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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Havent used any dissociatives in three days.

Plan on taking a month off, then get back into tripping every other week. Give my body a break and let my tolerance drop off again. Ordered a new batch of FXE, another 25g's and i have about 10g's left of the old one. So i will have enough for quite awhile if im responsible with it.
 
This past week has been one of my worst, because I've been using alcohol to treat my Klonopin withdrawal, with disastrous results. I don't even know which one is making me sicker at this point. I've been spending my days & nights puking, shaking, sweating and s#!tting.

Now I'm trying to taper off of the alcohol. I've been up for the past three days, mainly living on pretzels and applesauce. I'm so overtired that it feels as though I've forgotten how to sleep. I'm almost borderline manic.

I understand why they say on Intervention, "Don't try to be your own treatment center."!
 
Dreamflyer said:
This past week has been one of my worst, because I've been using alcohol to treat my Klonopin withdrawal, with disastrous results. I don't even know which one is making me sicker at this point. I've been spending my days & nights puking, shaking, sweating and s#!tting.

Now I'm trying to taper off of the alcohol. I've been up for the past three days, mainly living on pretzels and applesauce. I'm so overtired that it feels as though I've forgotten how to sleep. I'm almost borderline manic.

I understand why they say on Intervention, "Don't try to be your own treatment center."!
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You know, it rings through to me incrementally clearer that you inhabit I real catch 22 position in life.

Hopping on coals is my analogy. There's almost no lesser evil road at times.

I've been putting survival primary, well feeling balance enough & control, choice how to live nearly equal.


I reckon some proper Noble kava rightly prepped though in your case can't be worse than the booze, and is off the hook re dependence too so it's only WD but never from the take or leave kava.
 
AutoTripper said:
You know, it rings through to me incrementally clearer that you inhabit I real catch 22 position in life.
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It is the substances and the level of shaking and puking that is concerning. Alcohol and clonazepam. First off congrats AT for finding some balance even though you have benzo habit. We are tough f*ckers. Keep the balance and you can ride until you are ready to taper off. Your body knows what to do. Sticking with close to the same amount each day would be safest. We need DF to do the same. And I think he will. ;) Especially when seizures can be around the corner.

I guess people can binge and binge and get away with it until one day they don't. DF, you already know taking 32 k-pins doesn't do much for you. You still had insomnia. So now it is a simple step to take as prescribed. With the drinking I would also find an amount, like say only 2 beers a day and stick to that. Then go lower. You may have insomnia for a week, but I would be willing to bet after that week (being balanced) that you will sleep again. Take that next script and use the same amount each day. But if you don't none of us like being a cop lol, I hate telling people what to do. We just want you to be safe. But also i never want anyone to think I am coming down on them. CC knows that too and takes the advice as lovingly as he can. That is all. Keep yourself well.
 
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Oh man Sonic Youth... I used to be such a huge fan. Actually still such a huge fan, but don't listen to them very often. To me, Daydream Nation was their masterpiece, but I loved Goo and Dirty and pretty much all their pre-Daydream Nation stuff too. I stopped following them after Washing Machine, which my teenage self would be so sad to hear, but their music is really lodged in that formative part of the music psyche that you go through in your teenage years.

long live sonic youth
 
I kind of forgot about Experimental Jet Set, that was a gooder too. Probably the last one I really got into.

I saw them at Lollapalooza in 95, it was a huge pilgrimage for me thumbing my way out there when I was pretty young and finally seeing them. I remember feeling in my bones that they were going to do Teenage Rio for the encore, but they never did. A couple years ago I saw a note on the internet saying it was on their setlist but they never played it :cry:
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
Stop talking about getting old like it's a bad thing

I'll tell ya what - I can still rock socks into the broad daylight and tell ya what again

I like getting old because I feel like I just get more seasoned

So I'm like a cross of who I used to be in my teens and then my 20s and then my 30s and whatever was next - to who I am now

And I'm still the same cocky fuck I've always been but a lot less volatile... At least I think so anyway

And then there's that too - where I just don't give a fuck what anybody else thinks because I'm too old to give a fuck


I'm not really un-happy with life at all... In fact, I'd be more than happy to come back and do it all over again

Maybe in a different time and dimension

But whatever

Count me fuckin IN


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You know what, thanks dude, I appreciate that, and needed it right now. I guess I'm just right at that point where I just turned 40. It's weirding me out a bit, even though I didn't think it would. I find myself making "old man jokes", but I don't really feel old. I just feel like I'm supposed to or something.

Fuck age, it's just a number. I'm just doing my thing. Thanks for the reminder :rockon:

What's a little joint pain for wisdom anyway?
 
Been using dissociatives pretty heavily again. Ketamine or FXE most nights. Don't have any today though I have 2g of FXE on its way. Woke up feeling bored and down because I dont have my vices. So I think I'm gonna do some 4-HO-MET tonight I think. I'm hoping the trip will help provide me with a different perspective and feel a bit better when I wake up tomorrow than I did today. I'm getting back to the point where I feel that I need one chemical or another to get through the day, or to have something to look forward to after work or to enjoy my weekend at all. Somethings gotta give. I've been doing pretty good this last year, at least compared to the rest of my adult life leading up to this year. I don't want to fall back into heavy addiction and I'm definitely inching my way there. Gonna take 17mg of 4-HO_MET and just relax and watch some anime. May redose or add some 4-HO-MIPT later on if things go well

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Changed my mind. I did mescaline and mdma last weekend, and by doing a psychedelic tonight ultimately I'm just replacing dissociatives with a psychedelic, no matter what my justification may be. So tonight I'm just gonna eat good food, fill the void that way. Will try to get some exercise at some point and do some chores. Hopefully get to sleep at a decent time despite sleeping in until 5pm today. Really needed the sleep so trying not to beat myself up for that. Just don't wanna screw up my sleep schedule any more and tripping won't help with that either. Will probably smoke a bowl of weed at some point but other than that it's just food and cartoons for me tonight
 
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Holy crap you guys. Keeping in mind I need learn to shut up about a lot of stuff, I still want to express my amazement at what I've been able to visualize lately. It had been depressing me for a long while how the ecological numbers weren't adding up to anything pretty, not necessarily connecting to the pipedreams the bigger minds have for the future. But I'm intuively grasping Kurtzweil's singularity concept now, and can somewhat see the pathway.

I'm trying to ween off the DMXE and focus on the boring implementary details, but it's really hard not to keep looking at imagery this exciting. Creative rescheduling allows for work 'n planning not be disturbed too much, but holy freaking shit you guys.
 
perpetualdawn said:
I kind of forgot about Experimental Jet Set, that was a gooder too. Probably the last one I really got into.

I saw them at Lollapalooza in 95, it was a huge pilgrimage for me thumbing my way out there when I was pretty young and finally seeing them. I remember feeling in my bones that they were going to do Teenage Rio for the encore, but they never did. A couple years ago I saw a note on the internet saying it was on their setlist but they never played it :cry:
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i saw them at that Lolla too - forgot about that - i liked that year - i remember also seeing Cypress Hill, the Geraldine Fibbers, Redman, Laika, and Hole
 
kiely said:
Beautiful weed plants. Outdoor growing is fun. ( i know ) 🕶️
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Hi, lol. Yes they're in sublime shape this course stage.

Weather permitting they should do well. Fast things too.

I usually enjoy the whole experience of watching them grow, moving about for sun, smelling the roses too.

The Jack Herer has a real sweet Skunk smell and we have 5 of those too, one bit dwarfed start more indica pheno but still 20-30 gr I bet

Other 4 pretty large Sativa Ladies.
 
Didnt speak about it until now but i probably should just as a warning for others planning on binging FXE for extended periods. It once again bit me back hard last week and i noticed that when i would dose orally i would get an intense burning in my gut an hour later that lingered. Like a fool a kept on going for awhile and eventually that burn turned into extreme pain and i started vomiting non-stop.

Had to immediately stop the FXE but the vomiting persisted, ended up in the hospital eventually after not holding down food and water for days. They gave me IV Ondansetron and Fluids and the symptoms improved, sent me home with twenty Ondansetron Tablets which i took over the days since. Once changing my diet to only Water, Oatmeal, Chicken Soup and Protein Drinks ive improved alot.

Today im doing well but im sticking to this diet for a couple weeks, will be adding in some veggies like Broccoli and Carrots. This whole situation has turned me off using Dissos for awhile. When i do start again im only going to plug FXE heavily diluted and use maybe once every 3-4 weeks. Be careful out there guys, some of these drugs are not friendly when you abuse them.
 
cosmic charlie said:
Didnt speak about it until now but i probably should just as a warning for others planning on binging FXE for extended periods. It once again bit me back hard last week and i noticed that when i would dose orally i would get an intense burning in my gut an hour later that lingered. Like a fool a kept on going for awhile and eventually that burn turned into extreme pain and i started vomiting non-stop.

Had to immediately stop the FXE but the vomiting persisted, ended up in the hospital eventually after not holding down food and water for days. They gave me IV Ondansetron and Fluids and the symptoms improved, sent me home with twenty Ondansetron Tablets which i took over the days since. Once changing my diet to only Water, Oatmeal, Chicken Soup and Protein Drinks ive improved alot.

Today im doing well but im sticking to this diet for a couple weeks, will be adding in some veggies like Broccoli and Carrots. This whole situation has turned me off using Dissos for awhile. When i do start again im only going to plug FXE heavily diluted and use maybe once every 3-4 weeks. Be careful out there guys, some of these drugs are not friendly when you abuse them.
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Glad to hear that you're feeling better and thank you for telling the community, it's important information for us to have.

I was one of those people who found that my FXE use made my bladder feel better. My bladder wasn't in good shape due to heavy 3meopcp, 3hopcp and MXPR abuse, but when I started using FXE my urinary frequency improved. Went from using the bathroom every 20-60 minutes to being able to go every few hours. Was tricked into thinking it was somehow helping. I typically snort it and initially it would go in my nose like air. No pain or discomfort, but after using it more it causes pretty bad pain upon snorting and after a session I can hardly breathe my nose is so plugged, my nose is in pain whether or not I have just used any. It'll typically take at least a week for my nose to heal up a bit.

FXE gives off the initial impression that it's benign but it'd appear to be anything but. Not to mention how badly moreish it is for me. I struggle to control my dissociative use as is but I'll easily use over a gram in a session because I just can't stop. I mean I do have a tolerance but 1g or more in a matter of hours is excessive
 
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