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☮ Social ☮ [PD Social General Talk Thread] Observation Tank for Fractallized Redundancy Modules

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Yeah good one, I wonder too and if he also took the MDA with it :)

I'm back to a bit of MXE, which can give me a little tremor - not shaking hands but more all over, somehow seems concerning.. Am slowly doing better since my girlfriend and I broke up on new year's day..
Planning to experiment with rooting small salvia cuttings in culture tubes, in agar gel... for sending easily to other people.. :)
And getting a column cactus as rootstock, on which I will graft a species of peyote that does a LOT of pupping.. so if the graft works, I'll get a pretty wonky looking stalk with mutant peyote heads all over :D

Also, gaming a lot and played online poker tonight for first time in quite a while, went well..

Xorkoth listened to your jam (you are def not jelly), sounds cool man
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Thanks. :) I think the 3rd one I posted is my favorite now... we're turning it into a song. Also my friend mixed it better and I uploaded the improved file.

Glad you're feeling better Soli. Breakups are tough. My good friend has been beraking up with his girlfriend (ex-girlfriend?) for like 8 months now, it's shitty. For some reason he can't stay away and she keeps stringing him along just enough so he doesn't totally leave. At least you had a clean break...
 
I'm sorry that happened to you Solipsis. Really fucking shitty for her to do that on New Years Day.

I have a bit of time to myself today, so I just ate .5 of my "Amazon" cubes and I'm gonna dick around on the internet and listen to music, then meet up with my friend later.

There's a video I would like to share with you all, one of the absolute coolest short films I've watched. What's talked about and featured in the film is metaphysical concepts I had read and pondered on about before even seeing it, despite it being a fake documentary. Still very well-done. The idea of "evolving" to a higher state of being and leaving this realm is something that has always spoke to me.

 
"I had found out that not all beings have the same allotment of time, and that those who can expand it, become ghosts."
 
Vortech has fallen in love, and for the first time in 5-6 years it is not with a drug! Soon as I got out of rehab I started chasing dreams realizing I needed more sustainable ways of filling the holes in my life....significant other may have been the biggest missing piece of that puzzle. So what if this love neither is sustainable, but it is real. I am on the other end of what many around me are struggling with- breakups of long-term relationships or general struggles with it not providing adequate love in their life. My heart goes out to them!
 
what, really?

as in the threshhold stimulant kind of dose?

how much is too much in that respect?

what does it feel like?
 
Fuck I need to slow my roll on drinking... I feel like absolute shit today, and I ended up blowing 40 bucks on booze last night.

Vortech, that's great that you're falling in love, a loveless life is no bueno.

Best wishes to all in PD.

By the way, anyone seen Help?!? around recently? Haven't seen him in here in a while I feel.
 
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what, really?

as in the threshhold stimulant kind of dose?

how much is too much in that respect?

what does it feel like?
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Think the dose was around 3 or 400 mg of TA. Disnt weight it tho. Suspected it may have been degraded and just took the last of what I had.

Its never made me feel too stimulated, not in the traditional sense at least. Kind of makes me tired and sedated feeling. Kinda clammy, mildly trippy, kind of hot, social interactions have been kinda awkward and I work with the public. No euphoria or anything. Bummer.

It's always a little uncomfortable the day I take it. Not too bad but You know that you're altered. The feel goods don't kick in til a few days later. The noribo is where the magic happens for me.

Coming off a few days of kratom, nothing mAjor but thought it might ease things a bit. Kratom wds are a joke but if you've ever had a habit it doesn't take very long before you start getting sick.
 
Just wanted to mention it here, but we are recruiting for a new Psychedelic Drugs moderator, and the thread is stickied here.

Long story short: I've resolved to spend less time online this year, and moderating takes a bit of time (especially moderating three forums, hehehe) -- Expect me to stick my neck out now and again! I got to keep up with my Luz Azul Clan.

I'll be modding until the end of February, or until a new moderator is nominated.

If you're interested, I encourage you to apply. It's rewarding work.

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Love is like a drug, only the strongest of them all..
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Indeed. Nothing else so powerfully modifies your behaviors and emotions or feels so euphoric... or sometimes so terrible.

vortech said:
Vortech has fallen in love, and for the first time in 5-6 years it is not with a drug! Soon as I got out of rehab I started chasing dreams realizing I needed more sustainable ways of filling the holes in my life....significant other may have been the biggest missing piece of that puzzle. So what if this love neither is sustainable, but it is real. I am on the other end of what many around me are struggling with- breakups of long-term relationships or general struggles with it not providing adequate love in their life. My heart goes out to them!
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Awesome man, I hope that works out for you. :)

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By the way, anyone seen Help?!? around recently? Haven't seen him in here in a while I feel.
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No, I have been wondering about him. I hope he's okay...
 
hey guys! just wrote an exam (anorganic chemistry), went okay. now I'm smoking a lil spliff with some tobacco free smoking blend and some fine bud :). I guess I'll cook in a little while, pasta with some vegan (smoked tofu + veggies) sugo. life is okay.

ps: I think I will apply for the mod spot once again, and I'm in here all the time anyway ^^
 
well, unfortunately, being smart doesn't necessarily prevent you from being a lazy bum and never studying enough. but this one was alright. :)

and thanks for the encouragement, man!
 
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Think the dose was around 3 or 400 mg of TA. Disnt weight it tho. Suspected it may have been degraded and just took the last of what I had.

Its never made me feel too stimulated, not in the traditional sense at least. Kind of makes me tired and sedated feeling. Kinda clammy, mildly trippy, kind of hot, social interactions have been kinda awkward and I work with the public. No euphoria or anything. Bummer.
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This sounds very much like most, if not all my "trips" I've attempted since February 2014. I'm actually losing almost all motivation or interest in tripping, or at least trying to trip any more because of this; can't find real LSD, living in Aus stops me from even bothering to import anything in powder form, previously ordered AL-LAD from vendor who has since shut down (and my 300ug 'trip' was EXACTLY as you described your current iboga state).

Just not worth the effort trying to find something legitimate in my circles as 99% of anything on blotter is 25i, and my only 'reliable' source for psychedelics I have is home grown mushrooms, which I haven't actually had a proper positive trip on since the aforementioned Feb 2014.

They may never be able to take the drugs away, but by god they're doing a great job putting me off :(

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well, unfortunately, being smart doesn't necessarily prevent you from being a lazy bum and never studying enough. but this one was alright. :)

and thanks for the encouragement, man!
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Excelled in maths etc (though I almost always failed English...odd, given my written and spoken English blows most of my peers' and elders' out of the water), but I just didn't care to pay attention. My report cards through primary school always had the same 2 lines on them: "Troy interacts harmoniously with others", and "Troy is easily distracted". Well, no - I just didn't care haha
 
So my roommate needed to get to Atlanta to catch his plane to Nicaragua, and my girlfriend offered to drive him there and make a visit to an old friend who lives there while she was at it. That was 2 days ago. They got stuck in traffic on the way down and he ended up missing his flight. So she went back to the airport to get him and brought him to her friend's house and welcomed him into that visit. They went back to the airport a couple of times to try to work out getting him a new flight, and eventually got one today. He kept texting me about how nice of a time he was having and how much he appreciated what she was doing. Finally today she dropped him off the final time and this time he made it, and she started heading home. He texted me "she's been the most solid friend with this. She's one of the best people I know". That makes me feel so good. :) She's fucking awesome. <3

But she just texted me and said that she has a setback, because her gas cover is stuck. She's at a gas station near Atlanta and needs a hack saw she says. I feel bad, I wish I could go help but it's 4 hours away. Well, she's resourceful, she'll figure it out.

EDIT: Haha, damn, she already got on the phone with her mechanic and fixed it. =D
 
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So I have testicular cancer. Getting my left testicle removed either this Monday or the Monday after that. Won't know til they biopsy the testicle if I'll need chemo or not.
 
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