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Eh, no troubles. You can't always quit things when ya want. I dunno, I just find gaba-ergics to be rather euphoric and nice, you like your amps. Only takin' the benzos on comedays is probably I good idea.

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The Tatami Galaxy- sure it's a cartoon from Japan, biut its not like the rest of them. Eh, give it a shot, I think the kind of people who come on here might appreciate it, or at least it's surreal art style.
 
damn straight.
but the problem of WHY id take em other than for stim comedowns needs to be addressed, because the only reason id ever take em other than stim comedowns is if im bored
i need to stop linking bored=do drugs in my brain methinks.
Funny, isnt it, that i would think of such things on a nasty nasty droog thats not good for your brain?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3E6cyP9hU30
 
Nonsense, I'll take the Christian viewpoint, Alcohol (and I'll say by extension all drugs) exists to make man merry, and heal the soul. Drugs are totally a legitimate answer to boredom, just restrict use to something that is sustainable. Or maybe not, I don't know. Reading, drinking tea/coffee, and smoking cigars also helps with boredom.
 
ugh. hell never you like gabaergics so much, you can haz any gaba agonization or whaeava in my brain, me no want.
hell id rather do opiates for a stim comedown honestly.
Its just like they taught in ap psych.....taste aversion learning
benzos make me sick and do stupid shit
at least ATM i am repulsed by them
well what im saying is i think i shouldnt do drugs just becasue im BORED.
well i dont wanna say that cause ive done ampz when im bored but you know what i mean.
and ive still got those nasty ass ambien hallucinations going on now, GTFO
shitty drug, i can feel the amphet working and it being held back a little by whats left of the ambiens
thats ok, once the ambien is gone the fun drugs can go to work
and i can tell already this is gonna be a GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD one. as in, i can just tell how high im gonna get you know, once that other shit quits interfering, and i am gonna be higher than i have been in a long time.
Gaba makes me puke
Dopamine makes me not eat
ill take the 2nd one plx
 
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I know I know, I've done that too. Now I've just scheduled my day in such a way that I avoid boredom as much as possible, take my drugs at specific times if I must take them, and all that other stuff. Opiates are bad news though, I could never control myself at all with them. I don't even find them as euphoric as most people do, but they makeeverything seem alright. I said I'd forego them forever, and I intend on keeping that promise/
 
See I must just be weird because i never drew any REAL pleasure from doing opiates or benzos. hell i can count off the number of times ive done opiates on 2 hands, because to me they are unappealing. I'd like opiates if i was homeless or something though, i dont like how impaired i am under their influence, and i dont like how at least IME the main effect (other than the body high) is an apathetic euphoria. That, and oxycodone, the only opiate that ive actually gotten high on and NOT FALLEN ASLEEP made me so itchy last time it started to hurt to scratch. Id scratch more on that shit than i would if you gave me a fuckton of ampz...nasty nasty.... when i haz that crank im gonna try to get a bag of dope for the comedown. That would be a real test of....something....lol....deciding not to use benzos (when ya could) after smokin meth
in other news i now have a legitimate methamphetamine source
me no buy yet. me gon buy at certain time and only once.
HANGOVER/BODY SAGGINESS and shit GTFO. i took fucking amphetamines, i like how they make me light on my feet, i dont want any of your stumbling around bullshit. This sucks, i feel WIDE AWAKE (as a reasonable person would deduce), but the ambien (and i mightve taken one ativan, i dont remember at all last night other than when i came to) is ruining it. Making my eyes not wide open and shit, resistance against amphetamine is FUTILE?
pfft.
fucking ambien
pft.
stims are the only drugs that have had any real pull to me, a real desire to ingest often. I noticed i used to always think about molly and L and shit, well i can get molly or L whenever i want pretty much now, hell ive got some molly sitting in my room, but i dont like want them nearly as much as before because i can have em whenever?
so i am gonna say this is the last tiem getting high, i honestly wouldnt have if my FUCKING T7 didnt get potentially ruined.
at least this time, once that ambien quits and the amp goes full swing i should be high as an absolute motherfucker
reminds me of getting high last year...still feels different from what i remember...
 
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I see, I see. I think what needs to be done is, I need to drink some more, my thoughts are becoming way too coherent. And that's the way most substances are with most people, when I have unlimited dissociatives, once a week is plenty, with psychs, once every couple of months, haven't had stims in a while, with gaba-ergics it's every single goddamn day.
 
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.
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mm I love it when I get myself to run, minimalist footwear is still where it's at...even in the winter (not that it feels like winter in Ga atm)
 
I make myself sick with this drug shit..I can't believe what I did. 40mg of oxycodone, 2mg clonazepam, .5mg of alprazolam all in one night. Walking around a nice neighborhood wearing a skimask and a very real looking bb handgun at 2am...

I could've died from that combo, or at least gotten arrested for brandishing a replica firearm in public.
 
Insufflated, I'm rather wary of MAOIs. It's not my favorite method, but I thought I'd make an exception for this substance.
 
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