Captain.Heroin
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Sounds like your friend is still kind of new to tripping.
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Thorns Have Roses
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Depends on dosage, 4-aco-dmt has been great with other people IME (and it was often difficult solo, orally anyway). Will the time frame of 4-aco-det match that of the hike well?
Thanatos
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Yeah the plan is to dose at the park and stay until we are able to drive the short distance back to his place. I really wanna give my homeboy a special experience with ethocin. Metocin was a hit with him, more than anything he's tried.
Dose question: my friend is a 6,0 150 lb male with low psych experience. It would be awesome if someone could help me find the golden amount for him.
As a side note- anyone of you in possession of a fair amount of ethocin, you should really try to freebase/vape it. It's the bees knees if you are looking for a booster.
Dose question: my friend is a 6,0 150 lb male with low psych experience. It would be awesome if someone could help me find the golden amount for him.
As a side note- anyone of you in possession of a fair amount of ethocin, you should really try to freebase/vape it. It's the bees knees if you are looking for a booster.
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Had a great trip on LSD yesterday, joined by my friend/housemate who took 2C-D for his first time. It's been a pretty long time since I did LSD.
It was very therapeutic for me, I was able to let go of a lot of stuff on an intuitive level and get past it during meditation - felt nothing but gratitude for a while.
Nice one, man. After all these years, I think LSD is still my #1 favorite psychedelic. It has everything - introspection, psychotherapy, sensual enhancement, ego dissolution at higher doses, sweet visuals, no body load.
Excellent decision. You will not regret it. Well, let me clarify - you might regret it while you are involved in what seems to be an ejection of demonic energy from your gut, but after that's all over, you'll feel great.
That's how I would tend to think. With all of the tripping I've done, I still can't handle 4-AcO-DMT without a touch of benzo soothing.
TheAppleCore
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Mannnnnn I'm home from school, sick today. I am so damn tempted to go and grab a bottle of robogels, and just completely dissolve my brain into the land of Tamriel. But I really don't think that chemical is very good for me, I always get weird memory glitches for awhile after using DXM. So I'll try to be a good boy. 
pharmakos
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had a gram of MXE, went through it mostly doing doses of 50mg-80mg-ish. decided to polish off the last 300mg last night. holy fuck was it awesome. achieved that golden moment where it felt like past, present, and future were all now. felt like i was the size of the universe, and the room i was in was the size of a grain of sand. my only regret is it felt like it went by too fast.
Venrak
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Sounds like you had fun! I've toyed with methoxetamine a bit, not much, only a gram over two weeks... I seem to only really enjoy it in combination with a mg of etizolam or else it just feels uncomfortable. I am fine with ketamine and DXM so it must be the DRI properties in the mix that causes me some anxiety.
I might give it another shot soon, but I'll be sure to get some etizolam as well.
PepperSocks
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That's good if you have that power of moderation. For my whole drug using career opiates have been on the menu as something I can have once in a while when chilling out; the problem comes when I'm sick or in pain. I use it as an excuse to overindulge. Opiates have never really been a strong addictive force in me like amps/benzos. When I stop consuming after an opie run I may feel less than perfect. With benzos I don't take any during the weekday (usually not), but by 5-6pm my jaw is grinding, nerves shot, eyes darting.. I cannot withold the benzo from myself when I feel like that and it's right there. Same way with amphetamine, but back-asswards.
I certainly don't blame the medical establishment for introducing me to opies; I would have discovered them anyway, like I've discovered every other drug. Also, I know oodles of people who have had broken bones, operations; legit scripts. They stopped when the script was empty and that was that. It's an individual thing, some people just aren't drawn to certain things.
Well I know next to jack about handguns; I know a bit about the cartridges they use. I think I'd just not bother with it; brings too many dangers, however convenient it is. In terms of a short gun for compact, lightweight; I'd get a carbine version of a small caliber rifle (.223 / 5.56mm), maybe with foldable stock. It'll be a bit less accurate with a bit less range than the full size rifle but it'll have a lot more of both of those than a pistol cartridge/barrel length. 5.56 NATO is a handy cartridge because it's produced like mad, cheap, lots of surplus.
The .22LR is an 'fun' little gun, but it's basically a powder-burning pellet gun. The ammo is ultra cheap, the shot noise is very quiet, and no recoil; in essense, a great target/practice gun. Max effective range (say lethal on squirrel) is about 100 yards, 5.56 is 4-500 yards, a ton more accurate, and stronger hitting.
I wouldn't get one in lever action though; if accuracy is your goal get a bolt-action, quick follow up shots, get a semi-auto. The .22 is actually the only rifle I recommend in semi; it's not super accurate to start with so the difference between semi-auto and bolt action is negligible.
Likewise the only rifle I recommend in lever action is the .30-30 win; it's hard to explain, it just fits.
As far as the all-purpose gun on a budget for target shooting and food acquisition; .308 win / 7.62 NATO. One particular model that I want to buy is a bolt action (accurate) with a good scope pre-mounted as a package from the factory. Savage Trophy Hunter XP (check it out). I'm not sure what it costs down there (likely half of what it does here; ~$500, which is amazing for a precision bolt-action w/ scope included). The 7.62 NATO is also a commisioned millitary round, easily found and relatively cheap. Capable of 1000 yard lethality on deer sized game, ~500 yard for moose. It's also won many target shooting competitions.
So yeah, where you are now; forget the pistol and .22; maybe come back later when funds permit. If I could only have 1 rifle and 1 type of ammo, it would be a bolt action in .308win.
Be careful though; guns legislation (here anyway) is complicated as fuck and you want to make sure you're always in compliance with every detail. Guns are a sore spot with cops (want a disarmed populace, and private ownership is like the cold war M.A.D. doctrine); anyways, if in possession they run you through a fine tooth comb of regulations.
It's actually quite appaling to see how frivolously non-euphoric psych meds are scripted.
I find they do work in the depression/anxiety department, but cognitive deficits are BAD (worse than benzos). I'm not sure what to do about that one, my marks are feelin it.
One thing that is weird, is that they greatly exacerbate my amphetamine abuse. They do so by actually allowing me to skip nights of sleep without feeling to sketched out. After 24 hours awake I'll be functional, but higher processes are runnin pretty low, after 48 hours I get dizzy/dull/ and think pi is exactly 3.
Before the SSRI, skipping entire nights only ever happened a few times in my life, such as if I took MDMA or amp too late in the night (once sun's up, I'm up), and I never, ever skipped the second night which I've done a couple times now.
I'll run out of powder, it'll happen in the next month or two, and I have to put my foot down and not re-up. I just have to starve myself out.
Tough call. Psychedelic self-psychotherapy can be good, but ultimately didn't work for me. SSRI's scripted by someone who knows less about the MOA/details than I do seem to actually be working fairly well.
A question for the mods (a fine job you do I might add) Do you see it as a demanding job or a hobby/ pastime? Also why do you think you were chosen from all that applied? It's obvious you guys know your stuff but was there something specific that got you the role? Just wondered is all because you guys are so knowledgeable it's scary at times, but I feel in safe hands with your responses so, happy days indeed. Thanks guys, keep up the great work keeping folk safe.
Depends on the forum. DS workload is light, and all behind the scenes, organizing studies, maintaining records, etc, and then there's the odd forum moderation (removing bad threads/post/infracting) but I have yet to see that there yet. There is a sense of guilt that comes with modshit; when you're on a bit of a BL break you feel like you should be checking it, and can make bluelighting feel like a chore.
This is especially true in high traffic forums such as PD. I'd be tired and just want toi read the social and make a post, but I'd see moderation to be done and feel guilty if I didn't do it. That is actually the only thing I didn't like about modding PD. As far as being chosen as a mod, be a regular in the forum's social thread, get your name and avatar all over the place, get to know the current mods (they're not supposed to practice nepotism, but everyone does on a subconscious level), and best of all; do some 'memberating' (redirect noobs to relevant threads before a current mod does
)Going to class on benzos, and coming away from it with absolutely no meaningful memory of the topics discussed nor the homework assignment, also apparently having been too retarded to write any of it down: fail.
Ya, I never take any benzos during the day, but I take them often enough that a large portion of my waking life is on them and I get little work done. SSRI's with their long half-life keeps me stupid like you described right through the day, and the next, and so on..
TheAppleCore
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^ Haha, no? When did that begin? :D
Thanatos
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Ethicocin is now my favorite 4-sub tryp. It's so smooth and amazingly visual, great sedated/rolling body high as well
Lab-Test Monkey
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@Peppersocks: thanks for your recommendation.
On LSD and MDMA(light) combination at the moment, just came back from a long beach hike (had plenty of water), I got into a pretty clear headed zone for a bit near the peak just going flat out and focusing on the passage of my breath.
I hope the pollution in the seas never get so bad it's not safe to swim, there's a lot mercury and others toxins getting in there.
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Think no more, lad; laugh, be jolly:
Why should men make haste to die?
Empty heads and tongues a-talking
Make the rough road easy walking,
And the feather pate of folly
Bears the falling sky.
Oh, 'tis jesting, dancing, drinking
Spins the heavy world around.
If young hearts were not so clever,
Oh, they would be young for ever:
Think no more; 'tis only thinking
Lays lads underground.
~ A E Housman
On LSD and MDMA(light) combination at the moment, just came back from a long beach hike (had plenty of water), I got into a pretty clear headed zone for a bit near the peak just going flat out and focusing on the passage of my breath.
I hope the pollution in the seas never get so bad it's not safe to swim, there's a lot mercury and others toxins getting in there.
----
Think no more, lad; laugh, be jolly:
Why should men make haste to die?
Empty heads and tongues a-talking
Make the rough road easy walking,
And the feather pate of folly
Bears the falling sky.
Oh, 'tis jesting, dancing, drinking
Spins the heavy world around.
If young hearts were not so clever,
Oh, they would be young for ever:
Think no more; 'tis only thinking
Lays lads underground.
~ A E Housman
Mugz
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Was just reading about Alan Watts and his experiences with psychedelics and this quote stood out for me "When you get the message, hang up the phone." It seems that a lot of trips I have I am getting the same message but presented in a slightly different way, maybe it's better to just hang up the phone and take the message into the real world rather than searching for more of a message.
pharmakos
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Mugz
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Thanks TNW I put put that as a facebook status or something, I like it, a lot.
Come back to the EADD social, you weren't just a substitute Mugz, you were as welcome there as anyone is, it's not like some other unwelcoming places.
I put put that as a facebook status or something, I like it, a lot.Come back to the EADD social, you weren't just a substitute Mugz, you were as welcome there as anyone is, it's not like some other unwelcoming places.
pharmakos
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EADD social goes by so quick lol. i can't keep up. it fills up even quicker than Lounge TTYS threads.
Mugz
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well at least pop in and say hi every now and again, seemed people liked you posting when I was banned an all that.
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I have been contimplating going to culinary school since I love to cook and am pretty good at it too. It is also a very competative field but I am sure I could do it. I just have to get off my ass and go for it because the longer I spend sitting around doing nothing the harder it is to get back into the swing of things. I am still kinda bummed my previous goal of getting a degree in pharmacology and toxicology didn't work out especially since I really wanted it and was very close to getting into the program. I had all my general and math classes done plus have of my science pre-reqs before I had to leave school but oh well the past is the past I just have to concintrate on the future now.
Yea skyrim doesn't need nearly as much power as you would think. Even back when I had just a gts 240 video card it still looked amazing and ran nice and smooth maxed out. Now I have a gtx 560 ti. I have sunk so many hours into skyrim and made several characters . The elder scrolls games are truly amazing. I love how they set it up so you can make your own story and adventure. I really want to try and get into daggerfall. It's really old but still good and has allot more depth to it. I tried it out for a little bit and liked it but that was back when I first got skyrim so I ended up putting it aside and forgetting about it.I just discovered Skyrim runs smoothly on my laptop.
I don't even know how many hours I spent playing that game today. IMO it is the epitome of video RPGs, at present.
Thorns Have Roses
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Does it defeat the purpose of candlelight meditation if I drink a bottle of wine while doing it?
Anyway, I've been thinking, enough of this Christian apologeticism. I still love the Gospels, Paul's Epistles, Ecclesiastes, and Psalms (e.g. XV & XXIII), but the existence of actual religious folk ruins it. I ought to return to my roots, Existentialism and Eastern thought.
So I just settled down with the diamond sutra in what meekness I could muster. Feelin' well.
Anyway, I've been thinking, enough of this Christian apologeticism. I still love the Gospels, Paul's Epistles, Ecclesiastes, and Psalms (e.g. XV & XXIII), but the existence of actual religious folk ruins it. I ought to return to my roots, Existentialism and Eastern thought.
So I just settled down with the diamond sutra in what meekness I could muster. Feelin' well.
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