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^ Yes, I'm very intrigued by the amanitas myself. The other herbal drug that I'm intent on exploring more is ayahuasca.

Definitely be sure to PM DwayneHoover if you go through with the amanitas -- he's done quite a bit of research, and apparently you've got to follow a very particular way of cooking them up to get the right effects, and to circumvent the nasty side-effects.

I'll be sure to! :)

Have you experienced hallucinations with any of the other GABAergic hallucinogens (zolpidem, zopliclone, and zaleplon, well there are more, but these and muscimol are the only readily attainable ones)? If not give it a try, it seems a lot of people don't get much from them, but if you do get the hallucinations...they're quite great! Here's my meth-fueled topic on the subject: http://bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=569099
http://bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=569921


Also, decided no more herawn for me tonight...the cig made me kinda nauseous but it was great. BTH is pretty 6-MAM tastic, my motor coordination is quite impaired.
 
I sit and meditate, or my favorite thing is to smoke whilst reading a novel, take a good puff every page or two. Tobacco's probably just not your thing. What cigar did you smoke? (Though if you're in the mood to try anything more, grab a Padron, they're a medium-full bodied Nicaraguan with a peppery zing. They're my favs, the 1926 serie is what got me into cigars in the first place. I might have told you this already but I do not remember).

Padron is my favorite as well, my dad is a huge cigar-guy and has gotten me into those
 
Speaking of tobacco, while i am not a fan, something funny happened yesterday.

I was out at a patio at a bar and this guy was bragging about his "hash oil" that he'd made (really just an ethanolic extract of a large amount of clippings). He dipped a ciggarette in it and we smoked it. I hate cigarettes and dislike tobacco in general, but i'm not gonna turn down free weed extract.

Anyways, so we were talking about it and wondering if there was a drug slang for a ciggarette dipped in cannabis extract.... and we named it a "chocolate banana". Lol. Dunno why, but it was pretty darn funny at the time.

Apple, i've tried kratom and kava, and both can be pretty good, although kratom is addicting (i think some people on this site have reports/info on first-hand experiences with that).

I like blue lotus and passionflower, and I'm going to start exploring using their extracts in various forms again.
 
It's Friday! wohoo!

also, nice weather, cool evening, prepping to go out with some friends... not sure about later, but im full of nice vibes and might just indulge a bit tonight...
 
So i had me a CAO LX2 yesterday
and yucatan whar can i find me some good speed garage?
all i've got on my computer is some 187 lockdown, and youtubeing for music constantly gets kinda annoying
 
Psox said:
You guys are all such a permanent part of me; I think of you all the time and then to see you guys are thinking of me too just fills me with <3.

Was just thinking about you the other day, bro. <3 :) Hoping you were doing well, sucks not hearing from you and whatnot BUT, I'm glad you were doing your own thing and getting along well with it. :)

I was planning on going to pharmacy school after the one year of full time (which is a prerequisite) but that would mean going to Toronto or Waterloo (two places I don't want to go) and I find lately I have more of a drive to go all the way and get the M.D.. Getting a B.Pharm would take me 5 years and getting an M.D. would take me 6, so it's quite a jump in qualification for one extra year and I'd be able to go to med school in places I would actually like.

Way to go, man! :)

Going for your doctorate is really the way to go, because when you have "Doctor" in front of your name, something magical happens where people all of a sudden have to listen to you and can't just dismiss your opinion off the bat as nonsense. :D

Going all the way and getting your doctorate is much better than the alternatives nowadays, it seems -- if you have the intellectual capacity to do it (which, believe me Psox, you do), you might as well, because it seems like a bachelors degree is a dime a dozen nowadays and you really need further qualification to have any significant degree of job security.

I've been considering going the M.D. route myself, but I think I rather go for my Ph.D. in organic chemistry, even though it will most likely pay much less. The luxury of being able to specialize to such a high degree is worth it to me, I don't know if I could deal with patients everyday honestly.

Anyways, great to hear from you bro. I'm glad to hear that you'll be posting a bit more, seems like all the old PD cats are dropping away lately.

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On that note, missin' Xorky and Willow, among others -- hope you guys are doing well too. <3 :) :)
 
Hey LMA,

For speed garage, check out Double 99 - Ripgroove, which is a classic, and others by Double 99.

Also, Buzzy Bus - Jump, you'll never get the whistling out of your head.

I just got back from work, kinda delerious and tired from insomnia and a bad day, but I am relaxing with a good IPA and surfing the BL... ahh its good to be home. Picked up some kava kava pills today (too expensive, but oh well) and gonna be taking some tonight to help knock out.
 
i've herd rip groove before lol, i posted it in here and i think thats when you were liek
OMG I RUV SPEED GARAGE TOO
ill check out that other track and try to find a torrent of Double 99's other stuff
 
I've got this great speed garage mix on cd, but I couldn't find it or the tracklisting online, its by a dj called Lucas Wade, from like 2004. If you find it, definitely grab it.
 
Ill look fer it
listened to Jump, its pretty good
but this kinda stuff is moar my style
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEY18wzNp7g
i think its kinda funny that the only reason i ever herd of speed garage/wanted to see what it was was after seeing Ali G reference it in a video.
I liek speed garage cause of Ali G
http://www.youtube.com/user/EarlyHardcoreTracks1
anybody ever lookin for proper hardcore/gabber thats where you go, cause that channel has some PROPER oldschool tracks, liek from the thunderdome CDs and poop
the 90s looked pretty cool.
dank pills, speed garage and the best in hardcore/gabber.
 
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Was just thinking about you the other day, bro. <3 :) Hoping you were doing well, sucks not hearing from you and whatnot BUT, I'm glad you were doing your own thing and getting along well with it. :)

Thanks man, it was good to take a break and all. I really did become more social and more comfortable with my IRL friends. I hang out with them a lot more now and I'm back in the group full time so to say.

I haven't been completely drug abstinent but I've quit all the hard things and the mind benders. Psychedelics are good and bad and for me for the last while it was mostly bad. I'm seeing things so much more clearly and the obsessive thoughts are to a minimum. It really was psychedelics that were filling my head with stuff and tying me in knots.

Without them for the last while I find my anxiety is at a low point and my mind is now free to get involved in productive pursuits.

Going for your doctorate is really the way to go, because when you have "Doctor" in front of your name, something magical happens where people all of a sudden have to listen to you and can't just dismiss your opinion off the bat as nonsense. :D

Haha, it's so true. When I read that the perfect example I thought of is Shulgin. If he only had a bachelor's or master's he wouldn't have gotten the run he had. Having the doctorate really does give you the ability to have people listen to you and gives you a real opportunity to get people to reevaluate the current state of things to get things changed.

Going all the way and getting your doctorate is much better than the alternatives nowadays, it seems -- if you have the intellectual capacity to do it (which, believe me Psox, you do), you might as well, because it seems like a bachelors degree is a dime a dozen nowadays and you really need further qualification to have any significant degree of job security.

Thanks again man, I've always known it but only recently have I had the drive and mental freedom to actually go for it.

As to the rest of the quote; that seems to be the way the world is anymore. A bachelor's used to give you way more than it does now. With an evolving world so many people have a bachelor's degree that in order to give yourself an advantage you have to go higher.

When I was working in that lab I was surrounded by Ph.D's and Ph.D candidates, all the other people were the "lackies". That also really made me realize how snobby the high academic world is and I don't want a career surrounded by people like that.

One exception to that though is professional bachelors degrees. A B.Pharm guarantees you a good job no matter what. They only let so many people into pharmacy school so graduates are guaranteed a position, especially with the aging population and pharmacies springing up everywhere.

Also an engineering degree is similar; if you're a P.eng with that iron ring you're more or less guaranteed a good job.

One thing I learned while working as a lackie in that lab and all the other jobs before it was that I can do better and I hate having a boss. I want to be doing what I want to do and not have to answer to anyone (or at least very few people every once in a while). I've always had a major disdain for my bosses and my last boss was as good as bosses get. I guess I just hate authority, being controlled and being at someone's becking call.

I've been considering going the M.D. route myself, but I think I rather go for my Ph.D. in organic chemistry, even though it will most likely pay much less. The luxury of being able to specialize to such a high degree is worth it to me, I don't know if I could deal with patients everyday honestly.

A Ph.D in your specific field of interest is great because it's basically you playing with the stuff you're really interested in; that's your career. I think Shulgin enjoyed his. ;)

For me the M.D. fits because I like to feel like I'm making an immediate difference in people's lives. I'd also be able to interact with the general population and actually implement medical advancements by recommending things to people or simply get people thinking about non-conventional approaches. It's one thing for medical science to discover things but unless doctors pass it on to their patients it goes nowhere. Also; M.D.'s are often actively involved in collaborative research with Ph.D's. My old boss's collaborator had an M.D. and no Ph.D. I think as long as it's a doctorate you're able to perform research, but a Ph.D can't actually practice medicine, although they are more specialized.

My boss in that lab (Ph.D in Pharmacology) had a ball making discoveries, but to me they seemed so minute and far away from any practical worldly application that it all seemed so pointless. Also most Ph.D's have to keep positions in large cities whereas every small community has medical doctors in it and that's where I fit. However, lets face it; getting into med school is no guarantee; they let very few people in per year and if I don't get in, the Ph.D route would be the way I would go.

When it comes to money though; up here medical doctors get paid well but I think Ph.D's in a good position get paid much more. The money seems to be an insignificant point though; as long as I have a comfortable lifestyle, say 70k (and docs get well over 100k), I'm good with that, anything more is just bonus that can be passed around to those with less.

Well that turned into a bit of a ramble, tomorrow is my first and only day off from number crunching this week and I've dipped into some kava. I have a bbq with the family tomorrow and a fish fry with my friends in the evening, good times. :)
 
I don't regret getting my Ph.D. You gotta love it, because grad school is grueling and very non-rewarding financially, and even when you get a Ph.D., its not like money and fame suddenly appear. It takes hard work over the entirety of your career. But If you really really love it, then its worth it :).

I coulda probably just gone into a job from my bachelors, but I don't think I would be as happy (not that i am spectacularly happy, I battle depression quite often, and many days in the lab are completely and utterly unsuccessful and worthless). I enjoy the mental freedom a PhD brings, the idea that you can write a grant to explore something totally new and something thats a really difficult problem that you want to try to understand.

Lol, i took an accidental nap from 7ish to 9ish, drank half a beer and woke up 1.5 hours later. Guess I really was that tired. Gonna have some kava myself as well and get ready for a regular sleep.
 
you're a doctor yucatan?
diggity
most successful so far PD'er yet methinks.
imma call you dr. yucatan now lol
a doctor who lieks speed garage and MDMA and shit
yuo're mah kind of doctor diggity
 
For me the M.D. fits because I like to feel like I'm making an immediate difference in people's lives. I'd also be able to interact with the general population and actually implement medical advancements by recommending things to people or simply get people thinking about non-conventional approaches. It's one thing for medical science to discover things but unless doctors pass it on to their patients it goes nowhere. Also; M.D.'s are often actively involved in collaborative research with Ph.D's. My old boss's collaborator had an M.D. and no Ph.D. I think as long as it's a doctorate you're able to perform research, but a Ph.D can't actually practice medicine, although they are more specialized.

that is a very nice way of looking at a MD, but also a bit romantic. dont get me wrong it can be a very satisfying work, but at the same time not all is as it seems once you actually get there. ive also thought that changes ill be able to have a positive significant impact on peoples lives, and you do get that, but there are many frustrations along the way, mainly coming from people that are supposed to collaborate with you (from your boss, to your assistants, to the pacients themselves). it takes a lot of energy to stay afloat and optimistic at times.
a PhD on the other hand give youthe opportunity to work with something you choose and love, and the freedom to explore it as you wish.
Ive been considering doing a PhD myself, but I havent yet found that one thing that interests me above all else to which i would dedicate years of my life. I have a few ideas, but Id rather concentrate on my residency for the time being. To tell the truth, Ive not done a lot of researching and a few articles here and there to start with are more up my alley before i embark on something grander.

I dont know how it is in other parts of the world but sometimes I feel there are too many people here going for PhD, some of which overlap so much with others and dont really tell anything new. I dont want to be just another academic juggler, pasting and copying and not really creating something new. So until I get the right idea, MD first, PhD later.
 
so i'm tryin to trip some
next week i'mma see bout an eighth, then try to track down some proper L for the end of the month
end of the month gonna be droogfest 2011 at llama's place.
mad amphetamiens, and some psyches should be doen
and maybe a little oxy if i can sti ll track it down, to halp wash the amphets down my nose
 
Droogfest 2011 is right now over here.

Hmm, this evening I was gonna do dissociatives half DXM, half 4-meo-pcp. I only ended up taking the 360mg of DXM, 'cuase it's late and I'm not sure I wanna puke my guts out like I feel the 4-meo might make me, but I kinda wanna get to my happy dissociative place....hmmmmmm....decisions decisions. Cut my losses or double down?
 
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