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Recently I have been tryna quit pretty much all substances, including caffeine. I don't have an intention to try and quit psychs cause I don't have to do that to not take them, I just generally hardly ever trip. Still planning on a DMT trip in the very near future. I feel I have gotten in a negative arena with coffee where I Have to have a few cups throughout the day to make it without feeling like I am going to fall asleep. I shouldn't be dependent like that...so I am cutting it out. Marijuana has been doing hardly anything except hinder me recently so that is going too. I tried to quit pot like 1.5 months ago but that didn't work, but this sunday I will be at week two.

I think you just go through different periods where drugs have their uses and those when you ought to stop. I can definitely see a time in the near future where I pick up the vaporizer again.

Might go for a hike this weekend.
 
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LSDMDMA&9996550 said:
are you coming down atm?
cause from my experience, a rant like that=coming down.
i should roll up to canada and show ya how to go ham on dem ampz

Rant like that is just me expressing what I'm feeling. Whether it's a drug comedown or just tired and grumped up.
My last amphetamine was Wednesday afternoon, so no I wasn't coming down. I was actually using caffeine the last couple days to help me out a bit. To be honest I find coming down off stimulants to be easy once I decide to do it. It's getting the gusto to put my foot down and say "No, I am not taking any today." once I make it through a day of not taking any I'm good to go. The fear of the lethargy I'm going to feel and the draw to feel good can make that hard sometimes but once the commitment has been made I'm fine.

And yeah I know how to do amps, my weekend camping binges are a jolly good time without much reprecussion. The problem comes when I use it on a daily basis as a way to cope with everyday life. The constant rush after time catches up with me and my anxiety levels steadily climbs and on a physical level you can see it in my face. I get a bit more drawn out, my eyes look tired, break outs, etc. Not a good slope to slide down.

Using amphetamine as a crutch regularly is my only problem with it, having fun doses every once in a while is my favorite way to use it, also the best way to keep the magic.

^Taking a look at your life isn't only something which occurrs during comedown. :\

Ya, isn't that the truth. W/D, comedown is very much like a psychedelic experience. The problems you've tried medicating yourself out of come flooding back and you feel everything again. It's interesting because to me the come-up of psychedelics feels very much like a hard withdrawal. The chills, the tension, the weight of your thoughts coming crashing down on you.. very much like it but I find it's more intense when induced by a psychedelic.

I'm glad to hear you thiinking that way PSox. You're a great guy with a lot to offer, a keen intelligence, and you deserve to feel content. Peace :) <3

Thanks man. My recent grades reflect otherwise though ;) Going back has been rough, I'm not doing as good as I thought I would, so far C's on average and I'm working my ass off. I know I'm good at this stuff, I've just forgotten the format of how to do the shit. Uni's are very anal retentive when it comes to format.

The easy going attitude that psychelics bought me made me more susceptible to addiction, but also more inclined to jump into a painful withdrawal state with a minimum of fear.

Totally. I feel exactly the same. I'm more willing to dive into a drug, but also, when the time comes I'm more willing to take the plunge, make the commitment and deal with withdrawal.

Where you going on Tuesday?

I think you just go through different periods where drugs have their uses and those when you ought to stop. I can definitely see a time in the near future where I pick up the vaporizer again.

Yup, phases. Sometimes I have stimulant runs, sometimes I have benzo or opiate runs. It's all cycles. I start the run as a necessity to deal with something, and then stop as a necessity to deal with the growing side effects. It really is all necessity driven though. There are times when I think it's more harmful to not take any drugs, that the effect I seek is required the make it through something. At some point though, I have to lose the crutch, and an off-cycle starts.

I'm at home right now for Thanksgiving weekend. My mind's been stressed to the nines with school and all the rest of it, I think I'm going to have a therapeutic line of K and climb into bed soon.

Scratch that, too tired, sleep will do just fine :)
 
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adrian said:
I think you just go through different periods where drugs have their uses and those when you ought to stop. I can definitely see a time in the near future where I pick up the vaporizer again.
Good to hear, man :) Quitting pot is a really good feeling, nice to feel energy, dreams, normal appetite returning; also memory. Is good. When it returns.

When it comes to coffee, I don'tknow, it and cigarettes are my last vice; I would probably drink 8-10 coffees a day, and get really childish and irritated when I don't have it. I prefer coffee to cigs, I quit them in september for about 2 weeks, but at the start of october I started smoking again. Only maximum 5 a day, but they make me feel so fucking unhealthy.

I had a nasty experience changing my friends sons' nappy earlier. I'll just let you imagine the result of one little baby, nappy full, scooting around on ass in said nappy and the subsequent displacement of...well, yeah. ;)
 
^hahaha

Beautiful morning :) Still integrating Wednesday night/Thursday morning, feeling on top of the world and extremely healthy. Nothing on my plate today -- let's see where it takes me!
 
@willow11 lol at the nappy change. i had to do an emergency and unexpected change once for a relatives baby boy. quite the experience :) though i must say i felt kinda accomplished once the job was done. used a small fortune in wet napkins to do it though...

saturday night and considering a range of poisons for the night,... yum happy vibes to all!
 
Lol. I was at a show tonight and some dude gave me a giant joint (bigger than a ciggarette). Just gave it to me unlit. Awesome!!! Who does that?! That guy was freaking cool! Seriously, politicians should just walk around and give people joints and they would get so many votes!

Best surprise random thing to happen at a bar ever!
 
a giant joint (bigger than a ciggarette).

Love it haha. We roll them all like that over in Europe ;) King-size papers were made for a reason!

I had a similar thing happen at a concert recently, just got handed the end of a joint.

Saw Borgore on Friday, absolutely amazing show, was stoned, tripping and a little tipsy throughout, shame he didn't play longer but great night overall.
 
woohoo 'bout to have my breakfast of 4 hits of acid

83 and partly cloudy today.. sounds good

It certainly has been a nice couple of days considering it's mid October almost.
Definitely a day to do things outside.
Happy trails man!

How is everyone?
I am 4 days clean of cigarettes, this is the longest break I can say I've had since my late teens.
It oddly feels good.
 
Oh nothing much, I'm just chilling today and cleaning around the house.
How are you today sir?
 
Can you come and clean my house after that? Thanks.

Ey, did you ever eat that dragonfly? ;)

Never got the chance, it was taken away from me in a time of being disciplined.
It's a pity, somewhat.

How are things going for you willy?
 
you had bromo dfly laika?
is that what willow is talking about or does he mean the insect dragonfly lol?
 
Never got the chance, it was taken away from me in a time of being disciplined.
It's a pity, somewhat.

How are things going for you willy?

Ah yes, I recall it being confiscated. Ne'er mind, its pretty crap stuff...yeah, I'm good, i'm flying up to sydney tomorrow then to france ina week...pumped. :)
 
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