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Typically crappy, and sober. Oh well I did just make a nice little 2:30AM salad with lettuce, green onion, radish, cucumber, soy beans, shredded cheese, chinese pork sausage and ranch dressing.

Edit: delete further talk of things. Yer trippin' and I don't wanna throw your mood off. What musics are you listening to?
 
^ Awesome! Salads are my #1 favorite food in the world. The taste sensations that fresh vegetables can create are UNPARALLELED! :D


O.K. O.K.

I am so glad you asked me what music I've been listening to.

Because.

It.

Is.

Something which took me to a place that I can only describe as an ORGY WITH THE GODS. :D But even BETTER. Than that.

The cosmic orgasm is really in a class of its own.

And there's no better way of receiving such a gift, than to listen to Younger Brother's album Vaccine.
 
Strange.
I had a dream about doing mephedrone?
I've only done that once...
i think i'll fix that though, mephedrone is cheap.
ill get some soon.
 
apple, must say i envy you!

hows the trip body wise?

and salads are awesome, though im more partial to the less fatty kinds. and including sausages in salads is usually a nono for me :) i do like adding fruit in there somehow, like apples and pieces of lemon/orange
 
kingme said:
hows the trip body wise?
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Well... that's actually a difficult question to answer. Haha. :) The reason being, I'm covered in feckin' POISON OAK rashes from my little wilderness adventure a few days ago, so I've made it a point to entirely ignore my body, rather than observe it.
 
TheAppleCore said:
2C-E is really so very strange in its effect. It's as if the entire trip stays on a plane above sober consciousness, rather than altering or distorting it. 2C-E plays with a part of your mind that is entirely separate from the part that we experience in the sober functions of life. I feel like I'm still ME. TheAppleCore is still here, unaltered and sober -- he's just watching something ELSE, quite literally like a passenger on a ride of some sort, looking out the sides of the vehicle. But this really is no ordinary ride. The sights to be seen here are very profound and stirring indeed.
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I love how you summed that up. I feel if anything my mental capacity is enhanced rather than clouded as with certain other drugs. Even at extremely high doses I think extremely analytically, resolving complex problems with a great understanding of everything that is going on. I always describe the "head high" of 2C-E as "being an evil genius for a day" because that's truly how it feels to me. At the same time I think it still has a great potential to unleash those magickal experiences such as ego loss, as seen with many of the users on this forum, though I've yet to experience ego loss on 2C-E myself.

Sending you some good vibes Apple, sounds like you already have plenty though! :) How's the trip been going so far?
 
Jesusgreen said:
I always describe the "head high" of 2C-E as "being an evil genius for a day" because that's truly how it feels to me.
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Of course, only an evil genius would apply something like 2C-E to his nefarious schemes. ;)

Sending you some good vibes Apple, sounds like you already have plenty though! :) How's the trip been going so far?
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Thank you so much for the good vibes! Always appreciated. <3 The trip has regrettably drawn to a close, but it's been a pure joy, and also very psychologically healing in a down-to-earth and practical way. I've come to realize lately, after ending a long period of sobriety, that I'm simply sick without psychedelics. They're my medicine, and my goal is to bring sober life as close as possible to what I experience on psychedelics. (Which, as it turns out, is something the ancient Chinese have mastered in a philosophy called Taoism.)
 
TheAppleCore said:
2C-E is really so very strange in its effect. It's as if the entire trip stays on a plane above sober consciousness, rather than altering or distorting it. 2C-E plays with a part of your mind that is entirely separate from the part that we experience in the sober functions of life. I feel like I'm still ME. TheAppleCore is still here, unaltered and sober -- he's just watching something ELSE, quite literally like a passenger on a ride of some sort, looking out the sides of the vehicle. But this really is no ordinary ride. The sights to be seen here are very profound and stirring indeed.
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I know just how you feel! With my 2C-E experiences, I felt trapped in my own head for most of the trip, unable to do a lot of talking until the come down. It's like I'm watching and listening to myself seeing and thinking, but not really actively participating.
 
kingme said:
and salads are awesome, though im more partial to the less fatty kinds. and including sausages in salads is usually a nono for me :) i do like adding fruit in there somehow, like apples and pieces of lemon/orange
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Fruit in salad can be very good too. I probably didn't need the meat with the soy beans, but I have those sausages lying around and no one else eats them so I figured I'd throw some in. On a completely unrelated note, in spite of my normal food proclivities, I like SPAM. I really do, though I haven't had any in like a year.


And darnit TAC, you're making me wanna take some 2c-e, though I'd prefer not to since I haven't any money (as usual) for accompanying items to make it more enjoyable. Especially since I threw out my JWH (I'm quite convinced it was overtly detrimental to my physical health).


Hmmm, been thinking, instead of jumping straight to throwing in the towel, would attempting the homeless really be so terrible? I need prospective locations, 'cause I still hate this place. Anyone know of any friendly cities with generally tolerable weather, and proximity to natural beauty? San Diego (well, not too naturey, but the ocean counts)? Asheville?
 
My inability to find work is what has left me in this situation...and I kinda ran out of willpower to continue doing so when even if successful I'd have to live in this rather toxic environment.

Gypsy thing? Elaborate. All prospective lifestyles I'd be willing to hear about, I'm not street smart enough for a life of crime and junkiedom (nothin' good comes from that anyway), so in my situation of soon to be leaving residence (preferably faaaar away) I don't know what else do to besides be on the streets. Haha, I'm quite unskilled and untrained in human living in all respects, asides from repose, sauntering, and obsessive abstract thinking.

Oh, going through stuff I found that empty phenazepam baggie, I ripped it open and likcked the shit out of it. I'm feelin' teh benzo. Hopefully I won't black out for three days, but 'sall good so far.
 
So you know that super great girlfriend I had? She cheated on me and left for some guy without warning. :'( But I'm taking some MDMA tonight, possibly first solo roll should be fun! Can you plug MDMA without water+syringe? Like a suppository lol?
 
Sorry to hear that NearJ :/
Hope you have an enjoyable night nonetheless and reflect on the good that came from the relationship into your life and not the bad

I...am stressed
Goodnight
 
jat if i were you i'd be shoveling proper stimulants (eg. not MDMA, the kind that makes you think fuck the world...) up my nose.
or some OC.
 
nearjat said:
So you know that super great girlfriend I had? She cheated on me and left for some guy without warning. :'( But I'm taking some MDMA tonight, possibly first solo roll should be fun! Can you plug MDMA without water+syringe? Like a suppository lol?
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If you're turning to MDMA as a means to cope, that is probably not the best idea.
 
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