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I've yet to smoke a single cigar. I've heard really bad things about cheap ones, but I wouldn't pass up even the cheapest cigar if it were free.

I've already taken a small allergy test dose of MXE, and I'll probably take an actual dose of 20mg sublingual later on tonight.

I'm thinking the 6-APB would be better saved for a night out clubbing, no? :)
 
I don't know why it seemed like this was my shortest 2C-C experience ever. It's the only phen (besides the NBOMEs) I like but I was left quite disappointed now. The "trip" was like 1 hour and now I'm only left with some tracers and slightly moving objects. 50 mg usually is a 4-5 hour experience for me, and now it lasted only for a couple of hours and now I'm just having a nice afterglow but since I just took 40 mg MXE it's "probabably" the MXE which makes the afterglow so nice. Actually I'm going to continue with MXE this night. Phens have never been my thing anyway.

So I guess it's time for some real dissociation tonight.
 
Who as enough money for a pint of vodka? Yeaaah. After all this sobriety I've been having lately, it will be good to get the GABA flowing. Excelsior! (lately I'm puzzling over the question, do I like GABAergics or opiates more? I am unable to use opiates responsibly, but when I'm not using them it's like whatever, I can't really imagine stopping use of GABAergics altogether for an extended period of time)

Whatever happened to 'jat?
 
Okay so I dosed a mere 15mg of MXE sublingually and it took me by surprise. After all the high dose reports I was really thinking you guys were pulling my leg and low doses would be a disappointment.

My god was I wrong..

I'm in the loveliest blanket of fuzzy warmth now :D
 
Nice, when you getting some MDMA? I feel kind of weird that now that I have 6-ABP I'm probably going to try it before MDMA or MDA hah.
 
I don't know why it seemed like this was my shortest 2C-C experience ever. It's the only phen (besides the NBOMEs) I like but I was left quite disappointed now. The "trip" was like 1 hour and now I'm only left with some tracers and slightly moving objects. 50 mg usually is a 4-5 hour experience for me, and now it lasted only for a couple of hours and now I'm just having a nice afterglow but since I just took 40 mg MXE it's "probabably" the MXE which makes the afterglow so nice. Actually I'm going to continue with MXE this night. Phens have never been my thing anyway.

So I guess it's time for some real dissociation tonight.

It's possible to shut a trip down, even though the chemicals still run through you. Close your eyes and take some deep breaths... Bake' N business

So what kind of scale you got llama ?
 
It's possible to shut a trip down, even though the chemicals still run through you. Close your eyes and take some deep breaths... Bake' N business

So what kind of scale you got llama ?

Well, I decided to continue on with MXE. I took another 20 mg 2C-C and I'm now at 120 mg MXE. I must say this is a quite confusing state of mind.

Scale....I have 2 milligram scales. What is a llama? I'm very confused right know.
 
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You're going to be sad when you get to season 7 I think it is. Cory and Trevor leave the show. The title of the first episode is one of Ricky's lines in it; "I fuckin' miss Cory and Trevor".

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i got a scale today.
nwo i can weigh my own MDMA and methamphetamine when i haz it!

Just now?? Have you been dabbling in RC's without one? Bad bad llama. My first RC's were 2C-x's and I remember receiving the pack and having to wait for the scale before trying them.

My milligram scale is a cheap AWS china made thing. It does the trick though; it's pretty trustworthy. It's also really good on batteries. It has the batteries that came with it and it's 4-5 years old now.

My plain 0.1g scale is one I got at the beginning of grade 12 when I had my first pot harvest and had to weigh up my ginos and 1/4s. It's been around the block, it only cost me $20, again some cheap Chinese made thing. Really though thing for how flimsy it feels. It's survived years of being banged around in a backpack and general heavy use. Funny thing about it is I have to take the batteries out every time I use it or it will drain them. One of the springs on a battery terminal broke off so I stuff a piece of tin foil in there to make the connection. It's still functional, and it certainly doesn't owe me anything.

That's how all my stuff is; everything is old, heavily used but still functional. :D

Man I wish I had some real opiates with me. Friday night and I'm exhausted, so far I've had kava, kratom and diazepam and I'm thinking of redosing on all three in a bit. Last time I leave the stuff I really like at home. :P

My physics prof observed the a minute of silence at 11:00 in middle of lecture for Remembrance day which I thought was nice. So many profs are all post-modern and anti-veteran commemoration, fucking new-age ignorant pigs. My physics prof is actually Polish and lived there until the fall of the Berlin wall so I think he can appreciate the kind of society we have here.

I don't know if it's just me but I find my generation by and large to be really rude and ungrateful. Smart phones have got to be one of the worst inventions ever. People texting in the middle of conversation, in the middle of lectures, everywhere. I have a cell phone, but it's just a phone that I use when I need to call someone. When I see people texting in the middle of a lecture I feel like taking it and throwing it against the wall. That has got to be hard for a lecturer to look up and see half his class typing on their cell phones instead of listening to what he's saying. It also distracts me from the lecture because the very act of texting in that situation gets under my skin and takes my mind off the matter at hand. Same thing with people talking in the middle of a lecture. Like seriously, why bother coming? Go somewhere else if you want to talk. You're bothering me, inhibiting my concentration and disrespecting the prof; shut the fuck up!!

I just find my generation has really lost its sense of basic manners. I've never seen ignorance on the scale that I see it in my peers. Even after the minute of silence was over the first thing I heard from around me was "that was too quiet". Seriously, you can't take a minute out of the whole year to be quiet and think of those who have fallen to protect our way of life?

So ungrateful. With all this "occupy" stuff going on; think of what people being the age of the protesters were doing 70 years ago and the kind of life they had. To be honest I don't have much sympathy for the occupy movement; mostly just a bunch of spoiled idiots who want to cause trouble and rebel against the establishment.
 
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I just find my generation has really lost its sense of basic manners. I've never seen ignorance on the scale that I see it in my peers. Even after the minute of silence was over the first thing I heard from around me was "that was too quiet". Seriously, you can't take a minute out of the whole year to be quiet and think of those who have fallen to protect our way of life?

People have been complaining about the degeneracy of the youth since Plato at least. If the argument had merit we would have turned into beastly things by now. Society is changing due to new information technology, this will have benefits and detriments (though I'm on your side, maybe it's just because I'm poor and relatively reclusive, but I'm not afraid to turn into an old fogey early). And I know you've expressed conservative sympathies so I'm not surprised you feel that way about the occupy movement, but for us far left folks (well, I'm reverting to communist sympathies the longer I'm unemployed and in financial hardship it seems), the main detriment of the movement is their believing in society and unwillingness to dismantle it completely.

And while I don't know how things are in the Great White North, but here in America, real wages for most citizens have remained stagnate since 1979 while the wealthy have seen massive gains in real income. Wealth is being increasingly funneled to executives while basic level employees are forced into part-time only labor with less benefits and income and unreliable hours. A prescient example I read in the LA times the other month is of the Disney corporation, Walt Disney made 108x the amount of the basic Disney hotel employee when he was in charge, the current CEO, Iger, makes like 736x (don't remember exact number, it was over 700 though) the amount of the basic hotel employee.

On another note, why do I say I'm getting the GABA flowing whilst on GABAergics, they don't increase extracellular levels of GABA, just agonise the receptor site. Here's a neat picture of ethanol's effects on gaba receptors versus normal ones in this site. http://www.neurogenesis.com/Neuroscience/alcohol-addictions.php

*eats from free bowl of drugs that comes with modship* Wait these are acetylcholinesterase inhibitors...someone make me some datura tea STAT!
 
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Sometimes I have the strange sensation that my long term memory is inadequate. I mean honestly, my entire lift is one huge blur. To sit here and think back on my past, brings back only a handful of hazy images. It almost feels like I never had a past. But maybe that's just because I'm actually trying to recall my life. I can remember the little details if they spontaneously surface as a result of some association, like being reminded of an event by reading a sentence in a book.


Congrats on the modship, Never. :)
 
Consider that a blessing TAC, I find that my most vivid memory is from obsessively recalling information in an attempt to relive the past (aka happy-fun 4-MeO-PCP times). Also I'm reminded of a quotation that goes something like "The smallest hope is more valuable than a hundred precious memories." Anyway, focus on the future, acknowledge the past only as is helpful/productive (and don't call me a hypocrite for giving such advice).

I see you're on late. Me, it's just 'cause I'm drunk (drank too much to use tomorrow, so finishing the pint tonight) and I don't wanna waste it, plus I have a lot of stuff to read up on so I can help run our community well. (mmm, scraped the last residue from the 3 empty H bags I had on time and snorted, I can sort of feel it a bit. Adds a nice flavor to the sedation, wouldn't feel it at all if sober it was such a small amount). I'm gonna wake up drunk/maybe a bit hungover/completely sleep deprived tomorrow but whatever.

Have some musics as celebration: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOvCYlAV0z8&feature=related

I'm thinking my next avatar will be Van Gogh's Almond Blossoms. In the language of the flowers, the almond blossom means hope (and they're really beautiful, like many flowering trees).
 
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Thanks for the music. :)

As usual, I'm up late for absolutely no good reason. Actually I've been making use of some of this time by practicing for an upcoming piano audition.

LOL, I notice that your posts are edited more often than not, Never. I'm totally the same way. I ALWAYS find some reason to compulsively edit my posts.
 
I'd do that daily were I not forced to get up at 9am these days, being up to see the sunlight has its advantages though. I have to say sitting on the stairs to use the computer (only outlet by my above the garage room that has power enough for it) is really uncomfortable. I'll have to use the other computer tomorrow night.
 
^ Yeah, I'm a fan of the sunlight. I always make sure to take a walk outside on sunny days. Although the moonlight has a wonderfully reflective, thought-provoking, introspective quality that the sunlight lacks.
 
i like when it gets dark earlier and for longer.
i swear i wish in PA it would do the thing like in alaska where its dark for like 2 months straight, that would be awesome.
 
^ not just Alaska my friend. Anywhere way up there, Norway, Sweden, Finland, Russia.. think globally dude! ;)

But yeah I've always wanted to go up north in the summer, hang out all night long in daylight. That'd be so cool. In the winter it would suck balls, no sun ever, talk about depressing, not to mention bone chilling, ridiculously cold. The only thing I would travel north for in the winter; aurora borealis.

And NKB, congrats on the stick. I do agree with some theory in the occupy movement. Trying to live on the wage of a grocery store cashier is nearly impossible. The distribution of wealth is disproportionate. I agree with that.

Hung over.. Got boshed with diazepam and diphenhydramine, I was so unable to keep my eyes open. Today, I have work to do, cup of tea peeted with vellocet. =D
 
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