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Berlin is dope. Not entirely my number one city but still very nice atmosphere, especially near the artistic ghetto's. There's still plenty of graffiti left though by the way ;) But I get the point. I saw someone on Pawn Stars trying to sell a chunk of the Wall, that felt pretty shameful to me. I can understand not letting art of value pass up and trying to put it with a collector or museum but this was just trying to make a profit off of rubble.

Also been to the Jewish museum there and on another vacation to the biggest death camp in Poland (also went to Chechia Slovakia etc). The stories in those museums can be hard to emphasize with, just alienating you know... but absolutely very impressive.

I've done 'street art' in the past but I never moved up from a rookie level. Didn't know how to play around with different nozzles mostly, it's pretty impossible without that...
When I grew up a little more I guess I was just glad I got away with my shit instead of having to work correctional duties like another guy I knew.
All the stuff I did was eventually washed away. Meh, it wasn't good enough anyway I think.
 
i think Germany is a really pretty country had the chance to visit more than a couple times, i also love the graffiti art in Germany and Switzerland im a artist myself, not a graffiti artist but i do like good graffiti art. my graffiti when i was younger was terrible lol, iv tried since then and im alot better but like solipsis said i need to mess around with different caps/nozzles to actually make something with nice lines and shading, something actually worth looking at.

i have also been to the Dachau concentration camp memorial. pretty heavy stuff to look at and be around ime but i still enjoyed visiting and learning about the site. the place did have a eerie feeling to it without a doubt. i would def recommend people visit those memorials if they have the chance, can be graphic but youll get a better idea of what those individuals went through, it did open up my eyes a little to how good i have it, i was young when i went was probably 15 years old.
 
Man, whenever people call graffiti art it makes me want to key their car, and then see if their reaction is "Wow, a kind fellow has arted up my car," or "Some stupid motherfucker keyed my goddam car, I want to beat that punk ass vandal with a baseball bat!"

I'd also like to bleach all their colored clothing and throw all their dry clean only stuff in the washer/dryer. Then I'll staple them together to make an avant-garde piece of quilt art.
 
^hehe, I guess one mans art is another mans garbage. I'd have to agree, tagging on old beautiful houses, like there's loads of in my town, is more like vandalism. Then again, I love to see a nice colourful graffiti piece on some ugly depressing concrete wall. it's a fine line though......

And yeah, berlin is an awesome city, was just there for a weekend in spring too. Northern germany also has a really great psy trance scene. Loads of great outdoor festivals, and in the winter time huge indoor parties in old factories and stuff.

I just came back from the Antaris festival this weekend (I was also at psychedelic circus, was also nice that one) Had a great time really. Never took that much ketamine before at parties, just casually, but mixed with LSD it's really my new love :) Love the "rabbit's holes" and illusions of time and space distorting. It can be quite confusing though.
I stopped drinking alcohol clompletely because I was always having black outs, so it's nice to find something else that could get me fucked up :)
 
I IVed heroin for the first time yesterday and man did it go smooth. I had a junkie friend of mine help me out but I still did some of my own hr shit (like not cooking th solution. This did lead to .1-.3 ml still in th spoon with the gunk). Each shot went into my vein perfectly. I wanted to try IVing so I can have a little practice so I can IM ketamine in a few months.
 
That isn't that much of a concern of mine at the moment. I'm pretty used to different techniques of parenteral inhections. It may not be my hand performing the procedure, but I'm the once experience it. The issue I need to deal with was over coming a fear. I know this is probably the worse way to overcome this fear due to the potential issues that may arise, but I'd like to think I will use it on substances like, ketamine, maybe a few other psyche, particularly tryptamines rather than on opioids and highly addictive substances.

I struggle with injects in life, since i was a tot. I've been know to get very hostile after when it came to needles when I was younger. I was so afraid of those suckers. All this needle scary shit continued through highschool but I was also scared of medical offices, and would even start to feel like I'm getting the symptoms for passing out when people were talking individuals talked about medical procedures or hospital related shit. Well I had the unfortunate happening of having to have to be hospitalized twice with in a few short years of each other. Once I had a blood clot (at 18 ), and then I had colitis that was extremely bad a few years later. Because of the history of having a blood clot, - I was on blood thinners for the hospital and a year and a half after that -, and I have 3 genetic mutations that promote clotting, I was getting injecting all the time.

Well I'm still not 100% over the phobia. I'd love to be able to give my self an inject. It would be a great way of having the phobia of needles be gone.

Of course I'd like to inject some drugs like ketamine, maybe some tryptamines. Yea I started with dope. but he was the only person I knew who that well around here and hes a junkie lol. I'm on methadone anyway, so I have a tolerance. I would not take the morning dose and shoot once in the afternoon, and no worries. The dope isn't every strong from the connect he has, so I don't mind doing a little shot and a bit snorted.

I don't think its that much of a rationalization. Ive always wanted to IM K once in my life (very important to me), and I want to finally get over a phobia I've had all my life.
 
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wait, nope, forgot about MDA. All that i've read about IV MDA is pretty incredible, however I imagine it's wayyyyy less intense than DMT or 5meo or 4aco at most levels.
 
cloudy said:
I'm trypanophobic!
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Oh, okay, I get where you're coming from now. That's a legit issue. I never had much a problem with needles, but the first time I shot up I was shaking with nervousness and stuff, I had to teach myself to do it though.

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I ever IV anything...4-aco-DMT
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I've done this, was crazy interesting. Also 2c-e (I think I prefer the duration and effects profile of it vs oral). Though I recommend against playing with needles, 'cause I doubt you'll be able to keep it to normal psychs, and once you try more recreational stuff (opiates, mxe, whatever) you'll likely end up with a needle habit and crazy tolerance.

As for myself, friday night is the weekend, so bring on the baiju. This time it's a rice based liquor (38%ABV), I definitely have a thing for the Chinese stuff (while I quite dislike straight vodka, gin, or non-anejo tequilas, as far as clear liquors go).
 
I'm a huge fan of vodka myself, I think it's partly the Polish side of me ;) We do like our vodka. I can drink it from a bottle like water, so it's good that someone always tends to have a shot glass or I'll drink half the bottle and leave none for everyone else. :p

Good night tonight. Did some MDPV, had a beer, then went down the pub, had 3 beers and another bump of MDPV. Then went to a friend's house where most of them were tripping on DXM, and me and a friend did some more MDPV together, drank 3 more beers between us. I took 75mg DXM to potentiate the effects, and then did some amphetamine, which some of the guys reckon was meth not amphetamine...

Could really be meth since my last dose of anything was a line of that at 5am and I feel great, it's 9:14am now. But that could just be because of the drugs potentiating each other, and the fact that I redosed MDPV several times throughout the night. I suspect it was just amph since a couple of people fell asleep 2-3 hours after the last dose.

Also have 6 beers left, 3 of which I got for a couple doses of MDPV I had left from my friend who really wanted some more to share with his friend. Thank you to him for those beers because they're making this night a lot better :)
 
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Man, whenever people call graffiti art it makes me want to key their car, and then see if their reaction is "Wow, a kind fellow has arted up my car," or "Some stupid motherfucker keyed my goddam car, I want to beat that punk ass vandal with a baseball bat!"

I'd also like to bleach all their colored clothing and throw all their dry clean only stuff in the washer/dryer. Then I'll staple them together to make an avant-garde piece of quilt art.
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I can definitely agree that many graffiti's are ugly but there is some absolutely awesome art that covers the sides of whole houses in Berlin. Just an example (btw Solipsis this is in Tacheles, which definitely is one of the "artistic ghettos" in Berlin, sadly it's under the threat of being demolished).

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Also one of the best places for street art is East Side Gallery, the longest remaining part of the wall (1.3 km).

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Oh, okay, I get where you're coming from now. That's a legit issue. I never had much a problem with needles, but the first time I shot up I was shaking with nervousness and stuff, I had to teach myself to do it though.
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I kinda got the idea fom my counselor. She asked if I ever though about immersion therapy or whatever for the phobia one visit. We talked through my feelings about needles, doctors, procedures, etc, and well the other day it got me to thinking that I'd like to really dive in and get my phobia gone. I already feel like my whole mind set has changed. Reading upon the trypanophobia on wiki, I noticed that My phobia covers most types of it. The vasovagel, associative, and resistive. Also the comorbid Phobias that are with it.

I know that using dope as my first IV experience outside of the doc office was a littl sketch but I thought since I like opioids and the feeling I will get will be wonderful, I could switch my feelings on injecting by associating it with feeling good. I was gonna IM k last year but I was to scared and I was a little nervous about jumping into a khole or even a decent k dose via injection. With the h I was totally relaxed. It made the experience 100% painless. Of course when I had the needle in my hand I was shaking a tad cuz I never held a needle before. The second shot after I snorted 1 bag after the firs shot, I didn't shake much at all prepping the shot.

Next time I IV or IM I'm going to make sure I have atleast a few extra needles rather than the two I had in case I messed one up, a micron filter, a whole box of individual alcohol wipes, a glass stirring rod I can sterilize, and some benzyl alcohol usp.

I'd never IV any pills though. No thank you
 
Theres just something awesome about being able to put your symbol in a public space especially when it has conceptual ideas about unaddressed issues in our society, IMO.

Unfortunately there is a lot of shitty graffiti out there that means nothing other than 'I wrote my name here, look at it'
 
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