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tBirdee said:
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Interesting. Weirdly, reiki is spelt incorrectly (its reiki, not reki)...

I have some friends interested in that form of healing; I take it as seriously as I take my own spiritual practise...However, I tend to believe that we needn't have an OTHER; someone besides our own self- to direct bodyspiritual energy. In fact, I think that relying on the OTHER is the best way to have the bodyspiritenergy channelled in a manner beyond our own will. To me, having someone manipulate my own self in such a way would be like letting someone rub my eyes for me; they may understand that the eyes are itchy, and they may know exactly how to releive that itch, but they also have no perception of how to relieve said itch without potentially detaching your entire eyeball...(strange analogy but yeah....)

I painted a huge big psychedelic star on my wall over the last week. Awesome fun :)

And I'm seeing Shpongle LIVE tomorrow night (er, I mean later today...??)

Peace <3 :)
 
Delsyd said:
Talking about it too much actually gets in the way of doing it. (quiting that is)
If you want to quit than do it. Start by not taking any.
And yes I think most of us think you need to lay off. It's not that amps are bad, but abusing anything isn't good.
Actually a good sign you need to lay off is that you realize it yourself.
Now go do it.
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qft
So much SAYING you are going to lay off, but not too much effort to enact it
 
LSDMDMA&9213578 said:
good night theezy
alright dudes.
after last night...i'm quitting. I am gonna try my best this time....im still gonna take the RX dose but no more getting high. i need to quit, dont you think so? Would you say i'm addicted to amphetamines?
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I don't know much about your use, but if you feel that it is excessive then it can't hurt to stop and see how you feel. They're not going anywhere if ever you decide you still want to use them at some point. And amphetamines don't provide much real insight in my experience, so you won't be missing out on much of value :)
 
adrian89987 said:
Got my first two acceptance letters for chemistry doctorate programs :D

What a relief
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That's nice; congragulations.What exact area of chemistry do you plan to go in to?


I'm hopeing to get a doctorate in pharmacology and toxicology. I should be in grad school by now since I'm in my 5th year of college but am still in my undergrad do to setbacks from multiple health issues. I hope I can still make it since I really want to get into medical research.
 
phenethylo J said:
That's nice; congragulations.What exact area of chemistry do you plan to go in to?


I'm hopeing to get a doctorate in pharmacology and toxicology. I should be in grad school by now since I'm in my 5th year of college but am still in my undergrad do to setbacks from multiple health issues. I hope I can still make it since I really want to get into medical research.
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Thanks dude, I'm planning to focus on natural product synthesis. Essentially trying to accomplish what nature has become so good at, organic synthesis of highly complex molecules found in nature. Would like to aim towards using new synthetic methods discovered through these natural product syntheses to allow synthesis of complex and potentially valuable molecules.

Have you done any kind of undergraduate research? With good experience in the lab a lot of graduate programs will want you, ESPECIALLY if you can manage to get your name on a publication.
 
chemistry doctorate. congrats mate!

i know how hard those things can be to get, lots of work involved (with supposedly a lot more to come). i miss the excitement of starting up something like this.
 
Congratulations :) I know that feeling when you finish the applications and then you have to sit back forever and wait to get a response.

I was involved in research for a while too...did a couple of undergrad honors thesis then worked as a research assistant for a while. I was supposed to start the neuroscience grad program this year but decided against it because I don't think research is what I want ultimately. But it can definitely be a great career for a lot of people. Now just find a way to help out MAPS once you make it big ;)
 
kingme said:
chemistry doctorate. congrats mate!

i know how hard those things can be to get, lots of work involved (with supposedly a lot more to come). i miss the excitement of starting up something like this.
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yea im sufficiently terrified
 
adrian89987 said:
Got my first two acceptance letters for chemistry doctorate programs :D

What a relief
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Cool :) What does that mean though? :D

I wonder how you guys do it; study and whatnot that is....I wish I could, but I'm stuck doing personal finance/loans work at the moment. Seriously, all day I spend helping junkies borrow money they can't really afford to pay back...I'm surprised the powers that be don't crack down on this sort of lending, but the company I work for is big and very well known.

On that note; I got promoted to 2nd manager for personal finance; more pay, and cool because I've only worked there for about 4 months :):)

I have today off, and am about to go and get a massage; terrible back and leg pain from sitting down all day...

Peace, love and mungbeans <3 :) <3
 
Congrats on the doc program dude, it's always nice to see people pursuing SCIENCE!

Anyway, attempt one at making cappuccino was a massive failure, I managed to completely destroy what foam I managed to create, so it was just espresso with milk...(I think I prefer plain espresso anyway, drunken leisurely over some sugary little cookie/biscotti/wafer/whatever). Also picked up a La Aurora 107 and Joya de Nicaragua Antaño Dark Corojo (the latter which I am particularly looking forward to). Those cigars weren't cheap though (bought them at a local B&M, rather online, meaning they cost like 3x as much).

nearjat said:
Downloading Fallout New Vegas right now. Good bye freetime! Fallout 3 was the only video game I've ever played that kept my interest past a week.
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New Vegas looked pretty fun, I admit that I would like to play it myself (but alas, no game system besides this POS laptop). I'm gonna download TES II: Daggerfall soon though, I know I can handle that. So will you side with the NCR or the Legion?


LMA, have you considered trying to get something slightly less abusable like lisdexamphetamine or foregoing the ADD meds altogether? If you are unable to stop abusing the amps, you may have to do something like this.

Edit: Another bill from the emergency room came today, $2900, bringing the total up to $4000 if you add the $1100 the ambulance cost, and that's not counting the $700 in confiscated drugs (since I don't have to pay for those again). Just because I got a wee bit too drunk on NYE. As an unemployed person who's months behind on student loan payments, this does not make me happy. See if I ever talk to those asshole "friends" of mine again ever. (Hint: unless they pay for the medical bills, the answer is no, unless I'm hurling negative vibes in their direction)
 
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You must want to quit to actually quit. There's a difference between saying id like to quit, and actually meaning it. I learned that over the years with opiates and stimulants, and it wasnt until I really started to hit emotional rock bottom that I was able to realize this. You can do whatever it takes to get yourself away from a substance, but if you're a true addict, and dont really want to quit deep down, you'll find a way to get back to it, even if its a bit subconscious.

My .02, coming from someone who has/continues to battle addictions to various substances over the years.

Man, these past few weeks has really taught me the magic in having a bad experience in life. The bad things that happen to us are things we should acknowledge as learning experiences, and take away something from them to better ourselves. All the bad things that happen are here to teach us a lesson about life, and about what it is to be conscious. Existing and living are two separate things, and it isnt until we are conscious to what goes on around us and within us are we truly living.

All these bad experiences, all these misfortunes, they're learning experiences. And not just that, they help us really appreciate the good things and the good experiences in life.

Im in such an emotionally good place right now, because I can appreciate it for what it really is. That's what makes a general good mood into a euphoric sense of being. And all this good energy, it only begets more goodness in life.

I havent felt this good in a while, I really havent, and I only see things getting better.

I wish these emotions upon all of you here in PD, and with you the best with your life endeavors, whatever they may be :)<3

Time to go take a shower
Peace and love, PD folk <3
 
Hey PD :D I've just been enjoying my winter break recently - I still have about 2 weeks left to chill %) I had a great night this weekend when I took 200mg of some very clean MDMA as well as some ketamine on the comedown

Might as well add to the video game geek talk. I am a big gamer.

Fallout: New Vegas is fun, but so far I don't like it as much as Fallout 3. Though I think I'm just now getting to the good part of the game. I find these games to be very tedious at times when you have to walk so slow across the landscape (which there were vehicles or other modes of transportation) and replay sections over and over again. I also think the game is overall clunky and outdated - especially the shooting system outside of VATS - but the story line and atmosphere of these games is amazing which is what keeps me playing.

Still, even with Fallout 3 I had to put it down for a few months half way through and then picked it up again to beat it and some of the DLC. Right now I have been playing a ton of Halo: Reach. I love the stylized sci-fi art style of the game on top of the exciting adrenaline rush of playing a good FPS.
 
Before I catch up on the thread I just wanna throw this out there to any fans of house music...

Is that first track "housy" enough?
T'is my first try at an actual "house" track, so if anyone is interested.... well.... listen to it I guess :D

Possibly give me some tips and what-not on what I should add for better housyness;) *cough*thizzer*cough* :D

-Yes, housyness is now a term related to electronic music. :p8(
 
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