Ignore the ridicule, but realize that there is a reason that people have expressed concern.
Show us that this was indeed a positive, life-changing experience, and not merely the most recent attempt in a destructive obsession with reaching ever higher states of rapturous bliss. I have no doubt that you had a great experience, but I would sincerely like to see evidence that this experience has catalyzed changes in your attitude and behavior (i.e. that it was a life-changing experience). Perhaps you could work on taking care of yourself first...start eating well, exercise, get on a regular sleeping schedule, and tone down the drug use. Reaching transient states of euphoria is easy; implementing beneficial changes in lifestyle is quite a separate issue and can be very difficult.
I think PD is a very welcoming place, but I think as a group we tend to value responsibility when it comes to drug use. BL may be somewhat unique in that respect. And yes, some members take it upon themselves to actively discourage reckless drug use, but that is only because they care.