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Well I have to continue to work on my school work so, might just have to stick with the deep breathing once in a while.

Wish I had some more kratom. That really cut the nerve and made it easier to take life as it is. Oh well, enough chemical dependency, just gotta work through it.
 
^ if you are drinking caffeine while working, make it green tea, which is destressing thanks to the l-threanine and other components.

I find that a little bit of exercise can help too, like just do some quick situps/pushups to get your blood flowing a bit and to use the stress energy for something, and then get back to work.

If you have the time, take a walk for 20 minutes and plan out what you are going to do.
 
Speaking of stress, I went to the doctor today because I am pretty sure i have a sinus infection. They agreed with me and gave me a course of clarithromycin (Biaxin). Oh joy. No partying for me for a while (and my birthday is coming up in the next ten days too. Lame.
 
Got an interview tomorrow afternoon, wish me luck!

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Stream of consciousness time-

Life goes on and on and on. As yesterday was, today is, and tomorrow will be. Even if I traverse thrice a thousand miles to take up residence, the one thing I can't escape is myself, progenitor of never-ending dissatisfaction. Gotta return to the source, unlearn so that I might know, dispossess the temporal to obtain the infinite. Failure. Like the air, truth slips through the fingers of those that would grab it. Desire burns within, tongues of flame reaching out from my core, flickering illumination, goals within reach? Never, never, never to be. Fire burns indiscriminately, though it grants power and demolishes obstacles, it will continue to burn, I too consumed, the world reduced to ash. What to do? Douse the self in chemical oblivion, though embers remain, they might smolder days where fiery blaze could sit but hours.


You know, if I wasn't so lazy, I might use some of that as a basis of a poem, but alas, I am quite lazy.
 
I'm starting to get sick of amphetamines myself.

I'm having a lot better day today thankfully. Just gotta sit down soon to start some mad work for these two tests on friday.
 
Never Knows Best said:
Stream of consciousness time-

Life goes on and on and on. As yesterday was, today is, and tomorrow will be. Even if I traverse thrice a thousand miles to take up residence, the one thing I can't escape is myself, progenitor of never-ending dissatisfaction. Gotta return to the source, unlearn so that I might know, dispossess the temporal to obtain the infinite. Failure. Like the air, truth slips through the fingers of those that would grab it. Desire burns within, tongues of flame reaching out from my core, flickering illumination, goals within reach? Never, never, never to be. Fire burns indiscriminately, though it grants power and demolishes obstacles, it will continue to burn, I too consumed, the world reduced to ash. What to do? Douse the self in chemical oblivion, though embers remain, they might smolder days where fiery blaze could sit but hours.
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Thought-provoking, and quite poetic. :) Thanks.
 
LOL I just realized that I forgot to pay my rent this month. 8( I was like "man, why do I have so much money??" :D Ugghh, I gotta go in and pay that first thing tomorrow morning-- I'm gunna have one motherfucker of a late-fee, though. :|

Jesus god, how is it even possible to not remember you haven't payed your rent for half the month?? I'm a fucken idiot man.
 
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