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Indeed the money isn't bad, it's the 57 hour days six days out of the week that is really taking a toll on my soul. Really negative environment to be in as everyone is overworked. The energy is contagious, but I try to remain content by just staying in my head and focusing on the mundane task at hand.

And yes I meant express, my bad!
 
I initiated a bitcoin purchase 5 days ago, and they said it would be taken out of my bank account and funded by the end of the day yesterday, but it's still not there. It's my first time using bitcoin, and I've got the confirmation email and everything. Frustrating how long it takes to fund bitcoin... I found a service where they said you can go to physical locations and pay with cash and get it immediately, but all of the places their website said were locations had no idea what I was talking about so I had to go the slow way.

I'm guessing you're using the same service I use? They have a USD wallet option, where it still takes 5 days to deposit, but you can then instantly buy that amount of bitcoin rather than waiting a week and chancing a price drop (albeit the bitcoin is skyrocketing in value these past two weeks). That's what I do now. Don't worry though, it will show up, it's just a pain in the ass :\

Had a dream this morning about the only girl I've ever felt a true... Idk, obsession over. A girl I'd drop everything for, do anything for... It has really set the mood for my day already, I'm horribly depressed this morning and it was supposed to be my day off. Now I'm just weighed down by sorrow over the only woman I ever cared to be with in life not caring a bit for me... It has been 7 years since I've tried to get over her, and she always reemerges in my unconscious psyche... usually coinciding with an actual siting of her in my daily life... hopefully this time I won't be seeing her around, but I just realized she's probably a block away from me right now at this very second, because it's Christmas break for students and her family lives right down the road from mine... why God, why.
 
I don't even see it listed in transactions, it makes me think it didn't register in their system or something even though I got a confirmation email. I'm trying to get some methylone for me and my friends for NYE, so if I have to start a new 5-day process over again it's going to bum me out. I emailed support about it (it was really hard to find where to do that for some reason but I figured it out).

That sucks man. <3 I hope you find someone who can replace her in your mind, because unrequited love is tough.
 
local bitcoins dot com
much easier
you can deposit money in someone's bank account
or even meet up with someone and hand them an envelope
and get your bitcoins instantly
 
Somehow that seems infinitely more sketchy hahah.

I was so damn bummed this morning, but as soon as I could get ready, I packed up my one hitter and took a two mile hike down to a bayou in my folks' neighborhood and toked up, watched the clouds, listened to the rustle of the trees in the wind. It really made me feel a lot better about things. There's something to be said about the cathartic nature of weed, and well, nature hahah.

Hope everyone in PD who's down on their luck feels better, if only for a moment. Those brief moments of clarity can be so worth it sometimes. If only there was a way to extend those moments into every day life...
 
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I was so damn bummed this morning, but as soon as I could get ready, I packed up my one hitter and took a two mile hike down to a bayou in my folks' neighborhood and toked up, watched the clouds, listened to the rustle of the trees in the wind. It really made me feel a lot better about things. There's something to be said about the cathartic nature of weed, and well, nature hahah.

Hope everyone in PD who's down on their luck feels better, if only for a moment. Those brief moments of clarity can be so worth it sometimes. If only there was a way to extend those moments into every day life...

I was smoking my cigarette earlier, and a hole in the foliage of a sweet gum I was walking past framed the moon perfectly. Instead of taking a photograph, I have preserved the moment in a haiku:

Leaves of green and gold
wreathed around the crescent moon
a sliver of hope


Also, I got a second job? I'll be making less than minimum wage, I won't have to do much (I'd rather be busy, and doing something compatible with human dignity), but I guess that means I can get some reading done. We'll see how it goes.
 
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Somehow that seems infinitely more sketchy hahah.

what on earth is not sketchy about using BTC?
and doesn't buying it6 with a credit card rather defeat the purpose?

also BTC is experiencing a lot of the old "irrational exuberance"
in current market conditions I would want a target price of like 275-300
wait for a few more Ross's who are less invincible than they think they are to get utterly fucked by LE
see BTC drop, buy
profit
 
Visiting my parents right now, did the 12 hour drive yesterday. I got to see the French exchange student who stayed with us when I was 15... hadn't seen him since then but he's stayed close with my parents and actually lived with them for a year for an internship, a few years ago. That was really cool, we caught up, such a nice guy. And tonight I'm going to go see one of my best friends from college, I'm sure we'll chill and smoke a lot of weed. Ironically he now lives in the same town we went to college in so that will really be a blast from the past. :)

Still experiencing bitcoin frustration, but it's progressing.
 
This is likely true for many developed nations, but my fucking god the tax system is FUCKED.

Personally I paid more tax over the last financial year as an individual than 38% of Australia's LARGEST companies.

I pay more tax every single week than Chevron AU did on $1.7billion profit.



This is exactly why I no longer have such a problem with "dole bludgers" spending their money on drugs. So long as our government happily sells out our children's futures, that poor junkie looking for an escape from the fucked reality he's been left with is the least of my social concerns.

/rant
 
Doges.
I just put Timeless on.
Seriously one of the best albums of all time.
If you havent listened to it, listen to the whole album at once in one sitting.
 
So my friend who lives at my house is watching my cats while I'm in Illinois... and I just got a message from him this morning that my boy cat, the one who's been hospitalized for urinary blockage a number of times, didn't come out for breakfast this morning... that's unusual but not unheard of. he also couldn't find him anywhere which leads me to believe he's hiding. I called him back and asked him to look under the bed, and that if he's hiding under there and being fairly unresponsive then we need to worry. It's Sunday so if something's happening the vet isn't open. There's an emergency vet but it costs like 3 times as much and you have to pay up front before they will even do anything (after looking at them to diagnose of course). Now I'm really worried but I am going to try to stay positive. My friend isn't home quite yet, so hopefully he goes in and my cat is waiting there for him or something. Fuck it's been years since this happened, I hoped it was solved with diet. It's SO expensive when this shit happens and it's likely the insurance I got for them won't even cover it since it's happened before. Crossing my fingers... I feel powerless since it's 700 miles away. :(
 
Kitty is probably alright, just feeling the distance between it and you. I've seen it happen with dogs many times, don't sweat it.
 
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this is basically what a bad salvia trip feels like.
 
Kitty is probably alright, just feeling the distance between it and you. I've seen it happen with dogs many times, don't sweat it.

Yeah, it's just he has a history of urinary blockage so it makes me really nervous, he's almost died from it 4 times (and once also from acute colitis). My friend said he seems fine today though. My girl just got back in town (of course I won't be back in town for another week since I'm visiting my parents :\) and I thought about asking her to go check on him because he absolutely loves her, and he's always wary of my friend, but she's visiting with her sister so I don't want to ask her to take time to go check on my cat.

Today I'm going to spend the day with one of my best friends from college. He just started a new business in the town we went to college in, we're gonna hang out, check out his business, smoke a bunch of weed and go to our favorite places from college. :) Last night was my extended family Christmas party... I saw all my cousins and aunts and uncles and got pretty drunk. Good times. :)
 
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