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Merry Christmas everyone :D no psychedelics planned for the weekend, but doing my first candy-flip on NYE, super-stoked!
 
Merry Christmas pd fam!

Today happens to be my birthday as well, happens to fall on Christmas this year. Getting fucking old man.

Hope you all get some love this weekend!
 
Merry Christmas! I had a "merry" Christmas Eve last night... it was the annual Christmas Eve party at my parents' house. My brother was making whiskey drinks, and unbeknownst to me, he was putting like 3-4 shots in each. I was already a little drunk from beer and I ended up blacking out and I guess after my brother put me to bed, I got up in the middle of the night, knocked a bunch of shit over, and peed on the floor/myself. I woke up feeling pretty embarrassed but my family thought it was funny. So... yeah. I wish I remembered the whole night and didn't make a fool of myself but I do remember most of it anyway and I had a great time. Apparently they also found me chugging out of the whiskey bottle shortly before I "went to bed".

Weirdly, I didn't even slightly get a hangover though. Other than some lightheadedness, I woke up feeling fine.

I'm really excited because tomorrow I finally get to see my girlfriend, after 2 and a half months! I feel about it like I felt before Christmas as a little kid. Just gotta drive 12 hours home first.
 
I didn't drink at all yesterday because I was going to Midnight Mass
and haven't drunk today yet which I count as quite an accomplishment
although assisted with Klonipin and Sonata for sleep
might try to go on a bit of a run
but today there will be spiked punch and such at
not to mention I bought bottles for my whole staff
(spent about a week trying to indirectly find out what people like)
$500+ liquor store tab ironically bought yesterday
when I was trying as hard as I could eventually successfully to stay sober
we shall see
 
Seasons greetings, merry xmas :D

Welcome again, Jesus, you annual hardy bastard zombie phoenix

Had decent day with family, made coq au vin..

Thanks, Jesus, for your blood for the dish... I'm sorry vegans can't eat your body.
 
So, I finally got rid of my old ass shitty phone and upgraded to an iPhone 4s, and dear God... Edit: I changed my mind, the thing is pretty cool hah
 
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I fucking love my periodic browses through the psychedelic forum when I'm under the infuence of psychedelics themselves.

Its such a beautiful, helpful, compassionate and loving community; and I suppose a microcosm of the psychedelic sub-culture, the tribe, itself.

I don't think the role of this forum should ever be kind of humbly undervalued by its users.

You don't have to believe in the whole spiritual side of things to be able to see that psychedelics are going to play such a pinnacle role in the evolution of humanity, and the bluelight psychedelic forum is right in amongst it at the very forefront.

Big love to the bluelight psychedelic crew <3 xxxx

(The psychedelic spiritual bits are blatantly real though)
 
^^ Awesome man. <3 I also love reading through here while on psychedelics. I suppose I'm sorta on one now, I got back from my trip to Illinois. I usually microdose DOC for that, because it keeps me fully alert and into the drive for 12-13 hours. Of course even at microdose level it keeps me awake for a long time. At the moment I've just had a shot of Maker's Mark (that my brother got me for Christmas :)) and I'm working on making a snack... hopefully I will be able to sleep shortly.

My reunion with my girl was better than I even imagined. I am so in love with this person. :) It's crazy how perfect she is. 2 and a half months was a long ass time to not see her, but absence definitely made my heart grow fonder. She came back from it seeming much lighter and more energetic too. I feel like we both got a little chance to grow and now we can both appreciate it even more.
 
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My reunion with my girl was better than I even imagined. I am so in love with this person. :) It's crazy how perfect she is. 2 and a half months was a long ass time to not see her, but absence definitely made my heart grow fonder. She came back from it seeming much lighter and more energetic too. I feel like we both got a little chance to grow and now we can both appreciate it even more.
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I'm genuinely so happy to know that. Love is such a beautiful thing and it's good to know it panned out the way we were all hoping.

Merry christmas and a Happy new year and all that.

I think this new year is going to be a good one. I gave into fear three years ago and jve just become a bit... Naff. I've got literally the best friends that I could ask for, and im in a brilliant position with life, but anxiety, depression and fatigue have been holding me back.

I'm currently blasting it all away with nootropics, exercise, good food, meditation and psychedelics. I know deep down that I needed all of this, so that I wouldn't just turn out mediocre.

Then its time to help fix some of my broken friends in similar situations.
 
So last night, my friend and I went to drink and socialize with my buddies girlfriend and some of her friends, and it was, well, quite the night. Turned out the little sister of one of my best high school buddies was there, completely changed from the cute teenage girl I knew back five plus years ago. She'd dyed her hair bright pink, picked up heavy drinking, smoked some pot with us and talked about tripping acid, expressed some really annoying man-hating-femistic views, nailed my buddy with a dart in the arm... Idk, it's just weird when you know someone when they're an innocent virgin, then five years later you find out they're a skanky bisexual chick who thinks they know everything about everything and is the most PC motherfucker ever. She goes to our top state school now and so that didn't help the "I know everything" vibe. Anyways, I have a girlfriend, I didn't wana bother getting in a fuss over her so I just kinda hung back, but my other buddie I brought with me wanted to get in her pants so bad, the whole night turned into him trying to hit on her and her being all "I'm a feminazi" attitude and turning him down. Weird times... Makes me think I need to hit up that girl's older bro, don't see him much these days hahah.

My one friend who was trying to get with that chick is lonely though. I don't know how to help the guy, he seems to have bad luck with women. I mean, I used to too, but one just kinda fell into my lap 6 years ago and I've been kinda set since then... pretty much just random happenstance I feel. So it's not like I'm even some ladies man, but my friend looks to me for advice on getting with chicks since I have such a steady relationship. I just tried to tell him it would be a start to not try and get caught up with stuck up bitches like our old friend's little sister who thinks she's gaia's gift to the world (oh yeah, she's a vegan too). This area we live in is just toxic women wise. Wish I could help him find some good fitting girl for his life, but I just don't think I'm much of a cupid...
 
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it's a shame what the indoctrination that seems to be part and parcel with today's 'higher education' can do to a person these days
 
Made 2 hour laidback electronica (various genres, mostly downtempo / future garage) mix for when I visit my girlfriend again tuesday.. has some xmas elements, and later does get IDM and microhousey so more active.

Was literally rediscovering the mixing software Deckadance when I made this, so don't expect mad mixing skills

https://www.mixcloud.com/dialupllama/holydaze-electronica-mix-2016/

Damn I was in a dark place recently, but things are looking up it seems - have checked a potential appartment, but maybe a house with a garden is nicer.. mind you it will be a temporary (1 y or more tho) solution depending on where my relationship takes me. Getting my shit back together

Love you all <3
 
+1 for the getting-back-together of one's shit! Positive vibes n' all that hippie shit, from one *soli to another <3

Holidays in Austin be like -

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^One of my exes currently lives in Austin. I wish I could have moved with her, but lack of funds prevented me from doing so. We're still on good terms, very mature breakup actually, we still talk every now and again.

Now it's 2:32 in the morning before NYE, it's winter in the midwest and I'm chilling in my studio apartment taking dabs and listening to Billie Holiday. I can't stop thinking about 2 things.

1) I miss her a lot :c

2) I think that the coldest months are the worst time to be single. Not having somebody to snuggle is a bit of a downer but over the past few years I've become more okay with being single, being alone and having some time to myself. There are parts of being single that I honestly really do love (only having to look out after myself, living by my own rules, girlfriends are expensive) etc, in fact I enjoy it to the point where I'm even okay with the idea of 'dying alone' - if by that we mean "living a full life without being in one monogamous relationship the entire time."

I'll probably start craving stability at some point, I think the key is to just work on myself until I become the type of person a woman would want to be with. I've actually been doing pretty good about that this past year. Better than previous attempts, anyways. Just constantly trying to remember that self-love is the most important kind of love, etc etc. I've gotten a few good lays off of Tinder, but haven't met anyone that I think would work out well in the long term. Maybe I'm just too shallow, or picky, or something :p



Have a blessed evening, everyone <3
 
Hope everyone had a good Christmas/whatever you celebrate. I'm riding out to Asheville for New Years to see The Mantras with a friend. We're going to have a blast :D

Setting up my new PC...really need to get in the bed but I keep remembering applications that I need. Plus, the damn thing is a BEAST of a computer and I'm just excited to finally have something I can use again. I edit a lot of video/audio and doing that on a 10 year old laptop was becoming a pain. I couldn't even browse the web on my old PC without worrying about the CPU over heating if I was on youtube. ;/ Got to get my new desk moved in sometime soon so I can get my other monitors set-up, got two 24 inch monitors (using just one right now) plus a 32-inch HDTV I'm going to hook up to the PC. My graphics card supports up to four monitors I think so I might add another one soon too, just can't be spending anymore money on toys at the moment already blew a ton on this PC.

Hopefully I manage to use it for work instead of gaming....although with the deals on Steam right now I'm awful tempted to blow some money on new games. I got a new arcade/fight stick for Christmas and I'm probably going to ditch my Xbox 360 console for gaming. So I need to pick up the fighting games I want while they're on sale at least. I'd much rather pay $25 for all the games I want instead of paying $20 a piece for them. :)

I'll catch up on this thread later, hope everyone has been doing well.
 
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