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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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Equal Observer said:
So I drank Ayahuasca last night with Chaliponga. Apparently DMT is a hyper-dimensional community of beings called the Zanarians who have mastered time and space, they mentioned something about Equinox, a term I didn't know about, I assumed it was their home. So after a quick google, I'm gonna drink Aya at the next equinox. All taken with a pinch of salt of course.
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That sounds quite intense.
 
Matsuo Munefusa. said:
I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with Ms. NotDeja. Every day that we spend together we bond closer and closer. It is the most beautiful experience of my life. More beautiful than any drug trip ever was. <3
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Mail me an extract of this NotDeja stuff. I want to freebase her, or maybe mix her with an essential oil of my girlfriend and IM the cocktail in my love muscle.
 
Got way too stoned last night and woke up way too late and hungover. The beach will have to wait for tomorrow. Just sippin my tea.

I love hash and it gets me so wonderfully stoned but I sure feel exhausted the next day.
 
PepperSocks said:
Got way too stoned last night and woke up way too late and hungover. The beach will have to wait for tomorrow. Just sippin my tea.

I love hash and it gets me so wonderfully stoned but I sure feel exhausted the next day.
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I hope you enjoy Florida while you're here. It definitely has alot of beautiful scenery to offer. I havent been any further south than Tampa, but I recomend checking out the panhandle some day. Emerald Coast ftw :)
 
Recently I've been avoiding looking at my bank account. I've had a feeling that my bank account was going to be scarely low, but I was some how wrong. I actually have enough for rent for the rest of the semester! Feels good to be wrong sometimes.

Interesting day today. I felt like shit waking up, granted I had work at 7:45am (not my normal shift; I normally work late afternoon/night). For the first few hours I was so stuck in my head just going over my life and was filled with the overwhelming desire for change (positive, but yet not the best feeling, as you know you are fucking up). Ended up feeling fine by the end of the shift, and now here I am, feeling good. Gonna probably go to library pretty soon to pick up some good reading material and start making a schedule for my day to day life (need to try something to get me out of this funk).

Hope everyone is enjoying this beautiful day.
 
Debating whether to take some 4-AcO-DMT in a moment. I was planning to, as I feel I could use the direction and guidance it gave me last time with some issues I'm having at the moment, but on the other hand, I haven't made a lot of progress since my last trip and I feel like maybe I'll spend a lot of the experience just feeling bad that I haven't done the things I promised myself I would.

Probably a bit hard to answer since I'm not detailing my actual problems, but in my shoes, what would you guys do? On the one hand I feel it could push me in the right direction and spur me to get out of this mess, on the other I feel maybe even if it takes longer, I should make some progress alone before my next trip.
 
Bardo5 said:
I hope you enjoy Florida while you're here. It definitely has alot of beautiful scenery to offer. I havent been any further south than Tampa, but I recomend checking out the panhandle some day. Emerald Coast ftw :)
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I'd like to but it's cooler up there and I like the heat. I'm thinking of checking out the everglades next week or something, maybe camp at a park there.

Swerlz said:
How's going friends :)

Yay 6k posts =D
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Until the social thread gets U/Aed ;)

Anyone know what's up with the purple square avatars? I'm suspicious of these cliques that simultaneously change their avatars to the same thing while not telling anyone what's up.
 
Jesusgreen said:
Debating whether to take some 4-AcO-DMT in a moment. I was planning to, as I feel I could use the direction and guidance it gave me last time with some issues I'm having at the moment, but on the other hand, I haven't made a lot of progress since my last trip and I feel like maybe I'll spend a lot of the experience just feeling bad that I haven't done the things I promised myself I would.

Probably a bit hard to answer since I'm not detailing my actual problems, but in my shoes, what would you guys do? On the one hand I feel it could push me in the right direction and spur me to get out of this mess, on the other I feel maybe even if it takes longer, I should make some progress alone before my next trip.
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I'd hold off the trip. I've been in the same situation when it comes to tripping a few times recently and each time I've decided to give it a go and each time it has been horribly depressing and counter-productive.
 
Matsuo Munefusa. said:
I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with Ms. NotDeja. Every day that we spend together we bond closer and closer. It is the most beautiful experience of my life. More beautiful than any drug trip ever was. <3
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Thats so good to hear :) Love is probably the closest state to true bliss a human can reach; its boundless and completely ego-demolishing. Hmm, you could call it samadhi even. ;) <3

Me and Miss Willow are on good terms again; we've been chatting, and I;ve started making some moves to gain her trust back. Which involves me showing her that I completely trust her. <3

Though last night, I dreamt that we had our baby; bittersweet, a dream I did not want to leave....:(

Equal Observer said:
So I drank Ayahuasca last night with Chaliponga. Apparently DMT is a hyper-dimensional community of beings called the Zanarians who have mastered time and space, they mentioned something about Equinox, a term I didn't know about, I assumed it was their home. So after a quick google, I'm gonna drink Aya at the next equinox. All taken with a pinch of salt of course.
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Awesome. I fucking love how DMT provides a kind off gods-eye-view; I mean, if the effects were purely mediated by an artificial/fake/drug, why would we emerge with such ideas, with actual depth to them?

Say hello to the Zanarians.

Swerlz said:
How's going friends :)

Yay 6k posts =D
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Hello Swerlz- I am very good, and how are you? :) <3

Hmm. I'm thinking; I really have no desire for any drugs anymore; besides medications, the last thing I took was a bit of methamp last week- and I didn't enjoy. I didn't NOT enjoy it, I just felt wrong. I really think that its time to quit. Life is so much better without a constant existential panic spurring on every movement. Its a panic that can never quite be met unless one is clear headed, and these days, my head is almost empty! (sounded weird...;))

I seem to exist well on 2mg of suboxone; I have found I can easily skip a day as well, so maybe I can just stop...? And only 14mg's of diazepam now. I cazn see TEH LIGHT :):):) <3<3<3
 
PepperSocks said:
Anyone know what's up with the purple square avatars? I'm suspicious of these cliques that simultaneously change their avatars to the same thing while not telling anyone what's up.
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Its a symbolic gesture towards victims of homophobic violence; Jamshyd posted about it, which is probably why some modulators have it. Symbolic, and it has been argues, pointless, but whats life without doing pointless things over and over and over and over again?
 
PepperSocks said:
Anyone know what's up with the purple square avatars? I'm suspicious of these cliques that simultaneously change their avatars to the same thing while not telling anyone what's up.
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has something to do with gay pride/equal rights, possibly marriage related, im not exactly sure
 
I go on holiday in 4 hours (at 4am) :D a drug free trip with my parents and a family friend to the south of France, near Cannes. Oddly my younger brother is staying at home as he didn't want to go? odd child, but yeah, a nice break from my mundane life, free meals, a pool and best of all... plenty of french women to gawp at!

Have a wonderful week everyone and let there be plenty of interesting discussion/music/pictures for me to catch up on, upon my return <3<3<3
 
psood0nym said:
Mail me an extract of this NotDeja stuff. I want to freebase her, or maybe mix her with an essential oil of my girlfriend and IM the cocktail in my love muscle.
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Thanks psood.

I read that on the bus this afternoon and laughed out loud. Glad I wasn't drinking anything...could've been messy.

P.S. Your name reminds me of snood. Ever play that game?

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