should dose more or dose the same and leave out the etizolam. And my other trip last week was on AL-LAD, 150ug while hiking with Xork and and our bass player buddy.
Hmm I wonder if the al lad tolerance could have caused the 4 ho met to be weaker. There was 5 days in between the trips.
I decided to try something new today and woke up hella early and was in the gym by 6am. I think I found my new favorite time to work out. It gives me a bunch of energy afterwards and I have my evenings free to smoke weed and drink beer.
I'm starting to think I like solo tripping wayyyy more than tripping with people. With others I always concern myself over whether or not they're comfortable or having a good time, what have you. But alone, I can just lay there and do whatever I like, thinking deeply about life and the universe. I had an amazing solo trip yesterday which ended with me getting it on with my girlfriend while we watched the x-files, then she stayed the night and we actually slept quite well next to each other :D
Seeing my favorite cat yesterday was great too, her old roommate lives in this old ass house and it was SOOOO fun exploring it (I've literally never seen a basement before since I grew up below sea level) with cats following me around and yowling and shit. I felt like they acted differently because I was on L, more playful, would come when I beckoned them, etc. Truly a fantastic trip, it couldn't have turned out better!
Yeah. It used to be on scifiI remember when I quit drinking and couldn't fall asleep until 6am-9am for a few weeks. No cable, the twilight zone was the only thing on besides infomercials around 5am I think. Good (horrible) times.