Mr. Krinkle
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You know, it rings through to me incrementally clearer that you inhabit I real catch 22 position in life.This past week has been one of my worst, because I've been using alcohol to treat my Klonopin withdrawal, with disastrous results. I don't even know which one is making me sicker at this point. I've been spending my days & nights puking, shaking, sweating and s#!tting.
Now I'm trying to taper off of the alcohol. I've been up for the past three days, mainly living on pretzels and applesauce. I'm so overtired that it feels as though I've forgotten how to sleep. I'm almost borderline manic.
I understand why they say on Intervention, "Don't try to be your own treatment center."!
It is the substances and the level of shaking and puking that is concerning. Alcohol and clonazepam. First off congrats AT for finding some balance even though you have benzo habit. We are tough f*ckers. Keep the balance and you can ride until you are ready to taper off. Your body knows what to do. Sticking with close to the same amount each day would be safest. We need DF to do the same. And I think he will.You know, it rings through to me incrementally clearer that you inhabit I real catch 22 position in life.
Stop talking about getting old like it's a bad thing
I'll tell ya what - I can still rock socks into the broad daylight and tell ya what again
I like getting old because I feel like I just get more seasoned
So I'm like a cross of who I used to be in my teens and then my 20s and then my 30s and whatever was next - to who I am now
And I'm still the same cocky fuck I've always been but a lot less volatile... At least I think so anyway
And then there's that too - where I just don't give a fuck what anybody else thinks because I'm too old to give a fuck
I'm not really un-happy with life at all... In fact, I'd be more than happy to come back and do it all over again
Maybe in a different time and dimension
But whatever
Count me fuckin IN
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I kind of forgot about Experimental Jet Set, that was a gooder too. Probably the last one I really got into.
I saw them at Lollapalooza in 95, it was a huge pilgrimage for me thumbing my way out there when I was pretty young and finally seeing them. I remember feeling in my bones that they were going to do Teenage Rio for the encore, but they never did. A couple years ago I saw a note on the internet saying it was on their setlist but they never played it![]()
Hi, lol. Yes they're in sublime shape this course stage.Beautiful weed plants. Outdoor growing is fun. ( i know )![]()
Glad to hear that you're feeling better and thank you for telling the community, it's important information for us to have.Didnt speak about it until now but i probably should just as a warning for others planning on binging FXE for extended periods. It once again bit me back hard last week and i noticed that when i would dose orally i would get an intense burning in my gut an hour later that lingered. Like a fool a kept on going for awhile and eventually that burn turned into extreme pain and i started vomiting non-stop.
Had to immediately stop the FXE but the vomiting persisted, ended up in the hospital eventually after not holding down food and water for days. They gave me IV Ondansetron and Fluids and the symptoms improved, sent me home with twenty Ondansetron Tablets which i took over the days since. Once changing my diet to only Water, Oatmeal, Chicken Soup and Protein Drinks ive improved alot.
Today im doing well but im sticking to this diet for a couple weeks, will be adding in some veggies like Broccoli and Carrots. This whole situation has turned me off using Dissos for awhile. When i do start again im only going to plug FXE heavily diluted and use maybe once every 3-4 weeks. Be careful out there guys, some of these drugs are not friendly when you abuse them.