I remember you, what's up man, how you doing?
Stimulants often clear up colds and things. Or mask them. Meth is a genuine cure though...
Shits, its been years since I've taken that garbage. I cannot imagine taking it again. I mean, each to their own but I think meth is fucking dirty.
I did meth 3 times, all in the same year (my ex-neighbor/friend did it sometimes - Possibly RIP D, if not, hope you're better off now). I smoked it each time. Each time I found the high to be pretty good, although certainly not even in my top 3 stimulants (I prefer dexamp to be honest, in high doses anyway). The reason I feel it's garbage is that the comedown was by far the worst I have experienced from a stimulant, all 3 times. I'd feel quite good for a couple of hours, then pretty good for like 5 more, then SO FUCKING BAD for a long time. Each time it left me feeling absolute disgust at meth as a drug, thinking about it for weeks would make me feel negative. Absolutely no desire to do it again until the dust settled and I "forgot" how bad the crash was (ie, convinced myself it wasn't so bad). I honestly doubt I will ever do it again.
Well guys, my voice is totally gone today, I'm pretty annoyed that my boss made me talk to him for a half hour yesterday because it fucked my vocal cords. I'm going to just not talk for at least a whole day. Also not smoke weed or do any drugs (I was already following this for the past couple of days). I've smoked weed one day out of the past 7, and also drank 1 day out of the past 7, and man, I really sleep lightly without weed and/or alcohol. All last night it felt like I only sort of slept, and I had dream after dream after dream. Some of them were pretty cool and some were stressful. But honestly it was almost as intense and vivid as when I did ibogaine and uncontrollably dreamed for days, except when I would wake up I wouldn't keep dreaming, and the dreams were just normal my-brain-style weird, not extremely bizarre ibogaine-style weird. I had to get up to pee a bunch of times for some reason, and every time when I'd lay back down, as soon as I closed my eyes I'd start semi-dreaming again. A lot of the time I was half aware I was dreaming, but I'd go in and out of that. The night seemed to last so long. I do feel fairly rested but it feels like I never got into deep sleep at all. I'm tempted to take some etizolam tonight because it knocks me right out, but I don't want to start getting into a habit of using it for sleep, and anyway I enjoy the vivid dreaming, but I'm pretty used to nights feeling short and sweet, rather than long and restless and at times tedious.