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D's you like 2CE that much?
2CE every time made me like
WTF MY STOMACH MY LOWER INTESTINES OUCH UNCOMFORTABLE.
snorted it twice, orally did it once, PUKED my fuckin GUTS out orally, and snorting it hurts so bad.
 
LSDMDMA&9901340 said:
sup socksybwoy, you there still
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Hells yeah, just about to put on some mooosic. :)

I gotta say I like this stuff. It's like a more stimulating, less empathogenic/psychedelic version of MDMA, but it's still got a good empathogenic side.

I wonder if it's a more sustainable type of thing; you can't take MDMA with any frequency due to the massive serotonin release but I wonder if it's feasible to have a meph night every couple weeks or something of that sort.

I gotta say though it has had some empatho/psychedelic effect in me tonight. One thing I realised is the fact that I don't have ADD and I shouldn't view stimulants as a way to make school easier because they don't. If anything I concentrate way better sober than I do with a stimulant in me. It's as if stimulants give me ADD. When I start school I'm not going to use them like I thought I would.

And yeah, I haven't taken 2C-E since I plugged that 12mg. I never had a good experience with it; the body load was always too much and I never broke through to a lush peak. The two worst body loads I've ever had were DOC and 2C-E, but I think 2C-E might take the top spot. Actually, mushrooms are in there too.

2C-E's close cousin with the only difference being a sulphur atom between the ethyl group and the ring (2C-T-2) is in my top 5 psychs of all time. I never got any severe body load (average for a 2C-x) and the experience is so beautiful. :) <3
 
lol, stims make me chill the fuck out (sleep) in low doses, and high doses when i've done amphetamines for school, every time i'll snort 100mg or so (more now, cause of tolerance), i'll just say
FUCK SCHOOL FUCK THE WORLD GET HIGH GET MONEY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
and then just bounce around to riotstarter or other angerfist stuff/assorted gabber.
lol you dont know how cardiotoxic meph is socksybwoy?
i tried what was apparently mephedrone, i will pick some more up next time i buy droogz possibly cause its cheap and it looks like itll be a good mixer with amphetamines.
you dont get OCD from stimulants socks?
ask never, i get real OCD from stims and inadvertantly annoy the fuck out of people/do soem repetitive task for hours.
 
LSDMDMA&9901364 said:
lol, stims make me chill the fuck out (sleep) in low doses, and high doses when i've done amphetamines for school, every time i'll snort 100mg or so (more now, cause of tolerance), i'll just say
FUCK SCHOOL FUCK THE WORLD GET HIGH GET MONEY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Haha, to me a high dose is 15mg oral. When I'm on a run out camping I sometimes take knife bumps (5mg or so). 15mg gets me spun, and that's racemic lol. To keep that level I just need to boost every now and then but even with a couple day's tolerance 15mg does the trick.

But yeah, when I get high, I'm just like "screw this, I was thinking about *this* earlier, I'm going to read about it for hours on end" and disregard what it is I was supposed to be working on. I guess I get selfish; I get focused on something, but it's all about what I want to get focused on. When sober I can make myself do something I don't necessarily want to do, but on stims if I don't truly want to do it; it's not getting done.

lol you dont know how cardiotoxic meph is socksybwoy?
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I've done some reading on the subject and heard about severe vasoconstriction, blue knees, etc. but I think if you monitor your body you should be okay. All stimulants are cardiotoxic to some degree. The worst cardiac effects I ever got was from MDPV. I was on a long drive and had no other real stimulant so was redosing MDPV a LOT because the duration was so short. By the end of the drive I was having palpitations like mad and was wondering if I was going to make it there or should get help. I hung out in a parking lot for a bit for the symptoms to subside and then kept going though. It made me realize how stimulants can mess with your heart and not just your nervous system.

you dont get OCD from stimulants socks?
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I'd say kinda. I'm half OCD sober as it is and I find stims can exacerbate it. One OCD thing I have is pimple popping/face-picking; I'll spend half an hour staring at my face in the mirror hunting for every bump and clogged pore on my face and trying to squeeze it out. It ends up making it worse because it fucks up the skin pinching it like that all over.

As far as I know my OCD doesn't annoy people though. Sometimes I go on a rant but mostly my OCD is based on obsessively seeking information; I'll obsessively read about various topics for a long time.

Don't you find you get sorta anxious and sketched out on stims though? I know my run's coming to an end if I really avoid human contact. When I find myself really uncomfortable around people and generally sketchy I have to stop. I couldn't do amophetamine with your dosing/frequency, I would be screwed up royal.
 
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I'm feeling pretty good. now.. the bodyloads come in waves, so its not an overwhelming desire to go "pop" lol...
I like this ROA. It gave me sooooo muchhhh discomfort at first, like I was laying on my belly fighting the urge to run to the bathroom n use bathroom lol. I jus knew if i could stick with it a few more minutes then it will be alright..havn't felt any rectrum pains since.
now it's the motionsickness lol eveythingss moving :DD.
 
I do the same socks, and i'll talk to people except its not necessarily a convo, its me constantly saying stupid shit as anyone who's talked to me on amps will verify
i also pick at myself while high, but do you have some sort of street/not RX form of racemic amp, or you using pharms?
high dose to me is 180+, 150 is a decent dose though
of dextro
 
I edited after you replied; in case you missed it.

It's not pharm, it's clandestine made racemic amphetamine, plain ol' benzedrine style; man I wish I could buy those over the counter like they did in the 40's :D

And wow, 180mg of d-amp. I could not imagine. A 10th of that gets me super high. 180mg is more like a high MDMA dose; off the chart for d-amp.
 
LOL 180 of MDMA gets me off my fuckin ASS man, at starscape .19 of that fire ass shit i had had me off my ASS so bad (in a good way)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8NIhSqaJtY
iirc it was sometime around THEN that my molly kicked in
and i'm pretty sure i was rollin during this too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NZcpLsSQko&feature=related
so is your stuff powder?
damn dog, i wanna try some of your shit cause you can bang it cant ya
never i dont get how you dont like anything electronic/ravey
raving is fun as hell even sober.
 
Yeah, d-amp is pretty mint. I've found racemic amphetamine to be better as a physical/recreational stimulant and d-amp to be more mental. If I were to choose which I would dose when camping/hiking it's racemic for sure. For reading stuff, d-amp. I find racemic amphetamine to have an amazing body euphoria.

And another case where I can't keep up lol, 5th of vodka, ambulance please :D

I think I might watch Trainspotting later on tonight too Never, I haven't watched it in a while and it's a good comedown movie. :)
 
i never saw trainspotting, but i've tried racemic in the form of adderLOL, yeah fuck that bullshit.
180 of adderall XR last time had me feeling NOTHING, other than not being able to sleep.
no lie.
 
LSDMDMA&9901451 said:
so is your stuff powder?
damn dog, i wanna try some of your shit cause you can bang it cant ya
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Ya, it's powder, clean too. When you eventually run into crystal meth (which will likely happen at some point), don't go nuts eh ;)

never i dont get how you dont like anything electronic/ravey
raving is fun as hell even sober.
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I find I don't like electronic music as much as I used to. When tripping I much prefer some soulful and sometimes fast paced folk music. I am listening to some trance right now though; first time in a long time.
 
LSDMDMA&9901463 said:
i never saw trainspotting, but i've tried racemic in the form of adderLOL, yeah fuck that bullshit.
180 of adderall XR last time had me feeling NOTHING, other than not being able to sleep.
no lie.
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Actually Adderall isn't racemic; it's 75% d-amp and 25% l-amp IIRC. It has a higher concentration of d-amp than racemic amp does.

I dunno, my racemic body high position still stands, feels good man :)
 
PepperSocks said:
And another case where I can't keep up lol, 5th of vodka, ambulance please :D
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Well I was at it like half the day, not just in the evening. I has booze tolerance though. Next time I use stims I think I'll try some lower end doses though. See how that works...ideally I won't be on stimulants at all but something better, but we'll see. Problem is I end up acting completely out of character and can't really hide it on stims, confidence and sociability are not things I know how to deal with well. And then the comedowns. Blegh.
 
Oh HELL yeah i get sketched out socks, i think i get kinda the same deal that never does..but i just cant stop, the high is too seductive...
never you must try E
proper MDMA shit, i bet youll like electronic music then %) ;)
socksybwoy how do you know your stuff is regular amp and not just low quality methamphetamine (the stuff they call "crank" is powder isnt it?)
i'm off to bed now though, i bid you all goodnight
i might be back later.
i'm KINDA on tolerance break ATM, i wont have any amphetamine for another like week or two, i think, so i'll bet you 100mg will get me decently high to start (snorted) when i get moar.
i'll let you diggitys know, night never and socksybwoy
 
Never Knows Best said:
Problem is I end up acting completely out of character and can't really hide it on stims, confidence and sociability are not things I know how to deal with well.
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I've done similar things. I find when high I get very uninhibited to the point that I say and do things I really shouldn't and then realize how much of an ass I was the next day.

And then the comedowns. Blegh.
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To be honest I find amphetamine to be the easiest stimulant I've had to come down from. Try keeping the dose under 20mg and get a feel for the low dose stimulation. Anything over 20 to me is pointless, just increases restlessness and tension without getting me higher, and the comedown is much worse. Huh, a good analogy would be MDMA; 150mg gets you super high but how much higher does 250mg get you and how much worse is the comedown?

IME high doses take away from the high by increasing the tension and the comedown is so much worse anyway.

I'm snorting like an American tonight; just had my first line with Georgy :D
 
Should have my first report up sometime in the next few days, just started it in a word processor and will work on it more tomorrow :)

Lets just say I had a great time hiking today.
 
LSDMDMA&9901500 said:
socksybwoy how do you know your stuff is regular amp and not just low quality methamphetamine (the stuff they call "crank" is powder isnt it?)
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I trust the source and it's not North American. I'm positive it's plain amphetamine. :)

It's a shame the only non-pharm good stimulant here is methamphetamine. I think regular amphetamine is much more safe and sustainable, more people could enjoy it. Meth has such a stigma and it sort of has earned that stigma to a point; most people just can't stop and it ruins them.

night never and socksybwoy
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'night brother :)
 
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