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ah :D I've sucked dick but I'm not into men that much :D

yeah I know but we talk so smoothly it feels like magic.
 
Voetechis gonna be homeless tomorrow unless a miracle comes my way, I moved out of my parents in a space sharing with 2 other friends, and the landlord occupies the rest of the house, is a complete asshole. I step lightly and leave no trace, and when I attempt to make the situation and better I get chewed out because I am not allowed to wash his dishes for instance. The space with my friends is better but not much. They right and argue all day because he lies chronically about what he does, can't save his money, is super selfish an does a lot of unsavory drugs I.e. heroin. I'm in a Suuxone program so when one 2 days of my meds goes missing, I have to wonder what is going on....I feel bad for the girl because she is younger than him, going through such sadness and crying the last few days ,also so much mature. She saves her mo,ey, does everything she can do be the perfect girlfriend, end then i,witness first hand the lack of appreciation, love, reciprocation in the relationship. He will say anything to keep her from,leaving and so far it works because she was packing her bags to move back to Oregon this mornin and he managed to stop her, again. They are equally afraid of being alone. Classic codependent relationship. I want everything to be ok, but since I'm leaving this drama tomorrow, likely to live in a tent in wooods (happily, compared to the previous two spaces), I just hope that either he gets his shit together or she's empowered,enough to get out a toxic untrustworthy relationship. They both deserve a better life than they are giving themselves.
 
I'm a big fan of Tanaaz at Forever Conscious: http://foreverconscious.com/intuitive-astrology-full-moon-eclipse-september-2016

Don't believe just to believe. Look deeper for connections you may not have been aware of before.

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Last night was a big night for me evolutionarily.

A good friend in town and I did 15mg 2C-B for the full moon. It wasn't too strong of a psychedelic experience until I smoked some good dank, put on Master Minded's album Heart and Soul, turned on the MilkDrop visualizer with on it on the big screen TV, and let myself simply observe. Master Minded is a goddamn genius and when Shaman's Dream 936Hz came on I went into a full blown visionary experience that ended up lasting the better part of an hour.

To make a long story short, I now see The Law of One on a completely new and deeper level than ever before. I see how we all fit in, how money is an inherent aberration of The Law of One, what ego truly means on the deepest level of functioning, etc. etc. How I have been in a state of deep and constant disharmony, no matter my learning, by shying away from 'speaking the Word/Truth' and sharing Truth with others no matter my individual point of consciousness' fear of embarrassment and rejection. Breathing and being from my heart in a way that I have not been since a child. Utterly soul evolving and heart awakening realizations and awareness. I am truly joyous and elated to have half a gram of DPT, 10x blotters of ALD-52, and a sample of 2C-E on the way. There is much to learn and using these tools I accelerate my understanding of Love/Light and All/One, furthering my evolution towards higher densities.

We are in this third density experience to learn the lesson of All/One after gaining the awareness of self/other-self in this distortion we call our physical reality. To see and learn that, despite our perceptions of other-selves, we are all one. That is our mission as humans having a human experience at this point in space / time.

For further reading on the subject, check out The Ra Material.

Love and light,
Your brother psy997
 
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It's been an amazing weekend really. Saturday I took 3meopcp in the morning, something i have never done before. I kept taking bumps and smoking weed until I holed. I messaged with this Scorpio-girl too the whole day and today too. It's amazing.
 
just met up with an old roommate and he told me about his mexican ibogaine clinic trip...it sounds crazy !
 
Xammy that Mystic Mama astrology reading of the full moon was dead-on accurate for me and my friends who have been going through it as well. I felt the Apex as you did and I am now quite glad actually that things are chilling out. two and 3 nights ago was incredible, I did some dusting of I don't even know, 5 milligrams of 3 meo and 10 milligrams of just DCK. And I just I don't know man it was a new feeling for Me maybe with the full moon and all the emotions and changes being felt directly from its power, but there were a lot of emotions and when I got back to my friends they were in their volatile emotional state , well she was sad for being lied to and he was sad lying and spending all his money that be needed to save, and hurting her in the process and she was about to leave him but they worked it out. he decided to make some changes I hope he holds his promise for both of their sake otherwise he's just stringing her along like he has been for days and days with his continual lies but I think the problem is fear of being alone, codependency as I mentioned I'm not sure what's healthy but I hope they figure it out they do have potential together but they will also have a lot more lessons to learn in addition to the lessons they've been learning the last few days.
 
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I was too but this year it feels like I've found myself again. Maybe it goes in cycles and I'm gonna be lost again. Just to find myself again. :D

“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.”


"The beginning of love is the will to let those we love be perfectly themselves, the resolution not to twist them to fit our own image. If in loving them we do not love what they are, but only their potential likeness to ourselves, then we do not love them: we only love the reflection of ourselves we find in them”



“How long will this last, this delicious feeling of being alive, of having penetrated the veil which hides beauty and the wonders of celestial vistas? It doesn't matter, as there can be nothing but gratitude for even a glimpse of what exists for those who can become open to it.”
― Alexander Shulgin, Pihkal: A Chemical Love Story

“Some part of me can't wait to see what life's going to come up with next! Anticipation without the usual anxiety. And underneath it all is the feeling that we both belong here, just as we are, right now.”
― Alexander Shulgin

“Our entire universe is contained in the mind and the spirit. We may choose not to find access to it, we may even deny its existence, but it is indeed there inside us...”
― Alexander Shulgin
 
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Bear in mind guys, simply looking for yourself is different from having actually found yourself, and those that do not look for themselves often appear to have found themselves but end up being having a more bloated ego. I'm embracing being completely lost and I'm much more opened up and social thanks to it.

A prime example is when I take too serious of a psychedelic at a party for whatever reason, where I would usually curl up and be completely asocial, but having a few beers here and there and just blurting out all the psychotic bullshit that is in your brain is actually interesting to the people around you. Or maybe my psychotic ramblings are actually interesting and I should start a sect or something.
 
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