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Naw not as a means to cope, usually I just do lots of heroin when I want to ignore my problems. I think I'm actually going to work on some sort of positive worldview for myself tonight. I'm skeptical about chemical "self help" but shit, it probably wont fuck me up more than I am!
 
Motor coordination slightly off, this is gooood. If only I had a beer or something to slip into proper niceness. Time may or may not also be moving faster than it should.

llamigo said:
never you're too smart to just give up like that.
plz dont dude.
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Well instead of hurling platitudes at me, perhaps take part in the brainstorming of things I can do.
 
Apple, it's interesting that you too mention the same thing. I've been reading and re-reading the Tao Te Ching daily for a while now. Psychedelics help me start out on the path, gain an interest, change those values that are incompatible with the Tao, but Lao Tzu has taught me that the simple fact is, we've all reached the end of the path we seek already, we're already there, so to live truthfully is just to accept who you are, where you are, when you are and what you are. Though, I have to say I've found that to be a lot harder than it sounds!

Nearjat, sorry to hear about you breaking up with your girlfriend. I recently split up with my on-and-off girlfriend of the past 2 years. However the more time you spend apart the more you see the benefits of the split, in my case me and her are still best friends and I think it's for the best, if, dare I say, we were "meant to be", then some day we will be, and if not, we're both free to go about our lives without being bound to each other purely out of hope that it'll work. Although it's strange being single again after so long, I've come to love the idea as much as I loved being with her :)
 
Jesusgreen said:
Apple, it's interesting that you too mention the same thing. I've been reading and re-reading the Tao Te Ching daily for a while now. Psychedelics help me start out on the path, gain an interest, change those values that are incompatible with the Tao, but Lao Tzu has taught me that the simple fact is, we've all reached the end of the path we seek already, we're already there, so to live truthfully is just to accept who you are, where you are, when you are and what you are. Though, I have to say I've found that to be a lot harder than it sounds!
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Wow! That's great. I only very recently found out about Taoism through Alan Watts' interpretation of the Tao Te Ching, but I have yet to read it directly. If you want a really lucid and insightful analysis of what it means to live in accordance with Te, spoken by one of the greatest poets and philosophers ever put on tape, I highly recommend you listen to this lecture. I came across it yesterday while on the tail end of my 2C-E + LSD trip, and the synchronicity with earlier parts of the trip .blew. .my. .mind.

Also, Alan Watts' book on his personal experiences with the classic psychedelic drugs, "The Joyous Cosmology", is equally amazing and inspiring.
 
Alan Watts is easily my favourite philosopher. It's interesting, I believe my own interest in the Tao was also drawn from Alan Watts, as in one of his talks he briefly touched on it. The next night I had a dream in which someone asked me what I believed, rather than going in depth about it I said the closest comparison was Taoism - the next day I began to read up on it and since then I've maintained an active interest.

I have not heard this particular lecture by him though, I'll definitely listen to it today, maybe right now in fact :) I also wasn't aware of the name of that book, only of it's existence so I'll try and get my hands on a copy.
 
I've got a copy of Alan Watt's "The Book: the taboo about knowing who you are" and I love reading through that thing. It looks so short, but after every coouple of paragraphs you have to stop and think about the implications and effects of his theorizing. Damn cool.
 
yucatanboy2 said:
I've got a copy of Alan Watt's "The Book: the taboo about knowing who you are" and I love reading through that thing. It looks so short, but after every coouple of paragraphs you have to stop and think about the implications and effects of his theorizing. Damn cool.
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Exactly, and I love how every word the man says makes a whole damn lot of sense, I'm never left thinking "Hang on a minute why do you assume that?"
 
nearjat said:
Naw not as a means to cope, usually I just do lots of heroin when I want to ignore my problems. I think I'm actually going to work on some sort of positive worldview for myself tonight. I'm skeptical about chemical "self help" but shit, it probably wont fuck me up more than I am!
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Munks have used about 40 mg. for meditation assistance. What was your dose?, and how was it? :)
 
yucatanboy2 said:
I've got a copy of Alan Watt's "The Book: the taboo about knowing who you are" and I love reading through that thing. It looks so short, but after every coouple of paragraphs you have to stop and think about the implications and effects of his theorizing. Damn cool.
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Yea that's the first book of his that I read, love it
 
Nearjat man, sorry to hear about your troubles <3

Ugh, massive serotonin dip Wednesday. :\

I blame everyone but myself. I blame everyone who posted a positive review online, I blame the manufacturer and distributors (even though they said it wasn't for human consumption), and I especially blame the government for not prohibiting it. Because of it's "not illegal" status it was easier to obtain than it would have been had it been illegal and thus there would have been less chance that I would have been able to take it in the first place.

It's everyone's fault but mine.

I found out that mephedrone has the serotonin dip effect and thus is not going to be used in any frequency, but I need a law enacted to keep me from making my own decisions on the matter. :p
 
I want to do mephedrone sometime recently, it wasnt bad iirc and its cheap.
mainly it looks like fun to throw some into a line of amphetamines.
 
LSDMDMA&AMP said:
NKB, wheres your name come from?
whos never?
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Never is not the subject of the phrase...anyway it's an FLCL reference, one of the characters in the show writes it on her cigarettes. It's sort of meant to show her having given up on life, that's if there's a good path to take, she doesn't know it.

This girl, Mamimi:
NeverknowsbestMamimi.jpg
 
Never Knows Best said:
Never is not the subject of the phrase...anyway it's an FLCL reference, one of the characters in the show writes it on her cigarettes. It's sort of meant to show her having given up on life, that's if there's a good path to take, she doesn't know it.

This girl, Mamimi:
NeverknowsbestMamimi.jpg
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foollyyycoolyy!!!! I love that show!! to bad there were only like 6 30min episodes. first time it aired on adult swim i was like 16? or 17, and was like wow, this shit is really perverted, and i <3 it!! hahaha.
now i watch weather channel D: LOL


gonna try mxe for the first time this weekended hopefully!! super excited about that! also was thinking about doing some 2ce along with it. I'm now quite firmilar how 2ce effects my brain and body, but i have no idea what the fuck to expect when I dose the mxe. thinking about inhaling 20-30mg, and dropping same 20-30mg under my tongue. so in total maybe 50+mg of mxe? plus more through out the night if desired, if i'll be able to even function.
wish me safe journey to outerspase lol
 
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