Cyanoide
Bluelighter
I did MXE yesterday after a break of gosh who knows how long. It was the most intense, peaceful, beautiful, dirty, horrible, ugly, disastrous, euphoric, dysphoric and weird trip I've had for ages. My aim was to just "try a little" but I ended up in the M-hole (a place I've always truly hated), where I for once was able to manage how things went. I talked to MXE, giving commands like some kind of spaceship commander; "Take me to Istanbul", "OK Cuba next", well there are really no words for such an extremely bizarre experience. I've today snorted tiny lines of MXE just because I'm bored and got no sleep last night.
Truly, MXE and DPT are the weirdest compounds on this earth and while I've said numerous times I'm unsure of ever touching DPT again, high doses of MXE are now a no-go zone for me. The stuff you experience can't be put into words. How I held MXE as some kind of "holy grail" and used insane amounts of it before is out of my reach. It just isn't the same anymore. Something has changed.
Truly, MXE and DPT are the weirdest compounds on this earth and while I've said numerous times I'm unsure of ever touching DPT again, high doses of MXE are now a no-go zone for me. The stuff you experience can't be put into words. How I held MXE as some kind of "holy grail" and used insane amounts of it before is out of my reach. It just isn't the same anymore. Something has changed.