unodelacosa
Bluelighter
My take on it is: go with either 4-AcO-MET or 2C-B ingested orally. I’m with @Xorkoth and Idk how some people can snort 2C-B like it’s no biggie. That shit feels like snorting hot, ground-up glass and the pain doesn’t go away as the trip comes on hella fast. However, the RoA also brings about anxiogenesis as does freebasing/vaporizing 2C-B, so to me, it’s much better if ingested orally.So I am thinking about tripping tomorrow. It'll be my 1st trip in over a year. I've been meaning to for the past 5 weeks or so but when my weekend rolls around, I chicken out. I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety attacks lately and that's part of why I've been putting it off. I'm afraid of having an anxiety attack while tripping.
I also broke 3 bones in my left hand about 5 weeks ago. It's healing up nicely, but one finger is still in a cast. I'm afraid that if I trip I'll become hyperfixated on my broken hand and will be tempted to take the cast off. Psychedelics always have amplified whatever discomfort I feel physically. Has anyone ever tripped with broken bones before? If so, how did it go?
I've tripped probably close to 100 times in my life, so I'm familiar with their effects. I don't know why I've built up so much anxiety around taking one this time around. The isolation caused by the pandemic has taken a toll on my mental health. I always feel better after a trip, so I know that it'll be worth any discomfort that I face during the experience.
I'm trying to decide what to take. I'm debating between; 2CB, 4-ACO-MET, 4-ACO-DMT or 4-HO-MIPT. My gut is telling me to go with a tryptamine. I feel like the 4-aco-met lacks headspace, so it may be less likely to trigger anxiety. 2CB might be a good choice because it's so gentle. My gut is telling me to choose 4-ACO-DMT or 4-HO-MIPT. I've only done each 2 or 3 times each. The 4-HO-MIPT may be a good choice due to it being more likely to go in a positive direction, but I worry about the stimulating body load. 4-ACO-DMT might be a good choice due to it not being as stimulating. Either way I will probably keep my dose to 16mg or under. I do have Mirtazapine which I've heard can be used to abort a trip.
I'm gonna take 900mg of Phenibut when I wake up. We'll see how I'm feeling once it kicks in. If i decide against it then I'll likely try 4-Me-tmp for the 3rd time to see if I can find any redeeming qualities.
Sorry for the long post. I wanted to type my thoughts out and maybe get some input in the process. I didn't want to post an unnecessary thread so I thought I'd try posting here
Also, they say the hydrobromide salt burns less than the hydrochloride, but for me the HBr hurt enough to avoid insufflating the HCl altogether.
Personally I love the drugs 4-HO-MET (“Colour”) and 4-AcO-MET (“Comet”) and find them to be a friendly headspace with a tendency toward “outrospection”, so to speak, instead of introspection like some psychedelics tend to bring out in me. Not that introspection is bad, but I have to be in the mood for it.