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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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Thanks Don :)

You're totally right about the drug thing. I feel much better sober; it's also a lot safer with less worry hanging over your head in terms of illegal possession while crossing borders and such.
 
wub wub
i forgot to tell all you guiz
tonight i should be dosing some real clean
(RS)-1-(benzo[d][1,3]dioxol-5-yl)-N-methylpropan-2-amine
hope ive got enough.
 
what does defenestrated mean?
Id hit up CZ, ti looks like the only east european country thats "nice".
but if i went to europe..
UK-->Ireland---->France----->Germany--->Holland.
and id spend most of the time in the NL
now i play the waiting game..
i think this hardstyle might be a bit better than normal but im not sure..it hasnt been that long..
 
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oh you sneaky sly mo fucka
i think i might be comin up..
as in
i be feeling soemthing for sure.
haha/
actualyl i feel pretty good right now..
uhh.
thinking is kinda hard..
 
I could go for some hard drugzzz at the moment. Weed and booze is getting bit old. Oh well, after a work day like to day, I'm ready just to relax any way I can.

Gotta commit to an extend period of soberness pretty soon. Tomorrow as the start? hmm... I'm honestly tempted to drop two hits of L right now, though it isn't vary supportive of being sober. Partially to get rid of almost all the drugs in the house. I wish i had a short acting psych, as I'm down to trip for 4-6 hours.
 
yeaaaaaaaaaaa.
im mad chill right now.
ya boy lma was just boucning around for a minute like the biggest retard on ecstasy ever..
 
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25mg diphenhydramine... then 20mg of 2C-E 20-30 minutes later orally... maybe M1 is a better idea... I don't fucking know. If DwayneHoover is right and the DPH kills the flu like body load of 2C-E then I'm in for a great fucking time otherwise I'm gonna be miserable all night. Someone tell me why I bought half a gram of something I don't even particularly like but only bought 100mg of something I knew I'd love? *smacks self*

15g of M1 lying around... ugh.
 
TheAppleCore said:
:) Tell us how it goes!!



That's odd. This morning my dad was apparently victim to a mean little bee as well.


Lately I've been discovering not only how to willingly induce sleep paralysis, but how to guide it in a positive direction! I've always had it from time to time, but it's been arbitrary, and scary.

This morning I deliberately threw myself into a long and really quite astoundingly euphoric and hallucinogenic bout of sleep paralysis. Like, if you guys really knew what this was like, you'd be jealous. :p ;) Extremely intense vibrating, buzzing, body high coupled with LSD-like CEVs (occupying only a small area in the center of my vision).
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I actually totally know what you are talking about, were you able to "open" your eyes and "see"?

One funny thing I remember about sleep paralysis is forcing my eyes open, which takes some effort, which in turn makes the vibrating 'body buzz' intensify, and forcing my arm up with great effort and turning off my lamp.

When I came out of it the lamp was still on. It's such a weird state lol, really hard to describe well.
 
I don't know what I just took a dose of but it completely blew my mind away. My friends called it "real LSD" nothing fake about it. they offered me a slice of what i've been hearing about my whole life.
i cannot believe i just experienced LSD. what a mind blowing experience. the last guy i took home told me that what i had found, people have been trying to find since they had their first real trip on LSD. that i should be proud to have experienced such a great dose of..................
 
^ One of my favorite words too. :D

Some ruler in Prague a long time ago got overthrown by literally getting thrown out of a window. I think it was actually called "The Defenestration of Prague".
 
^Sounds awesome, man.

I've currently quit everything except pot (and I guess psychedelics are cool as well, but I haven't tripped since summer '09), but I'm planning a break from the ganja soon. :) I've been chiefin' those herbs for way too long to be healthy TBH.

Surprisingly, quitting caffeine has been one of the best things I've done for myself in a long time. I didn't realize how much that stuff was effecting me, it was jacking my anxiety through the roof-- even small amounts.
 
I need to quit everything. I need to start tomorrow. Sobriety feels good and I know that I'm starting to just desire to smoke weed for the sake of smoking weed, even when the situation doesn't need it or shouldn't have it.

I'm thinking about picking up a little kitty from the shelter today. I really want a little munchkin running around looking for someone to cuddle with.
 
^ Little kitties are the best! Do it!

tBirdee said:
I actually totally know what you are talking about, were you able to "open" your eyes and "see"?

One funny thing I remember about sleep paralysis is forcing my eyes open, which takes some effort, which in turn makes the vibrating 'body buzz' intensify, and forcing my arm up with great effort and turning off my lamp.

When I came out of it the lamp was still on. It's such a weird state lol, really hard to describe well.
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Yeah, I'm usually able to open my eyes, but often I think they remain shut, and I see a hallucinatory bedroom. Which is apparently what happened to you.

I don't think it's possible to actually lift your arm in that state -- your brainstem literally blocks communications from your brain to your spinal cord.

Cool that someone else has experienced the same thing, though! I think it's by far the trippiest state of mind you can hope to enter without any psychoactive drugs. Does it ever feel sexual to you? To me, the paralysis feels like I'm being subdued in a strange sado-masochistic encounter with an invisible entity... hawt. :D
 
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