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willow11 said:
Personally, at this moment in my life, I'm the happiest I've been, almost forever. Mainly, the horrible crutch of drugs has gone, no opiates, no benzos, no seizures, and its great.
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Made my day to hear that. Glad you're doing well, Sam.

<3
 
^ Are you a Tom Petty fan? When I was a little kid, like maybe 4 or 5 years old, my parents had a vinyl LP of that very album, and I used to put it on their record player and play it over and over and over again, for hours and hours. Listening to Tom Petty strikes a very strange deep nostalgic chord for me, now...
 
Lame, shit is going to crazy in my life right now. its all work problems. Too many deadlines coming up too quick, too many responsibilities piling up too fast, not enough getting done, and people are being jerks to me for stuff I have no control over. Ugh. I need a vacation, but with all the stuff I have to do, that's not going to happen until December.

Fuck my life right now.
 
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that best be me soon
 
Hahah, that was awesome... I've never enjoyed his typical comedy sketches that much, but that stand up was awesome
 
TheAppleCore said:
^ Are you a Tom Petty fan? When I was a little kid, like maybe 4 or 5 years old, my parents had a vinyl LP of that very album, and I used to put it on their record player and play it over and over and over again, for hours and hours. Listening to Tom Petty strikes a very strange deep nostalgic chord for me, now...
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Not overly, but i dig that song...A good song if you need a bit of stubborn backbone.

Until The Light Takes Us...
 
^Me too...just had my 3rd anniversary. :)

Glad things are going well for you! And nice seeing ya 'round these parts.
 
I always like seeing people in love, it's one of those things that is so inherently positive that even hearing about someone else experiences it brings waves of happiness to me and others. I am not with the girl I love, but me and her are still best of friends and I've accepted the fact we're not meant to be, or if we are it'll happen another time. :)

Unfortunately in a not so positive note I'm rather ill this week, think it's flu but not sure, aching all over, nose is a waterfall, throat and lungs feel like sandpaper. Normally I wouldn't be so bothered since I can just get plenty of rest, but tomorrow I'm seeing Borgore in Katowice so I'd like to recover by then. I've never tripped while feeling ill so tomorrow could be interesting in that sense.

Either way I'm in a great mood and looking forward to it.

Oh now I remember what I came in here to share!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fngkvFf2WbI&feature=related

Stephen Fry has started a new series regarding language, its origins, how it has evolved etc, I've watched half of the first episode so far and I'm hooked, really interesting stuff, and I always love listening to Stephen Fry.
 
MXE, 25D-NBOme,3,4-DMMC,4-BMC.......

Cute Little Chemicals : P

I'm so fucked up on MXE & 4-ACO-DPT, 3,4-DMMC, 25D-NBOme............
 
Jesusgreen said:
Oh now I remember what I came in here to share!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fngkvFf2WbI&feature=related

Stephen Fry has started a new series regarding language, its origins, how it has evolved etc, I've watched half of the first episode so far and I'm hooked, really interesting stuff, and I always love listening to Stephen Fry.
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WOW dude that looks like exactly what makes my brain CUM. :D I greatly look forward to watching this series.
 
effingcustie said:
Sometimes it bums me out to come in the PD social thread and see so much talk about meth/amps, smack, coke, etc. Isn't this the psychedelics forum?
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To be completely honest, psychedelics were my gateway. They gave some very important experiences and still do when I take them. They also got me into trying "hard" drugs and ordering chemicals online via research and talk on bluelight.

For all those years where I strictly pot/psychs/some opies, I was very discriminating of stimulant users. I saw them as arrogant, egotist and all the stuff stimulants stereotypically do to people. And here I am, because of my affiliation with psychedelics and my love of the stimulated euphoria they give me I wanted something like that but something that I could use more regularly and around other people in regular settings. As talk of it rose on bluelight I tried amphetamine.

It is my drug of choice, it is my addiction, I love it and I hate it. I always tried not to use too much and did so for well over a year but since I started school, it's been daily, up until two days ago.

As an anxious, awkward, skinny guy to start with you can imagine what happens when I'm on a run with it. I sleep less, I eat less, I talk less, I laugh less. Ultimately, I enjoy life less.

I've summoned the willpower to stop and I already feel a bit better. I was getting really skitterery with bug-eyes, it didn't feel good at all. All things in moderation of course. I love amphetamine but I hate amphetamine used frequently. I'm certainly going to use again in the future, it's just so seductive to take a dose at lunchtime and feel "good" for a couple hours.

That said I'm completely off my center and I'm going to take some LSD in a couple weeks during the break, I haven't had a solo trip in a year.

As great as psychedelics are I have to credit them with giving me my first taste of dopamine/serotonin modulating drugs which led me to try amphetamines. I'm just glad I used them before i used amphetamines because they gave me a higher awareness of myself, which gives me the ability to see and know when my amphetamine use is harming me and gives the ability to stop cold turkey to get well again.

I think you'll find most problems with amphetamines in the world come from people who aren't aware of their use; they don't eat and they don't sleep. The nutrient and sleep deficiency combined with amphetamines eats them out from the inside.

Part of my recent amphetamine run has been school related, which I now see is complete bullshit. Amphetamine makes me dumber. I may have more focus on one particular thing and makes me study faster but I don't absorb any of it. When not on speed I slow down and actually learn properly. I no longer view amphetamine as a way to give me an edge in school; it's an absolute hindrance, not an aid. Also the lack of pushy anxiety the last couple days has been a nice break. :)

Kudos Sam :)
 
socks at least you dont have a high as fuck tolerance, i should be gettin high next week again, 200mg of dex is gonna be epic win i think, cause i've
i never used every day, generally.
i'd binge for a day or two, take off, binge, day off, binge, then sleep it off on the weeken'
amphs make me mad as fuck coming down, i've kicked holes in a few doors from stupid shit...
are you coming down atm?
cause from my experience, a rant like that=coming down.
i should roll up to canada and show ya how to go ham on dem ampz
 
^Taking a look at your life isn't only something which occurrs during comedown. :\

I'm glad to hear you thiinking that way PSox. You're a great guy with a lot to offer, a keen intelligence, and you deserve to feel content. Peace :) <3

PepperSocks said:
As great as psychedelics are I have to credit them with giving me my first taste of dopamine/serotonin modulating drugs which led me to try amphetamines. I'm just glad I used them before i used amphetamines because they gave me a higher awareness of myself, which gives me the ability to see and know when my amphetamine use is harming me and gives the ability to stop cold turkey to get well again.
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Thats a good point there. I'd always used "hard" drugs, at least methamphetamine and opiates, but twas after I really got into psychedelics that I took the reins off and dove right into them. A kind of moral relativism came about, all drugs were equal, all had uses. I think that attitude provoked my ensuing addiction, but also gave me the means to truly quit. I could accept the strung out, painfully addicted state as well as the withdrawal state. The easy going attitude that psychelics bought me made me more susceptible to addiction, but also more inclined to jump into a painful withdrawal state with a minimum of fear.


I had a bit of 25C-nbome last evening. Quite interesting, lasted a bit too long and made me feel really nauseous for a while, but invoked a nice headspace. That said, I'll not take it again, body load was a bit shit, and I'd rather take something gentler. Maybe some 2C-B or AMT tonight, and then get my luggage ready as am leaving this coming tuesday, fucking pumped!! :)
 
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