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Yeah the things 3-Meo has done for me in a social settings seems like it's lasting. I'm so much more relaxed during conversation, and I actually enjoy having autistic oddities. If you don't like me you're just a dumb fool (this is for all of you random people I meet at parties ) :D Older people seem to love this attitude, so my life is getting a little more interesting. I love binging on this, but the day after I'm a dissociated mess so there is definitely a limit
 
xammy said:
^Nice, I'm from Finland too :)
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I've actually been listening to a fair bit of Finnish metal of late. Do you, are you a metal fan?

I am admiring your Finnish Nazi music.



But also, a cool band called Moonsorrow who make more epic pagan shit. Its good from time to time. :)
 
^Nope, metal is the only genre I don't like I think :D I love all electronic, psytrance, downtempo, techno, house etc! everyone who loves psychedelic music check out www.ektoplazm.com
There's everything from full-on Goa psytrance to Suomisaundi, ambient, zenonesque, glitch music etc.



vortech said:
Xammy you are on a ROLL! Keep it up but don't forget to take a breather once in awhile. Yesterday I finished a highly successful 4-day 3meo roll. Loads of magic, road that line like a tighrope walking over a cliff, helped a lot of people out, brought myself back to equilibrium, made lots of smiles, connections, gifts, art and color of many different mediums, and and didn't get into any trouble. That is how to fly.
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yeah, I took a breather yesterday, probably gonna take today too and maybe rest of the week if possible. Friday I have a party so I'm gonna take some 3-meo again :)

Feeling pretty manic atm because of the wild weekend but I'm naturally happy too so its combination of 3meo mania and happiness in general :)
 
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xammy said:
^Nope, metal is the only genre I don't like I think :D I love all electronic, psytrance, downtempo, techno, house etc! everyone who loves psychedelic music check out www.ektoplazm.com
There's everything from full-on Goa psytrance to Suomisaundi, ambient, zenonesque, glitch music etc.





yeah, I took a breather yesterday, probably gonna take today too and maybe rest of the week if possible. Friday I have a party so I'm gonna take some 3-meo again :)

Feeling pretty manic atm because of the wild weekend but I'm naturally happy too so its combination of 3meo mania and happiness in general :)
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Ha it sounds like we on the same plan. Not to mention same affinity for music. Ill probably dip back into the waters this weekend. Glad we are collaborating on book togather :D
 
^Yeah me too man, we should work on it this week, maybe sober, integrate our magnificent experiences these past few days and report what the hell happened :) This sister thing I had was amazing, we didn't have sex, there was no need and it felt it would ruin the moment. The time will come :) Anyway i can't really describe the feeling, cuddling with the big sister of your first love. They look a lot alike, she's little taller, she's blond and the little sis is brunette. She's totally insane girl, talks about UFOs and shit but I love it! They're both pretty fucked up nowadays, little sis having serious mental problems etc, big sis dependent on opiates etc but she's full of life and love for psychedelics. She's done them a lot more than me, on bigger doses, 3mg of LSD, she's growing shrooms etc. Both are extremely beautiful and nice yet very troubled girls. I could tell a lot more!
 
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Sounds like everyone's having a good time, that's good. :)

I'm up north at the lake house with my family. This is my third day. The first two days my brother and sister and their spouses were here, we all had a great time, I brought a little 3-meo and did it the first day, during that day my dad and I had an intense talk... he has ALS and it's pretty progressed now. He can't do anything (literally at all) without my mom or someone to help him, he can only move his hands a little bit and his head... he is starting to lose his voice too and his breathing is at like 40%, he has to use an assist machine a couple of hours a day. My mom is his caretaker and she's getting really strained and it's making him feel like a burden which is basically the thing that he feared the most when he got diagnosed. He's scared and angry about his condition. We talked about it a lot because my mom doesn't really like to get very emotional about it. I told him about how I feel guilty for not living near them and he told me to please not because he's happy I am happy and have a good life. He told me that he's given directives to not want to be kept alive when he can no longer breathe on his own. Then he started crying, I've literally never seen him cry before... :(

It's shocking the difference from a year ago. Last year he could still do a lot more and he was talking about how he could live a full life no matter what if he has love and things to do, but it's gotten so hard for him, I can tell he's getting tired of it and that hurts. :( And I mean I won't see him again after this week until Christmas... it'll be worse then. Will he be able to talk anymore then? I dread when he won't be able to talk, it'll be like he's already half gone, I'll never hear his voice again.

Things are just hitting home today. My dad, my siblings left, I miss my girlfriend a lot, I miss my normal life, and that makes me feel guilty... this shit is intense. Probably doesn't help that I came right here from a music festival and have been doing a lot of drugs lately and have none here, coming off a lot of 3-MeO days. Well, life can't always be awesome...
 
^Oh man, my grandmother died of ALS. It was quick and she didn't suffer much though. Im' sending my love for your family.
 
I'm sad to hear about your father Xork, it's horrible to see loved ones in pain. My grandmother is starting to lose her faculties and can't feel anything in her extremities any more, my mom is planning to head up and see her, plus attend one of my grandmother's friend's funerals... it's that point in my mom's life when all the adults she knew growing up are passing away.

On a happier note, my buddy wants me to come down and trip acid this week, and he's got a hook up for these pre-packaged vape pens that have hash oil in them (for pretty darn cheap too!). 2-3 hits gets me absolutely ripped, so I'm gonna invest in one. It's so stealthy I could literally use it anywhere. My buddy tokes on his while he's out on the highway doing road work hahah, I imagine I could get away with using one in a packed bar, or a concert (easy) or even at a movie theater... or even better, my bedroom %) (though I won't use it there since I don't want my precious ball python to be getting any vapor, no matter how diluted it is by the time it reaches her). I'm feeling a lot better than I was a few days ago, which is nice because I was pretty low... I've started working more in earnest towards my teacher training and now that I'm making progress I feel better about myself. I'm getting back into Star Trek Online and it's helping me to enjoy my free time again (rather than mope around, bored as hell). If anyone on here like's Star Trek, I highly recommend the game. I'd love to have some trippy buddies to game with :p plus there's often cool visuals in the game, I find it to be fairly psychedelic and the space combat can be very strategy oriented.
 
Hey xammy, yeah ektoplasm is a cool site, I've grabbed some cool shit there over the years. I still love electronic stuff but metal is my first and biggest love.

polymath said:
I'm a huge metalhead, but I wouldn't listen to that kind of music when tripping on something
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Depends what. I can enjoy ambient black metal and psychedelic doom when tripping, though I mainly listen to chill ambient shit.

Do u like Sentenced, defunct band but same singer (and similar style) to Poisonblack...? They are okay if you wanna hear depressing music.
 
Haha I remember listening Sentenced when I was younger, like 12. I liked some metal then but somehow I just grew out of it totally and don't like it anymore. Its weird, I'm gonna give it another chance soon.

Actually Sentenced was one of my favorites back then, I remember naming my Counter-Strike clan after it.
 
^Yeah, depressing may not be the word. There is something tongue in cheek about the suicidality, something almost punkish which I get from a bit of Finnish metal. I do like the melodies that Sentenced use on some of their tracks, they have a certain wistfulness.

I'll check out that album, the initial moments sounded good. :) Forboding. Reminded me a bit of Summoning. I don't dig much symphonic metal normally but...

Do you like Nightwish? I cannot help but admire their music from time to time; at least once a year I go through a huge phase which usually rapidly dies but I've had some truly invigorating experiences via them.

This is a cool track by Moonsorrow, title track of their latest:



xammy said:
Haha I remember listening Sentenced when I was younger, like 12. I liked some metal then but somehow I just grew out of it totally and don't like it anymore. Its weird, I'm gonna give it another chance soon.

Actually Sentenced was one of my favorites back then, I remember naming my Counter-Strike clan after it.
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Ha, interesting... They have a terrible reputation amongst 'metalheads', I think they were seen as commercial and juevenile...but I see nothing wrong with that.

There's some awesome shit out there. Some great atmospheric sort of stuff. I used to find it completely anti-psychedelic but there is some real depth and emotion present. I'd love to recommend some stuff but I wouldn't know where to start.
 
All my friends are going to psy-fi, but I have school :( Maybe next year...
 
God, I listen to a lot of metal but I can't stand symphonic/power metal. I used to listen to a lot of finish power metal when I was like 14 (Sonata Arctica, Nightwish and Children of Bodom mostly), but nowadays I can't really find anything enjoyable about it.

Some metal band I regularly listen to while tripping are Meshuggah, Isis, DeathSpell Omega, Neurosis, Kayo Dot, Blut Aus Nord.
I also listen to a lot of ambient black metal when I take dissociatives :P



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swilow said:
^Yeah, depressing may not be the word. There is something tongue in cheek about the suicidality, something almost punkish which I get from a bit of Finnish metal. I do like the melodies that Sentenced use on some of their tracks, they have a certain wistfulness.

I'll check out that album, the initial moments sounded good. :) Forboding. Reminded me a bit of Summoning. I don't dig much symphonic metal normally but...

Do you like Nightwish? I cannot help but admire their music from time to time; at least once a year I go through a huge phase which usually rapidly dies but I've had some truly invigorating experiences via them.

This is a cool track by Moonsorrow, title track of their latest:

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Nightwish is good, especially these songs:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwED4C5FJuo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvjSKULIc7Y

Off-topic: I just got back home after being away for a few days and found out that three little cacti (peruvianus, pachanoi) have already germinated in my pots. :D
 
My girlfriend is into metal, but other than if it's quite melodic and not all screamy I can't get into it at all, I find it tedious to listen to usually and not at all enjoyable. That said, I've heard some great metal.

Thanks for the well-wishes everyone, feeling better today. Sitting on the deck looking at the lake, hanging out with/taking care of my dad while my mom takes a break and swims. The water is like cool bath water, and the sun is shining, it's beautiful, I can't wait to get back down there. I really wish my mom could take me tubing... nothing like getting pulled behind a boat at 25 mph, getting whipped into waves. =D It's so much fun, but my dad can't be left alone for any amount of time. The neighbors told me I could go waterskiing with them when they go, which will be cool, but they're not into tubing and although I find waterskiing fun, tubing is about 50 times more fun.
 
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