Spent the last 3 hours trying everything to install the old Thief games (I and II not Deadly Shadows) with no luck, all the while wishing my MXE high was a little more interesting. Unfortunately I didn't get much of that opiate warmth that my previous experiences gave me. It puzzles me a little though, I have plenty of experience with tolerance to dissociatives but with Ketamine it took me close to a month of daily/bi-daily use before I noticed any noticeable increase in tolerance - so for my 3rd experience to be such a failure I'm utterly confused.
I'm wondering if maybe it was the caffeine in my system, or the fact I had a full stomach this time. Or maybe it's simply the fact both my previous experiences involved a redose - and that was enough to cause tolerance?
Either way, strange. I'm still dissociated and stimulated, relaxing, but little euphoria.
Congrats llama, you should be a Bethesda mod. I always wondered how those guys had 30k+ posts. Now I know. Stims! :D
Edit: Regarding my issues taking MXE tonight, I might just have worked it out. My mental state at the moment, aside from a little dissociation - reminds me very much of when I took ritalin, uncomfortable, very stimulated, but not where I wanted to be in terms of euphoria. I think it's possible the caffeine, cigarettes and stimulation from the larger dose I took ruined it for me rather than tolerance.
Llama you can probably answer my question for me. Does my post look like a stimulant rant? If so, problem solved