☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis
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nearjat
Bluelighter
the problem isn't no car though I've got a car. No permit. Or license. Just gotta go take that written test and I can drive in 6 months *facepalm*.
Yeah I'm going to stop buying so many drugs haha.....
To be honest I kind of miss my old ignorance about drug use... Now I'm way too aware of the financial,mental and physical impact they're having on me. And I used to at least be able to deny that I'm addicted. Growing up I suppose. Like last night was just stupid... had 20 bucks to buy my food for the next week and I spent 10 of it to do some coke. On a Wednesday night. I need to re-learn to either be content spending a night sober or just stick to cannabis when I feel like doing something.
Yeah I'm going to stop buying so many drugs haha.....
To be honest I kind of miss my old ignorance about drug use... Now I'm way too aware of the financial,mental and physical impact they're having on me. And I used to at least be able to deny that I'm addicted. Growing up I suppose. Like last night was just stupid... had 20 bucks to buy my food for the next week and I spent 10 of it to do some coke. On a Wednesday night. I need to re-learn to either be content spending a night sober or just stick to cannabis when I feel like doing something.
PepperSocks
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Or find a clearing in the sappy trees to grow a few in the summer time. 
Cheap stashes of online drugs works well too. Buying legal/semi-legal drugs online is wonderfully cheap. Between herbals and synthetics there's quite a range of substances crossing all drug types and classes. Buying street drugs is so ridiculously expensive and stressful when you have to go looking for something and deal with shady, stupid people.
I haven't bought a drug from the unorganized street level retail black market in so long. Hopefully I'll never have to again, it really sucked.
Cheap stashes of online drugs works well too. Buying legal/semi-legal drugs online is wonderfully cheap. Between herbals and synthetics there's quite a range of substances crossing all drug types and classes. Buying street drugs is so ridiculously expensive and stressful when you have to go looking for something and deal with shady, stupid people.
I haven't bought a drug from the unorganized street level retail black market in so long. Hopefully I'll never have to again, it really sucked.
Delta-9-THC
Bluelighter
Hey PD. I just found me some good K and I actually have a decent amount to experiment with so I'm psyched about that. I've never had more than 1 gram to play with at a time. Interestingly it doesn't come in vials but is just all nice crystals bagged up.
Definitely some of the best K I've ever had though. I found it outside of a Booka Shade show. I was coming down off some good molly and I spent the rest of the night more K'd out then I'd ever been.
There were multiple times in which I had to remind myself that I was in a safe place just sitting in my apartment. I would completely forget what and where I am. Great stuff. Perfect way to end the night. Can't wait to combine it with some psychedelics though my previous trip with L+K+MDMA was mind blowing.. Probably gonna go with 4-aco-dmt or maybe some more L this time.
Just did a tiny bump and puffin on a hookah right now. I'll probably find someway to mix this into my Halloween fun this weekend. What are other's plans for this holiday?
Definitely some of the best K I've ever had though. I found it outside of a Booka Shade show. I was coming down off some good molly and I spent the rest of the night more K'd out then I'd ever been.
There were multiple times in which I had to remind myself that I was in a safe place just sitting in my apartment. I would completely forget what and where I am. Great stuff. Perfect way to end the night. Can't wait to combine it with some psychedelics though my previous trip with L+K+MDMA was mind blowing.. Probably gonna go with 4-aco-dmt or maybe some more L this time.
Just did a tiny bump and puffin on a hookah right now. I'll probably find someway to mix this into my Halloween fun this weekend. What are other's plans for this holiday?
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Matsuo Munefusa.
Bluelighter
hole up with my girlfriend and watch scary movies and smoke some heady homegrown weeeeeeed :D
she is dressing up as a dark fairy with these cute wings, black arm sleeves, bikini top, and these sexy short (short!) tight black shorts. Its going to be awesome :D
she is dressing up as a dark fairy with these cute wings, black arm sleeves, bikini top, and these sexy short (short!) tight black shorts. Its going to be awesome :D
Delsyd
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I'm in social while taking a poo at work.
Matsuo Munefusa.
Bluelighter
we still might go out (with that guy that posted above me!) bummer is that its a work night for her so kinda sucks. though she has the day off and the next and next, and next day off!
MadHatterLSD
Bluelighter
Hey guys, I have a question:
What causes the strange muscle feelings/sometimes tension on the 2C-x's particularly? Is it receptors like 5-HT2C (I think it was C that caused nausea right) and whatnot?
See, I'm trying to explain this effect to people who view research chemicals (for lack of a better term) with skepticism and who would assume "itz tha 2C's decomposin' ur musclez".
What causes the strange muscle feelings/sometimes tension on the 2C-x's particularly? Is it receptors like 5-HT2C (I think it was C that caused nausea right) and whatnot?
See, I'm trying to explain this effect to people who view research chemicals (for lack of a better term) with skepticism and who would assume "itz tha 2C's decomposin' ur musclez".
PepperSocks
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I'd say it happens with all psychedelics. That cold come-up tension that makes you shiver, your muscles tense up, your bowels go to water, you feel like you're gonna puke, your head feels strange.
I'd have to say it's general psychedelic come-up side effects.
I haven't thought much about exact receptors involved. Likely adrenergic receptors for the coldness (vasoconstriction) and muscle tension (fight/flight response). Your body is getting ready to launch a defense against something that's infiltrating your mind (or something to that effect).
Some people seem to get this more from 2C's for some reason; personally I get it more from tryptamines. Pharmacologically I would think phenethylamines would be more likely to be direct agonists at adrenergic receptors (or catecholamine releasers) and thus would more strongly produce fight/flight type effects.
Tryptamines on the other hand for me anyways, give me more of a psychological scare, and it's my body that launches it's own fight/flight response with endogenous catecholamines.
I'd have to say it's general psychedelic come-up side effects.
I haven't thought much about exact receptors involved. Likely adrenergic receptors for the coldness (vasoconstriction) and muscle tension (fight/flight response). Your body is getting ready to launch a defense against something that's infiltrating your mind (or something to that effect).
Some people seem to get this more from 2C's for some reason; personally I get it more from tryptamines. Pharmacologically I would think phenethylamines would be more likely to be direct agonists at adrenergic receptors (or catecholamine releasers) and thus would more strongly produce fight/flight type effects.
Tryptamines on the other hand for me anyways, give me more of a psychological scare, and it's my body that launches it's own fight/flight response with endogenous catecholamines.
Roger&Me
Bluelighter
My teeth always feel hollow while coming up. Feels weird, man. :D
Mugz
Bluelighter
After running out of the 500mg of 2C-I that me and the girlfriend had in just over a month it is back to mephedrone tonight, not really a psychedelic but I thought I would post in here tonight anyway.
I am going to miss my friday night 2C-I big dose snorted trips. Probably should have used it a bit more sparingly when we had it.
No point crying over spilt milk so am happy to be on the mephedrone tonight
I am going to miss my friday night 2C-I big dose snorted trips. Probably should have used it a bit more sparingly when we had it.
No point crying over spilt milk so am happy to be on the mephedrone tonight
Delta-9-THC
Bluelighter
I definitely get more uncomfortable come-ups from PEAs although it feels different than the weirdly uncomfortable feeling of a shroom come up.
Another factor is that they take much longer to come up for me. It gets sorta irritating after a while to have to deal with the side effects like nausea and over-stimulation for the 2 hour or so period before you start to really trip which is why I prefer tryptamines in general.
Another factor is that they take much longer to come up for me. It gets sorta irritating after a while to have to deal with the side effects like nausea and over-stimulation for the 2 hour or so period before you start to really trip which is why I prefer tryptamines in general.
MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
3rd day of sobriety. God DAMN am I bored.
Delta-9-THC
Bluelighter
^Try reading a book if your at all up to it. I don't know what your situation is or if your going through withdrawal from something but that's what really helped me a lot after I quit kratom and opiates in general. Unfortunately I could only really do it after most of the withdrawals subsided - I was just too uncomfortable to sit and read for any extended period. Once I could though it really helped me stay in a positive frame of mind and gave me a good distraction.
CatfishRivers
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Hey MK, go find a copy of Hemisync Gateway series meditation cds. They are amazing and the only meditation cds I would recommend that truly affect me in a most noticeable way! Seriously, if you want something that will alter you in a nice, relaxing way while still engaging your brain, then this is the cd series to hunt down. Get it in wav or flac, it matters for this one as it uses binaural beats as part of its magic. If you can't find it, then PM me. I will help you locate it. Trust me!
I'm not being sober tho tonight...testing out 4-FA at 150 mg and reeeeeallly starting to enjoy it after an hour in...
MagickalKat777
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I'm cleaning instead... my roommate is trying to get me out when our lease is up in December and that would mean moving 6 times in 2 years so I'm literally cleaning up everything in the damn house, doing all my laundry, finally put together my TV stand, vacuumed... I feel like a tweaker. Plus I did a 12.5% cut on my valium last night so we will see how that works out.
Mugz
Bluelighter
sobriety can be boring, being a daily diazepam taker though I am not sure if I can call non stimulant or other drug days sober days. What do you think? If i need it for anxiety and am tapering off it is a day with diazepam a sober day?
Delta-9-THC
Bluelighter
Technically not although you could see it in the same light as a day sober depending on how you think about it.
MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
Yes you can because when you've been on benzos as long as I have, they don't have ANY recreational effects whatsoever anyway. Just terrible withdrawals
PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
I think it was Roger who mentioned opiates being harder to stay away from than benzos even though benzo w/d is harder because opiates just feel so nice.
To be honest I prefer benzos over opiates. Benzos just give me such a clean comfort, a break from anxious tension, and that break from tension is actually a fun feeling.
Opiates on the other hand while they feel nice, they don't quite give that same tranquil, content anxiolysis that a benzo does. I also find I'm quite likely to get mildly ill with opiates if I'm not very careful with dosing, sometimes I'll get sick on a dose that doesn't get me high (I'm really sensitive).
Benzos are nice though. I'd have to say that being on a benzo isn't being sober though.
Just had 4mg of diazepam by the way, going for a swim as soon as this rain clears.
To be honest I prefer benzos over opiates. Benzos just give me such a clean comfort, a break from anxious tension, and that break from tension is actually a fun feeling.
Opiates on the other hand while they feel nice, they don't quite give that same tranquil, content anxiolysis that a benzo does. I also find I'm quite likely to get mildly ill with opiates if I'm not very careful with dosing, sometimes I'll get sick on a dose that doesn't get me high (I'm really sensitive).
Benzos are nice though. I'd have to say that being on a benzo isn't being sober though.
Just had 4mg of diazepam by the way, going for a swim as soon as this rain clears.
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