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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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WOW did I get my ass kicked last night. Yeah no, 30mg isn't required for ego death. That 19.2mg of Methocin was strong enough that I was seeing DMT-style visuals with my eyes open, had total ego death, stopped breathing at times, and I'm still at a strong ++ which sometimes goes into a +++ 8 1/2 hours after the "peak" was noted...

That was the most intense trip I've ever had from an orally-imbibed substance... Almost thought about 911 on one occasion but checked my pulse, all was good, so I went with it but god damn is methocin in a class of its own... and its definitely the most potent 4-sub BY FAR.

I'd have to think for a long period of time before I would consider another 19.2mg dose...
 
Yeah. Multiple times I realized I wasn't breathing and had to make a conscious effort to do so... I'm completely blown away at the magnitude of the trip I had... It goes back to the tryptamines will slap you in the face when you least expect it... because god damn...
 
19.2mg? How can you manage to afford a scale that reads into µg? They're like $15k haha.


Interesting sounding experience however, although the stopping breathing doesn't sound healthy.
 
I highly doubt you stopped breathing. You may have been suppressing your breathing slightly, but your body is handling it fine with out any conscious effort. I've heard stories many a time from people consuming DMT, or really any drug that can send you close or too egoloss, that needed to "make" themselves breath. Think about it, your ego is being destroyed, to comprehend what is physically going on in your body (especially when you watch it flying away from yourself) seems very unlikely especially since breathing is an involuntary action. You can "control" your breathing by preventing certain muscles from contracting, like your diaphragm, but the moment you stop your body is in control. Basically I wouldn't be worried about not breathing on a traditional 5ht2a psychedelic.

Man I suck to much at anything social. I mean, who can't randomly go up to someone who seems interesting (in some for or fashion), and just say, "hey, hows it going?" I could be scared because of the possibility of a negative reaction, or because I don't know what to say after that. I dunno. Its frustrating when you are having a wonderful day (still am really), but one aspect of your day just isn't up to par. I wish I didn't epitomize avoidance tendencies. I find excuses to run away in 75% of the shit I do in life. Its so ingrained that anything dealing with a social activity becomes a struggle to not instantly hide and run. I get a rush of anxiety and physically feel the need to run away. I gotta break down this wall or it is just going to continue to be reinforced. I need to get the fuck out of my comfort zone and make some moves.
 
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19.2mg? How can you manage to afford a scale that reads into µg? They're like $15k haha.
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In another thread he said he got them off eBay for inexpensive when a lab replaced them with new ones to be in compliance.
 
willow11 said:
S'all good, maybe you just need to masturbate more? ;) :D

ohai willow
was that a reference to mah amp use, with the fap fap?
last night i ate some lorazepam, i can remember at least 3mg then i know i ate more after that and some zolpidem on top of that.
i log on to BL with a pm from theezy that was a reply of one i sent last night asking if i could tlak to him
i check my PM box, i had recieved a PM from madhatter about talking
looked at posts from last night
WTF happened in here
benzo hangover FOR THE FUCKING LOSS.
i still feel goddamn nauseous and i was sleepy/tired all day.
slept through half the day probably, i slept through math class, slept through the bell even and this weird black kid (the nerdy type) is liek LOL YOU ON DROOGS OR SOMETHIN CAUSE YOU TIRED.
dumbasses.
and i has a nice sore in my mouf. it hurts
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alantis360 said:
wassup im bored maybe i will take my dog on a really long walk
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Do it! I took my dog for a medium long walk during lunch time today. I'm tempting to take him again but I should probably spend the time spewing off more resumes into the void. Walking is better than working by far in my book :)
 
Man i'd love to walk a dog.

It sucks not having a pet around. I'm used to having cats around everyday. Nothing like coming home to a little fuzzy cat who wants nothing but love and a whole lot of food.

Can't wait to get my very own cat. Maybe in a few years.
 
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