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Matsuo Munefusa. said:
today is a good day! I start a new job...realizing a goal I set (helping people with autism) almost a half a year ago upon my return from central america. I am hopeful to become proud of myself for this work because I will help people. Determined.
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i worked in this field for about three years. what setting are you in, home, day program type thing, institutional? I worked in a home taking care of the clients at the home (2 to 5 clients to 3-6 workers depnding on house) and at a day program. the home setting was by far the best.

it can be a very stressful job (depending on who you work with). i found autistic clients to be much more interesting to work with than clients with other "mental" disorders. its an entirely different way the brain works than with most of us, really fascinating to me to see the obsession with patterns and how there is very little human bonding that they allow in, and the ways they cope/cant cope with stress.

hope you enjoy it, it can be very very rewarding.
 
MagickalKat777 said:
LSD just fucks your skull and makes you think and experience things that aren't real, shrooms... are just poison, and the research chemicals? Shit, I found what I have been missing - a REAL full-blown entheogenic, life-changing experience.
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While mescaline is my favorite psychedelic, I wouldnt come down so hard on the others. I've had trips on mushrooms and research chems that were every bit as insightful as my mescaline experiences. Maybe you're just used to the others and the mescaline is still fresh?
 
while i have had my most profound (profound not intense) psychedelic trip on mescaline it could have happened on acid, shrooms, dmt, 2-ce or any quality hallucinogen... a trip is 90 percent set and setting and 20 percent what you take
 
derp
too much MDMA?
maybe.
not me, kat.
itll be probably sometime next month when i finish off mah molly.
 
I've been sitting on some DANK fuggen molly for a long time now. I haven't even opened the bag yet, TBH. I think I'm gunna take it around christmas with my gf. Gunna be some fun times.

All my favorite bands that usually come through (*staring at you, P-Groove* @_@) have decided to skip over my city this winter, so I'm gunna have to put the molly to a more personal use. Its gunna be nice, because I always use MDMA as a euphoriant, I'm really looking forward to exploring its empathogenic qualities. :)

I'm super excited to roll again, I haven't rolled since Rothbury. But I ROLLED fucking nuts at Rothbury, candyflipping insanity, and had a grande ol' time. :D
 
This is fucking hilarious. A bunch of hardcore drug addicts telling me that I need to slow down while they're probably doped to high heaven themselves.

I agree with LHG and DF - BL has become nothing but a bunch of closed-minded polydrug addicts that make themselves feel better about their own drug abuse by belittling those that are nowhere even close. Its pathetic really. There are more addicts on here than probably anywhere else on the web and it is unfortunate. Bluelight used to be an entirely different scene. Guess that's what happens when you toss a bunch of heroin addicts, meth addicts, coke addicts, and psychedelic abusers all in the same forum.

Instead of trying to be helpful, all anyone does is ridicule. Its sad, really. I've seen more harm reduction on LHG in a week than I've seen on here in a month - at least without the usual snarky remarks about how fucking retarded that person is for even considering such a thing - but giving no advice on how to reduce harm.

Everyone is worried about my mental state? Are you serious? I went to the doc today. He was so impressed with how much better I'm doing since he saw me last week that he no longer wants to put me in the hospital - he just wants me to gain some weight.

I love the judgment that people so willingly pass here when they really do not know the people in real life.

With this, I make my PD and BL exit. I won't come back until the attitudes of people change. I understand that there is general concern and I appreciate and respect that but the ridicule is not necessary especially when the people doing the ridicule are either battling an addiction (which by the way, I have none), are high as hell and posting out of their asses, or just really want to be total elitist assholes with the attitude of "if I can't have that experience then you are just insane for having it"

Talk about the complete reverse of what psychedelics are truly about.
 
Roger&Me said:
Stop taking your benzos, see how you feel after a day or so, and then reevaluate that statement.
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Haven't taken them for three days thanks. And there's a HUGE difference between using a prescribed drug AS PRESCRIBED and flat out abusing it - never did that.
 
And I can't believe that you have the nerve to claim you know what psychedelics are really about.

And I thought you were leaving?
 
^@kat

Didn't you say you were on benzos for years? (I apologize if I misread, but I thought you said that at one point.)

Your irrational thinking is probably being caused by benzodiazepine withdrawal, if you've been on them long term and quit taking them for 3 days (in fact, day 3 is right about when things would start getting pretty messy).
 
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MagickalKat777 said:
This is fucking hilarious. A bunch of hardcore drug addicts telling me that I need to slow down while they're probably doped to high heaven themselves.

I agree with LHG and DF - BL has become nothing but a bunch of closed-minded polydrug addicts that make themselves feel better about their own drug abuse by belittling those that are nowhere even close. Its pathetic really. There are more addicts on here than probably anywhere else on the web and it is unfortunate. Bluelight used to be an entirely different scene. Guess that's what happens when you toss a bunch of heroin addicts, meth addicts, coke addicts, and psychedelic abusers all in the same forum.

Instead of trying to be helpful, all anyone does is ridicule. Its sad, really. I've seen more harm reduction on LHG in a week than I've seen on here in a month - at least without the usual snarky remarks about how fucking retarded that person is for even considering such a thing - but giving no advice on how to reduce harm.

Everyone is worried about my mental state? Are you serious? I went to the doc today. He was so impressed with how much better I'm doing since he saw me last week that he no longer wants to put me in the hospital - he just wants me to gain some weight.

I love the judgment that people so willingly pass here when they really do not know the people in real life.

With this, I make my PD and BL exit. I won't come back until the attitudes of people change. I understand that there is general concern and I appreciate and respect that but the ridicule is not necessary especially when the people doing the ridicule are either battling an addiction (which by the way, I have none), are high as hell and posting out of their asses, or just really want to be total elitist assholes with the attitude of "if I can't have that experience then you are just insane for having it"

Talk about the complete reverse of what psychedelics are truly about.
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yes, it doesnt sound like you learned all that much from that mescaline :\

do listen to what roger says. benzo withdrawal can really mess you up, even with a low daily dose. heroin and coke withdrawals are really bad but its you suffering, with benzo withdrawal seems more based around your thoughts and fucking up your rational thinking (obviously this is a huge generalization). benzo is a whole different kind of withdrawal imo and should rarely if ever be done cold turkey.
 
this is getting rediculous.

MK, my man, everyone is not against you. But the things you've been posting lately have been off the wall. You need to slow down. Give yourself a little time to integrate. You cant keep going like this. Its having a very evident affect on you.

The doc wanted to send you to the hospital?
For what reason?

we are just trying to look out for you bro. It seems like you're losing it.
slow down on the psychs for a bit man. they are not the type of thing to be abused. let your thoughts settle and digest.
And seriously, take a little break, its not hard to do.

also DO NOT STOP TAKING BENZOS
you are prescribed them and have been on them for a while.
taper slowly if you want get off, its best done with the help of a doctor.
 
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MagickalKat777 said:
Instead of trying to be helpful, all anyone does is ridicule.
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Ignore the ridicule, but realize that there is a reason that people have expressed concern.

Show us that this was indeed a positive, life-changing experience, and not merely the most recent attempt in a destructive obsession with reaching ever higher states of rapturous bliss. I have no doubt that you had a great experience, but I would sincerely like to see evidence that this experience has catalyzed changes in your attitude and behavior (i.e. that it was a life-changing experience). Perhaps you could work on taking care of yourself first...start eating well, exercise, get on a regular sleeping schedule, and tone down the drug use. Reaching transient states of euphoria is easy; implementing beneficial changes in lifestyle is quite a separate issue and can be very difficult.

I think PD is a very welcoming place, but I think as a group we tend to value responsibility when it comes to drug use. BL may be somewhat unique in that respect. And yes, some members take it upon themselves to actively discourage reckless drug use, but that is only because they care.

<3
 
Dondante said:
Ignore the ridicule, but realize that there is a reason that people have expressed concern.

Show us that this was indeed a positive, life-changing experience, and not merely the most recent attempt in a destructive obsession with reaching ever higher states of rapturous bliss. I have no doubt that you had a great experience, but I would sincerely like to see evidence that this experience has catalyzed changes in your attitude and behavior (i.e. that it was a life-changing experience). Perhaps you could work on taking care of yourself first...start eating well, exercise, get on a regular sleeping schedule, and tone down the drug use. Reaching transient states of euphoria is easy; implementing beneficial changes in lifestyle is quite a separate issue and can be very difficult.

I think PD is a very welcoming place, but I think as a group we tend to value responsibility when it comes to drug use. BL may be somewhat unique in that respect. And yes, some members take it upon themselves to actively discourage reckless drug use, but that is only because they care.

<3
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such a good post
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Tonight's been pretty fun so far, just enjoying a nice buzz..!!


:):D=D<3:)=D:D<3.. with an epic soundtrack.. :)

And I'm going to watch this video of some paintings by Mati Klarwein
 
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PD needs some love tonight <3 to everyone and especially Mcat777, hope everything goes well for you. I'll echo some advice given to me: when things are getting chaotic and twisted, all you can do is let go and uncoil the spiral. :)

I'm stepping out for a walk and a smokey, *parental tone* and I want all of you to have made up by the time I get back in! *huffs and puffs off into the distance*
 
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