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^ I just made it a passing thing, with some gin. :D

Yeah, for some reason I have a weird propensity to turn everything in my life into a big, super important deal. I can't ever have a carefree moment, because there is always some great responsibility to heed. Yet, somehow I never seem to end up behaving in a remotely responsible way. Sigh.
 
^Straight gin is gross, but it's my favorite base liquor for cocktails. Try gin & campari sometime, ~2:3 ratio. It's friggin' amazing.

Was going through now empty drug box as I am wont to do on occasion when feeling jonesy. SOmething was crystalized on the lid, I remember spilling something when prepping a shot once. I don't remember what it was, so I figured, let's scrape it off and lick it.

A stimulative kick...either 2c-e or MXE. Banging it will be an easier way to determine...

MXE, <15mg, but definitely MXE =D. I really need to get me some more of that.

*Don't try this at home kids, I'm a professional, a professional moron.
 
^ LOL. :D

Not straight gin this time. About 50/50 with some OJ. Works for me.

Boy, I hope I can somehow find the oooomph within me to succeed in college. I really dread to think of the shame that will come of wasting the expense with my foolish lackadaisical attitude.
 
^I solved that by dropping out and being a deadbeat until being inspired to be serious. Like, I guess, what do you want to get out of it? The shame caused in me by seeing everyone I used to know graduate and move on with their lives made me realize I really do care about societal bullshit and making money/status, in spite of the hippy-bullshit I had been trying to delude myself with. So now I've got a goal and feel that I can do well when I go back.

Well I guess we have yet to see if I am truly dedicated, but I think I will be. As much as a lazy quitter dude like me can be anyway. Gotta become an accountant or something like that.

Edit: I really doubt I'm going to sleep much at all tonight, given my experience with this stuff in the past. Why not just do my 2c-e+datura trip right now? (It's not like I planned on going out on the combo...)
 
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6 of us took 20mg of 2C-E tonight and sat around smoking weed, drinking and listening to really nice dnb/dubstep/trance/goa/psy beats. We had a laser and strobe and damn I've not seen anything quite as cool as the 3D fractals the smoke made when it went through the laser while we were peaking, unless you count DMT ;)
 
I always wondered what would happen if if you smoked salvia while on datura. Not a combo I'd have the balls to try though. I once mixed salvia and nitrouse while peaking on mdma and that was out of this world; I got transported to a rain forest. Salvia + ketamine is a combo I have been wanting to experience for a long time.

I think I am going to take a break from the k for today. I was gonna eat some mxe but I think it is best I let my brain rest. I mixed ketamine and mxe on friday night. The combo was ok but not as enjoyable as k on its own. Once I came down I got some pretty bad axiety and depression; the next day I had a headache.
 
What up PD? I haven't had a psychedelic experience in a while... lots of weed and booze in the last weeks and months of course, but reading erowid reports makes me want a good psychedelic experience. But then again, I might wait till burningman (the end of august) and just do it all in that weeks time. I don't think i will have much free time between now and then because of work... it might have to wait. Oh well. Also, Burningman is always an LSD place for me and I haven't heard of any acid in the area. I guess I'll probably have to find some there.
 
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LMAO. I was just sitting at my computer, thinking to myself, "hmm... this is kinda cool... I really feel like I'm tripping... weird. o.O" Then I remembered that I had taken 2 mg 2C-E this morning, as part of the routine low-dose tests I always give new RC batches.

Apparently 2 mg 2C-E is a plus one on the Shulgin scale. Maybe even a low ++.
 
Man, I'm really in a crappy mood right now. For some reason it is impossible to feel relaxed, or to enjoy anything whatsoever. I can almost always count on videogames to be a fun distraction, but now, I can't even do that without feeling like I'm "doing it wrong", as if it's possible to incorrectly play a game. 8)
If you're looking for a game to blow off steam try handball if you can. I've started playing it with a guy I work with. It's basically racket ball but with a smaller/harder/faster ball that you hit it with your (gloved) hands. The sport's motto is "The Perfect Game." I sort of agree with that, but had never heard of it until recently.

It's so direct, confined, and geometric. Everything has quick consequences and the outcome is literally in your own hands. It's very simple, with immediate consequences. You always know what you did wrong or right, and, from there, how to progress. There's no risk of letting anyone else down looming over you, either. It has none of the disturbing "loser eats shit" screeching-monkey-troop qualities of team sports because it's one-on-one, which is important to a person of my disposition (I despise sports fandom/culture). It's also extremely cheap, fast-paced, physically and mentally demanding, and has very few injuries associated with it relative to other sports.

All you need is a gym membership (or even just 3 walls), one other player, and about $30 for the gloves and glasses. It's a good way to feel physically engaged and like you're getting out and really moving without all the attendant hassles, distractions, and uninvited team culture of other sports.
 
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Ew. Alcohol is pure fucking evil. IMO.

Had a lovely weekend. While on aMT a mate gave me a hit of changa. Felt perfect for a bit. Another friend had a hit, followed by an epiphany that made her cry for hours. She called me this morning to explain what she learnt and the decisions she's made to better her life.

Love it when things like that happen :D
 
Another friend had a hit, followed by an epiphany that made her cry for hours. She called me this morning to explain what she learnt and the decisions she's made to better her life.
An almost identical thing happened to my friend this weekend!
She caught her boyfriend sleeping with her cousin, cried for hours, then realized that he was a loser anyway - and that she's better off without him.
She called me this morning to say that she's decided to go back to college.
Love it when things like that happen :D
That's cold man, have a heart.
 
TAC, I gotta say I love low dose drugs that turn out to be really great. Sometimes I think low doses are the way to go with everything.
 
^ I have a hard time keeping the dosage low, with most intoxicants. I would probably benefit from a bit more self control, especially with MXE, which seems to be adversely affecting my urinary tract lately.


If you're looking for a game to blow off steam try handball if you can. I've started playing it with a guy I work with. It's basically racket ball but with a smaller/harder/faster ball that you hit it with your (gloved) hands. The sport's motto is "The Perfect Game." I sort of agree with that, but had never heard of it until recently.

Thanks for the suggestion! I checked out a YouTube video of a group of people playing handball. Looks fun, for sure. :)
 
Just came home from a week in Berlin. That city has character! Although I've been there before there's just something special about it. One of the most liberal big cities in the world, IMO the atmosphere is more liberal than e.g. Amsterdam. It goes for lots of laws too, you're allowed to have more cannabis in Berlin than Amsterdam (10 g in Berlin). And the Netherlands banned foreigners from buying cannabis or/and entering coffee shops, requiring a "weed pass" from the citizens.

When I visited NYC I was very disappointed that so much (on the subway all) graffiti were removed. Berlin is absolutely full of graffiti. Stores are open 24/7, selling alcohol round the clock. The legal drinking age is 16, and drinking in public is legal and widely practised (you can drink in the subway too). And, the city still has the best Techno clubs in the world. Plus it's insanely cheap for being a European capital. Beer is cheaper than water and you can get 0,5 l beer for 0,60 € (would be something like $0.97).

I'm still on holiday from work this week, then two weeks work and the two weeks of holiday again. The weather is just quite awful. It's the coldest summer in years.
 
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^That sounds so cool! I've heard great things about Berlin, but you seem to have highlighted the key points of why it is awesome lol.

I have fantasized so much about taking psychedelics whilst traveling abroad ever since reading Timothy Leary's "Flashbacks."

There's at least a chapter in there that is mainly just him describing all the exotic places he went and took psychedelics.

also, I would definitely agree about the graffiti. I'm a bit of a 'street artist' myself and it sucks to see a big beige square where there was once a meaningful piece of artwork.
 
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