Well, it worked but in listening to what I made, I'm less then impressed

Ended up taking 75ug ETHLAD and 25mg
4-HO-DPT a few hours later. When the tryptamine kicked in, I was totally floored and lay in bed for a few hours feeling quite uncomfortable at first but slowly came to accept the situation. Had some beautiful insight into my bupe maintenance. Rather than hate that I'm on it, I realised that it's only when abusing opioid that my life starts to suck and I feel like I let go of a deep sense of shame and disappointment and frustration. I realised I was sort of destroying the present moment by constantly regretting things I did in the past- some of those were totally fucked and I suffered for it then...why suffer twice? My life is literally zillions of times better now. The bupe is just a medicine that I'm using for now, and I don't abuse it- it maintains stability and things have flourished on that foundation. It's been good for me when the alternatives are considered. Some beautiful psychedelic healing.

ETHLAD is a wonderful drug at lower doses.
I tried DMXE- insufflated 20mg x2. Very nice substance, really similar to MXE but less emotional. But I find myself slightly bored of dissociative...
Haven't slept in over 48hrs though, feeling very scattered and have drunk too much kava