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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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How lame would it be to send someone an email because you suck at taking risks and making a move? I can't stand doing nothing and I suck to much to do pretty much anything else.

I don't even feel like a man anymore. :(
 
hey its always worth a try, but remember if you don't appreciate yourself there's no way you can appreciate someone else
 
General Patton said:
I've never done anything on dissociatives other than lie down and listen to music, curling up in bed with my laptop and a deep movie sounds like a good way to break this spell if I choose to indulge again. I hear you about psychs and TV, even with weed I sometimes get the feeling that I should turn off the tele and read. Like it would violate some sacred space or something, haha, I do enjoy certain shows while blazed like The Daily Show and Colbert Report. Such smart, cutting edge humour, I feel like I'm getting informed while receiving a dose of wit.
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Yeah I have to agree, I find it near impossible to watch TV/films on psychedelics, but I love watching TV while stoned. I'd have to reiterate what was said about dissociatives as they really do combine great with films, one of my best ever drug experiences was watching Yellow Submarine on continuous 50mg bumps of Ketamine. The film made so much sense hah.
 
Ben So Furry said:
Yeah currently they are my only options, allways wanted to try 2c-i as a friend loved it. Will go with 2c-e thanks.
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Personally I've only tried 2C-E of the 2Cs, and it was my second ever psychedelic too, I love it, I see most drugs as consistent but very linear, 2C-E seems very different each time, but it's very flexible, so the environment matters a lot - if you want a nice stimmy euphoric buzz, all loved up and chatty, with some nice visuals - put on some rave music and take a lower dose with some friends - if you want serious introspection, up the dose a little, turn off the music, and lay in the dark..

Really useful chemical.
 
Decided that I am going to take a break from psychedelics, and probably weed/anything else too for a while. Lately I just haven't been able to gain anything other than dysphoria and depression and it's leading to an even worse on my already bleak, depressed mind and destroying all the happiness and self-respect and comfort I had built up, for probably the first time ever, in the summer.

I just keep losing all connection with my friends and feeling really distant and horribly overwhelmed and reading far too much into things and subsequently seeing myself in a negative manner comparitively to others which leads to even worse self-confiedence and acceptance, something that I've always had a problem with... sucks.

Anyway, here is some music that I managed to enjoy regardless of my terrible mindstate:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZjbCkRJq44
 
Rest in Peace Eyedea :( You were a blessing in hip hop music and my life. Fuck man I just saw him live pretty recently and it's just crazy knowing he's gone now. Heroin overdose I've heard....
 
Hello PD :) I'm going for my truck license today (medium rigid/MR). Not sure why, but driving a truck is somewhat enjoyable...
 
Ben So Furry said:
Nice thanks will go with that, Jesusgreen claimed it had more euphoria than mephedrone 8o mmmv of course.
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what is the relation between the two, why compare them?
the only thing they have in common is they are both drugs.

2c-e does not have euphoria anything like 4mmc.

2c-e=psychedelic, euphoria comes from revelations, connections, delusions "oh my god, it all makes sense" and then you cry from joy

4mmc= stimulant/empathogen, euphoria comes from massive serotonin or dopamine release. something along the lines of "damn i feel good, oh shit i feel sooo good, i need to dance or rub one off because i feel so damn good"

dont go misleading meph kids into thinking 2ce is a replacement.
the euphoria is not better, jesus just happens to like it more.
ya dig?
 
Hey fella's

Feeling good today, the med's have just made me a little tired tho, So I'm gonna make some instant coffee. From the source of energy that humans have been using for millenia I suppose. It's pretty amazing how far that bean has come over the years. My plans today are to just to rest for a bit, get some reading done and go off to sleep early. Then get back into living a healtier life style in the coming weeks, and foreseeable future.
 
^Yar, coffee is the best. Do you guys get green coffee beans in US? Thats what I'm drinking (well, a blend of roasted and green beans). And yes, to health! :) <3
 
I personally have never seen green coffee beans, but would like to.

I cant rightfully say they don't exist here, because personally I've never come in contact with them.

Maybe another BL'er who's a Coffee connoisseur will chime in. :D
 
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