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I love winter weather. Nothing prettier than a white sheeted landscape with wonderful contrast with the dark and ominous skies that lie above. I've been enjoying the last few days up in the high country. Plenty of warm clothes, weed, and beer to keep me warm, and good company to make the heart full.

I'm wondering If I should head out real quick to buy me more alcohol before the 2 o clock shut off or if I'll be fine with just 3/4 of a forty left.

Hope everyone is well..
 
nearjat said:
Eh... I can't smoke weed by myself anymore. Bad headspace everytime :(
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The stoned headspace is a difficult one to work with sometimes. But seriously, the best way to prevent your mind from getting clouded with anxious / paranoid / self-critical thought while you're stoned is to simply meditate in a quiet setting. Darkness sometimes helps, but sometimes it lets your imagination roam a little too freely. It really helps if you're situated in an aesthetically pleasing environment to observe, as in nature.

I'm not talking some kind of traditional palms-upward OHHHHMM kinda thing. I'm talking sitting in a comfortable position, and simply soaking in all the sights and sounds of the here and now... and letting the past and future simply float away. It's wonderful -- trust me on this. If you've read this post, and you don't know about the power of meditating, either stoned or sober (but preferably the former ;) ), trust me, and give it a shot.

It gets even better with practice, by the way.
 
Here's a mini write-up describing the cannabis high that I posted in a CD thread:


I feel like all of the negative energy in my mind follows the cloud of smoke out of my lungs as I exhale my first hit. My body relaxes, and muscle tension loosens. I can almost feel a tingling vibration creep through my body. As if I could feel the sound vibrations of a deep, low, hum: ohmmmmmmm...

The mind is downshifting. I'm operating on a longer wavelength...

The past and the future melt away. All of the energy that took form as reflection and aspiration, regret and anxiety, now dances and flickers in all the vibrant, subtle beauty of the present. The sights, sounds, smells, and feelings of the here and now. There's a visceral comfort in the whole experience. My surroundings envelop me like a protective cocoon. I love and trust my body.

I begin to let my thoughts meander. My mind seems like a treasure trove of knowledge about the endlessly fascinating world in which I live. I make new connections, and new ideas form. I feel empowered. I want to make the future brighter, and I can. I will. My love, my generosity, and my success will be an inspiration to others.
 
Wow TAC that was awesome to read, I dug it. Dug right fuckin' through it, ya dig? :D

However, my experience with weed is very different from yours, unfortunately.

For me when I take the first hit of the day it is usually pretty damn intense and accompanied by a 'pressure' of sorts in the chest area, definitely not a relaxing feeling. My mental state becomes one of constant analyzing of things; past, present and future, almost to a ridiculous extent.

If I have done anything wrong within the last couple of days, weed always gives me anxiety/guilt/paranoia/negative feelings regarding the matter in question and what can/might result from it.

However I still manage to find it enjoyable and do it errday, ya'erd meh?
 
^ Thanks. :) Yeah, I've definitely had highs like that too, don't get me wrong. The negative effects start to overpower the positive effects like that when I start smoking regularly. If you're an errrrday smoker, try taking a week or two off.


Also, the epic power of browsing funny skits and stand-up comedians on YouTube while stoned should NOT be underestimated. :D It makes me feel like my sober self is totally humorless in comparison. Humor is just freakin' HUGE on cannabis...
 
TheAppleCore said:
It makes me feel like my sober self is totally humorless in comparison. Humor is just freakin' HUGE on cannabis...
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Dude tell me about it, or I can be at work and in a pretty angry mood, go out for a one hitter, come back in and it's like impossible to be mad lol :D
 
^ LOL totally. The entire notion of "anger" just evaporates. It's almost uncanny.


Fuck. Bluelight is the bane of my sleep. Must... tear... eyeballs... away from computer.


Ugh. I've decided to stay up all night. The hellish experience of having to tear myself out of a deep sleep in the morning just isn't worth whatever sleep I'd get if I went to bed now. That's probably an indication that something's slightly amiss with my biochemistry. Ever since I was maybe twelve or thirteen years old, I've just felt fucked up and generally unwell in the morning. I'm a pretty easy going guy normally, but I've been known to snap and start screaming during the first few groggy minutes of the day...
 
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Ben So Furry said:
That sent shivers down my spine, was she a nurse? How involved? I'm scared.
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She lived in Kew, down the street from them, and took LSD for a while; she was 16-18 at the time. Her family sheltered a few people who desperately wanted out of the place; it never worked, but my mum had only minor contact with them from about 1971 onwards.

Its weird, in the Dandenongs (mountain range) we had other friends that lived right next to the family (Family??) and we saw them from time to time; leading my mum to recount her story.

I just recalled it because the WikiLeaks fellow, Julian Assange; his parents were involved too. I was just chatting with my mother about them an we discussed all this weird shit again...

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LOL. Wonder how the kids from Kia Lama turned out.
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Hmm, yeah. Never heard much, but there is a book written about the groups main leader.

Damn; what an awful load of drugs and contexts to force upon children :(
 
woah, ok cool. That's really good of her. Blown my mind that things like that existed way into the 80's. I hate watching the news being reminded of the evils this world hold, sorry to say it but sometimes I wish I could bury my head in the sand and block it all out. Things like that involving innocents (children) depresses me soooo much.
 
^ That sounds great man. :)
I always wanted to try dxm, but its not available otc over here. So I need to procure some dxm HBr powder. Also, I think you need to dissolve it in some kind of carrier for it to be absorbed properly in the polar enviorment of the stomach? I guess that is a project for another time. I have some 4-meo-pcp to play with, so that should do nicely for now. :)

Hope everyone in PD is doing good. <3
Freezing cold over here, but Im sort of getting used to it by now. :)
 
Whereabouts is "here?" I'm in socal so even if it is cold for Cali here, I really have no right to complain.

And I heartily approve of all this positive DXM talk, it's a very worthwhile dissociative.

I'm thinking I ought to go to bed, but I kinda wanna do some more stuff tonight. Should probably wait for tomorrow though.
 
^Second the DXM love

Have my girlfriend's first trip on the calendar for my birthday celebration on the 23rd. A little nervous....
 
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