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So, yesterday I took an antibiotic (azithromycin) first thing in the morning and drank some kefir with it. Kefir has probiotics in it that I'm assuming the antibiotic was interacting horribly with and I ended up throwing up about three hours later. Then I tried to eat some food and threw that up. Then I tried to drink some tea and threw that up. Then just water, and I threw that up.. And started getting diarrhea. So then I went to the hospital and they gave me an iv drip of water (after throwing up on 11 separate occasions that day and having diarrhea at least four times) then they IVed some anti nausea medication and some morphine into me. The most I felt from the morphine was a slight warmth/muscle tension flow up my spine and the back of my neck, then I started watching Comedy Central and it was maybe a little funnier than usual. They suspected I had a 'neurovirus' or something like that but weren't able to conclusively find that out. I expected the morphine to get me a lot higher but all it did was make me very uncharacteristically stoned for the next few hours and slightly drowsy. My experience with Kratom tea + mxe was surprisingly MUCH stronger than IV morphine. Anyways, now I'm at my house, still dehydrated as shit, trying to get over this. The diarrhea hasn't gone away yet but at least I haven't thrown up since before the Iv drip. I hope everyone else is doing a lot better than I am right now. Peaceeee
 
^That sounds terrible, hope you get better soon.

hatrix said:
They all give me this.... feeling... like something is off when I'm high. I don't know exactly what but it bothers me and I've regretted dosing a couple times.
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Sounds like you've got some issues that need working out. Or it's just not your thing.


Anyhow, thought you might like this, swirly folk:
William Butler Yeats said:
Ribh in Ecstasy

What matter that you understood no word!
Doubtless I spoke or sang what I had heard
In broken sentences. My soul had found
All happiness in its own cause or ground
Godhead on Godhead in sexual spasm begot
Godhead. Some shadow fell. My soul forgot
Those amorous cries that out of quiet come
And must the common round of day resume.
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I have been wanting to get high all night but haven't any weed. I got the genius idea that there may be bho stuck in my oil rig. Sure enough, I am fully baked now! Hopefully I am able to pick some herb up tomorrow since I want to try 4-fa or 4-fma tomorrow night. I have had both laying around for a while now and always want to puff a lot on stims. I haven't messed around with a straight stim for a while outside one night of ethylphenidate that was ok. It has been all about the DMT and mxe for me lately.
 
yeeeooooooooooo!

absolutely incredible, 4-ho met

wow

well this is bloody amazinh

anyone around?
 
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Never Knows Best said:
Sounds like you've got some issues that need working out. Or it's just not your thing.
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I'm pretty sure it's just anxiety. I've only noticed it when dosing by myself at home. When I took 2C-I at a show I had zero anxiety or any weird feelings.

I do agree they really just aren't my thing though. I'm just not big into psychedelics. I do however want to try mushrooms again.
 
^ start w/ low doses if you've been having a bad time. You probably already know this, but hey
 
ch-ch-ch-changes. I cant believe i am going to be moving to a totally new city for a totally new job in a few months... oh well, it'll be exciting! Drinking multiple glasses of wine and listening to breaks and dnb tonight. I just recently became an uncle too, which is amazing. I will hopefully become a father in next year or two. Responsibility and stuff. Be safe PD, stay hydrated and have fun.
 
RainbowWarrior said:
with that i'll crawl back in the whole i came from...
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lol that's got to be my typo of the month right there :D

wanted to write hole, but whole's better... more whole than a hole, even if it were a whole hole... or is it?


















but really... will i ever come down? and will those damn bathroom tiles ever stop being fractal galaxies and decide that being a bathroomfloortile is all they ever wanted to be?
 
yucatanboy2 said:
ch-ch-ch-changes. I cant believe i am going to be moving to a totally new city for a totally new job in a few months... oh well, it'll be exciting!
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congrats man! i am also on the cusp of a big life change which involves an awesome job and moving to a new city (one I am really excited about!). Can't stop worrying I am going to fuck everything up somehow tho :(

rainbowwarrior you are cracking me up!
i'm sure you'll come down (if you needed to hear that)
i really feel bad about how you're approaching this bathroom tile situation tho. don't let your preconceived notions about their capabilities act like a negative reinforcement in response to their decision to reveal their true self to you. some bathroom tiles are born as fractal galaxies. its not a decision they make to seem hip or cool. sheeeeeez.
 
twelvesevndi said:
rainbowwarrior you are cracking me up!
i'm sure you'll come down (if you needed to hear that)
i really feel bad about how you're approaching this bathroom tile situation tho. don't let your preconceived notions about their capabilities act like a negative reinforcement in response to their decision to reveal their true self to you. some bathroom tiles are born as fractal galaxies. its not a decision they make to seem hip or cool. sheeeeeez.
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hehe :D

clearly i should just accept them how they are and understand that the fact that they exist at all is beautiful in its own!

thanks for putting things in perspective for me :D


it's been months since my last trip, looking forward to my next one... i think it will be a tryptamine solo in the woods with lots of snow and a little bit of sunshine :)

and then next up an acid-trip with the missus after not tripping together for more than 2 years, that will be a fragment of infinite bliss ;)
 
haha, yes! just accept the tiles and love them as they are =D

sounds like you have some very good experiences coming up!
I haven't tripped in something like 5 - 6 months, and I'm thinking it's about time to get back on the 4-aco-dmt. but maybe i want something more sure to be easy-going like 2c-c or 5-meo-mipt first?

Solipsis said:
Probably gonna spend the rest of the day hungover wasted so that tomorrow I can do MiPT
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did you get to try this stuff? the reports in tihkal make it sound very worthwhile
 
Not yet. I think xorkoth or MGS or someone like that said it was nothing to write home about. But I am still very interested about the reports that mentioned a meditative quality.

I was feeling pretty horrible less than a week ago but have been able to turn it all around. Mainly by cutting back on harmful habits and improving on the healthy ones.
This is why I have been postponing it for a while but if I carry on like this I will soon be fine again to try it.

^ 4-AcO-DMT sounds very interesting to me but it is too heavy, trancey and spiritual for me now that I am getting reacquainted carefully with tripping again. I should also have access to affordable liquid acid soon, I still haven't tried it as liquid yet ever before.
Proscaline or 2C-T-21 might be compounds next on my list after MiPT if I still feel confident about psychedelics as I am now and ever have been.
Also 5-MAPDI interests me as it seems to be virtually uncharted territory.

About the ice and my leg, no it was not broken and it is healing nicely. I went to intensive training again twice this week so no my leg is no problem, apart from making my pants a bit bloody.

Suddenly I find it almost a shame that we have a no "what should I take" post/thread policy because I am wondering which of the compounds available to me is most interesting to explore. MiPT is a good example already. Anyway let's not get ahead of ourselves.

I guess for the MiPT it will be about a 25 mg dose but I haven't really decided yet.
 
I'm glad to hear that your leg is okay! Also good to hear that things are "Back on track" in your life. I have been slipping into my own bad habits and am starting to loose the motivation to build better habits and routines.

4-AcO-DMT is usually pretty perfect for inspiring me to work harder at things and do better in life (sometimes this is in a heavy, negative way tho), but the day after tripping can often be pretty hedonistic. It can also be a wonderfully recreational drug if that's what you want it to deliver. The tiredness, yawny-ness is pretty rough. However, I have had great success with taking ~10 mg to get through the come-jitters and yawns, and then dose 20-25 mg after ~1.5 hrs. The redose is much more energetic and euphoric.

I agree. Maybe something light for you to get re-acquainted to ease back into tripping. Perhaps MiPT could suit that need well. I tried 4-HO-MiPT a couple times and found it to have a pretty fantastic headspace. I found it at once very easy-going and productive: interesting and useful thoughts flowed freely. There was very little "mind-fuck" but I wouldn't call it shallow either.

Hmmm! now I am thinking I should have that instead of the -DMT... or perhaps just an incredibly euphoric bit of MXE + 2C-D.
 
hatrix said:
Anywho, long post but thought I'd share my psychedelic experiences with PD social.
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Thanks for sharing. :) Good to see you around. I agree, psychedelics often give me a slightly uneasy feeling, but if I'm having a really interesting / insightful trip, I'm distracted enough that it doesn't bother me.

SONN said:
So, yesterday I took an antibiotic (azithromycin) first thing in the morning and drank some kefir with it.
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I am allergic to azithromycin. Maybe you are too? Although I just get hives.

OrneTTe said:
It has been all about the DMT and mxe for me lately.
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Two very deep, and also IMO very similar in certain ways, drugs.

Toucan said:
absolutely incredible, 4-ho met
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That's probably going to be the next psyche I try. Sounds pretty interesting. Care to elaborate on the positive effects?

yucatanboy2 said:
I just recently became an uncle too, which is amazing..
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:) The other day, I was thinking about that. How becoming an uncle would almost be as cool as having your own kids, in a way.

twelvesevndi said:
4-AcO-DMT is usually pretty perfect for inspiring me to work harder at things and do better in life (sometimes this is in a heavy, negative way tho)
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Couldn't have described 4-AcO-DMT better myself. I disagree entirely on the recreational comment though. Although, psychedelics in general are hardly recreational for me anymore. The novelty of, "woahhh look at the wavy carpet" has worn off, and now I'm all about using psychedelics for specific goals, like psychotherapy, or lately I've been using them to gain an appreciation for a broader and more diverse spectrum of music and art.
 
TheAppleCore said:
I disagree entirely on the recreational comment though. Although, psychedelics in general are hardly recreational for me anymore. The novelty of, "woahhh look at the wavy carpet" has worn off, and now I'm all about using psychedelics for specific goals, like psychotherapy, or lately I've been using them to gain an appreciation for a broader and more diverse spectrum of music and art.
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Can this not count as recreation for some? It certainly is for me.
 
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